The Scapegoat (1959 film) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…the advantages of harping…
Friday, July 12, 2013
I think this film is the source of my problems in 1980 when I told the ATC counselor I did feel asexual…
Farr is approached by "Boy" Barrett (Peter McEnery), a younger working class man with whom Farr shared a romantic but asexual relationship.
…what I was feeling was anger and was likely hearing the word asexual. Whoever viewed the film may have looked up the word.
Workers are cleaning up…
…they are sometimes acting strange. I heard one of them laughing hysterically. I thought it might be someone from an insane asylum. Most of them are Latino. He was exhibiting very aggressive behavior yesterday also. I thought it might be Snake Pit, then I went through a list of films I had seen with mental hospitals in them, Suddenly Last Summer, Crazy People, Asylum, Twelve Monkeys, Spellbound, Girl Interrupted, Lilith, Nuts, The Exorcist, Exorcism of Emily Rose, Lost Souls, Delusion, Caged…
Sweet Baby Jane, killing sister…
Taurine and neural development: my niece was fed Enfamil which contained taurine…
Abstract
Taurine is present at high concentrations in the fetal brain and is required for optimal brain development. Recent studies have reported that taurine causes increased proliferation of neural stem/progenitor neural cells (neural precursor cells, NPCs) obtained from embryonic and adult rodent brain. The present study is the first to show that taurine markedly increases cell numbers in cultures and neuronal generation from human NPCs (hNPCs). hNPCs obtained from 3 fetal brains (14-15 weeks of gestation) were cultured and expanded as neurospheres, which contained 76.3% nestin-positive cells. Taurine (5-20 mM) increased the number of hNPCs in culture, with maximal effect found at 10 mM and 4 days of culture. The taurine-induced increase ranged from 57 to 188% in the 3 brains examined. Taurine significantly enhanced the percentage of neurons formed from hNPCs under differentiating conditions, with increases ranging from 172 to 480% over controls without taurine. Taurine also increased the cell number and neuronal generation in cultures of the immortalized human cell line ReNcell VM. These results suggest that taurine has a positive influence on hNPC growth and neuronal formation
…she weighed only 4 lbs when she was born but has developed a big brain and has been able to exert control over her stomach muscles, rolling it like waves on the ocean. These suggestions above may well be true. The only thing I found negative was her inability to recall events during her childhood, whether she was telling me the truth is still in question. Most of these memories did not involve her parents so this may be part of the propensity to store and recall information. I was never breast fed and was given carnation evaporated milk sometimes with karo syrup. I have also taken a considerable amount of choline in the form of chloride and some bitartrate. Information I read about taurine in the New Harvard Guide to Psychiatry suggested it’s effects were more to keep the infant alive in-vivo rather than brain development. It may be possible, after brain development that taurine is produced less frequently and choline is produced more frequently, because the developing brain is more interested in the environment and storing information which requires more choline than taurine both produced from the amino acid methionine. Maybe our accelerated society with all our devices distractions marketers and corporations want us to recall has exceeded our brain’s capacity to keep up. Maybe by consuming choline via supplements has helped up-regulate my brain’s capacity to produce it, while also enabling my brain to produce more taurine at the time I was consuming it. I was not a big carbohydrate eater but did eat more fat, but suffered gastrointestinal difficulties which led to my use of choline chloride. I have found raising carbohydrates to be of benefit in my brain capacity and in increasing neurotransmitters. Since fat and carbohydrates both produce adenosine from ATP, and adenosine has a regulatory effect on neurotransmitters, maybe the higher fat was of benefit as an infant but not so as an adult.
I am more concerned about this lack of mother-child bonding than any of these things. The pay-off has been about something other than selling lots of milk.
Thursday, July 11, 2013
These are the generators, elevating the brainwaves here now…
…there are roughly 8 of them in the entire complex. The power to the bottom apartments have been cut off. This one seems to be relatively quieter than the others, still a lot of noise.
The Sleeper Awakes, was George Fort Gibbs working for HG Wells, was Kitty his wife…
The Sleeper Awakes - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…which means Tipping the Velvet might something about HG Wells and his wife or their associates or Virginia Woolf and Sackville…they must have had a connection.
