Saturday, October 20, 2012

The Deepest Water - Kate Wilhelm - Google Books

The Deepest Water - Kate Wilhelm - Google Books

Desperate Acts - Jane Candia Coleman - Google Books

Desperate Acts - Jane Candia Coleman - Google Books

They are ripping Kay Gibbs off.

Mary Anne and Miss Priss - Ann M. Martin - Google Books

Mary Anne and Miss Priss - Ann M. Martin - Google Books

The Copper Elephant - Adam Rapp - Google Books

The Copper Elephant - Adam Rapp - Google Books

Little Chicago - Adam Rapp - Google Books

Little Chicago - Adam Rapp - Google Books

No More Secrets for Me: Sexual Abuse Is a Secret No Child Should Have to Keep - Oralee Wachter - Google Books

 

No More Secrets for Me: Sexual Abuse Is a Secret No Child Should Have to Keep - Oralee Wachter - Google Books

Wild Iris…

Wild Iris Bloom - Mavis Jukes - Google Books

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Yet another one and likely Wild Iris is one also…

Thai Silk - Anne Weale - Google Books

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Another one…

A Sausage from Bologna; a Comedy in Four Acts - John Jay Chapman - Google Books

I think this might be in the airways…

Notes on Religion - John Jay Chapman - Google Books

I am constantly having to correct the things they are putting back into my head…

I hear it.  You need to stop and let me see if I can clean out the problem.  Thank you.

My father had a saw like this with a curved handle made of wood…

File:British Museum Sittingbourne Seax.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Dream, fear of snakes…

 

  • Schmalsax (narrow seax) – Often have braided bands or snakes engraved in the blade, and frequently include metal bolsters and pommels. Both the edge and the back are curved towards the tip, which is generally located above the centerline of the blade.
  • Seax - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    Bridge on the River Kwai…

    Kay's History II: Just a possible scenario…updated

    “Give me the axe”…

    Seax - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    …”I’ll cut it off with an axe”…

    Martinsville Seven – Seven Romans having relations with a Eunuch…

    …or one man having sex with a woman seven times.

    I did read the Martinsville Seven story in 2003.

    Slaughterhouse-Five – I recognize pieces of this novel I think I acted out…

    Slaughterhouse-Five - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    Just a possible scenario…updated

    Kay's History II: Mucking Wharf…

    …F---ing has been flowing so freely I think it might be this Mucking Wharf-related to some of the things I’ve been experiencing and The Ripper.  A knife was hidden up on the rafter of a slaughterhouse (Slaughterhouse 5, seen it), used to slaughter pigs.  The butcher smoked the hogs and hauled the meat to London for sale.   This concurs with my family’s history since moving to NC.   He likely was boosted and his history was mixed up with someone who were using, alcohol, other medicinal preparations, or opium and absinthe who then re-enacted the pig slaughtering (Charles Manson ~ Boleshevik Revolution) onto women of the night as their own rage took control, likely because they were ashamed of their behavior and took it out on the women.  Was the butcher into zoophilia or raping women of the white race, or was he molesting his daughter?   Was this the body that was found in the river, with no head, no hands and no legs.

    London or Cornhill is like Chapel Hill and so Kelly got mixed up in the mess after leaving Cornhill and going to London, losing her life in the process.

    Or these were theater people cleaning up.

    Fry's Chocolate Cream and new boots instead of Fry boots