I do think there are pieces of this strewed about…updated
The bolted door : Gibbs, George Fort, 1870-1942 : Free Download & Streaming : Internet Archive
…I went to Woolrich’s several times when it was here…
"No, fair. As a boy he had a tow-head and freckles i—I remember that. He was an odious boy. He once broke my talking-doll to see where the squeak came from." "He doesn't sound promising. Still, much may be done with a tow-head and freckles if you catch them young," she paraphrased. "That's Nina DeWitt's theory, and you know she really made Tommy McCall."
Gibbs, George Fort, 1870-1942. The bolted door (Kindle Locations 175-180). New York : Grosset & Dunlap.
There was a Terry McCall in my high school. My sister had a Chatty Kathy doll, she chased him around the house with it, he did not like it at all.
Virginia Woolf…
…must have had some awareness regarding the effects our thoughts had on our behavior, why she chose streams of consciousness as her style. It would be a gifted mind, who could produce without effort, the prose of a genius. Therefore what seems poetic discourse must already reside in the mind and is surely derived from some other source. I am sure there are those who can and do have the gift of authentic creativity when their minds are pure and unburdened, like that of a child. Love Street by Susan Perly would best illustrate Blakemore’s concept of the conscious mind. Not at all like Pride and Prejudice.
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Napoleon Hill, “cooperating with others first”…
…what if they want you to do something you don’t want to do or refuse to do, such as letting them lead you into prostitution with their words?
I used to wear my hair like this when I was a baby…
…one of my baby pictures looks just like it. One of my relatives had a lamp shade like this :P.
How is it he was born and died in the same year as Virginia Woolf…
James Augustine[1] Aloysius Joyce (2 February 1882 – 13 January 1941)
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…I think he looks like Raphael or Durer…
Monday, July 8, 2013
Kay’s Grandfather…
…the Qing boy’s headdress reminds me of Jiffy Pop popcorn packaging we ate occasionally.
Sunday, July 7, 2013
We have problem…
Kay's Scientific Personality: I purchased some Optimum Serious Mass, March 6, 2013…
…as I mentioned in this article, I discovered the techniques found in Franz Mesmer II’s book Unfair Secrets of Hypnotic Selling with NLP, being used on me at the mall where I shopped on occasion. After visiting the GNC, I found myself going to the mall more frequently and buying protein powders more frequently. I was once a frequent shopper at GNC before moving to my current location but that was more than 10 years before shopping at the mall.
I found the salesperson using these techniques after I had purchased and consumed more protein than I needed as I had already taken more than a normal daily amount of the amino acid glutamic acid. Glutamic acid is converted into glutamate so I knew I didn’t need more protein than I was already getting. I was having problems sleeping too. I finally started buying the Cyto-Carb product and he kept telling me it would make me fat and he kept trying to sell me protein. I then discovered the reason he didn’t want me to use the carb product is that it did cause sedation as it produces adenosine faster than protein or fat and carbs power the brain, making one less easily manipulated although slower to react. Writers love the protein when others are eating it.
Then I discovered another man who seemed to be leaving and going to the mall at the same time I was in the afternoons or on weekends. He has a faulty exhaust on his vehicle, emitting burned oil into the air. I am aware of the ill effects of this kind of pollution. It was shortly after this health hazard I discovered the Franz Mesmer techniques being used and that this person had synchronized himself with my habits. This was infuriating.
As time went on I began to stay awake at night listening in on the night time chatter and discovered this person’s intent was not above board, claiming, “it’s my job to kill people”. This explained the reason the innocent Hispanic man was driving passed me nearly every time I left home with his stinking exhaust and then passing me every time I returned. This went on for at least a year. I was dowsing myself with vitamin C up the nose each time. After hearing this I sent the mall a letter. I have no reason to believe the guilty party is the man driving the car but is an employee of the mall. I have since heard attempts at getting me to dialogue and various other things going on including “suck my dick off”. The person claims to be a pornographer and I have made no statements to the effect I was remotely interested in pornography nor interested in having my childhood molestation turned into distasteful pornography, it is an insult and downright harmful, impeding my recovery.
I took this picture today at the mall. The GNC employee was working at the mall. I recognize this image as the GNC employee on another day when he came and sat with me while eating at the Bear Rock Cafe’, unfortunately, no longer at the mall.
I cannot support businesses engaging in these kinds of practices.
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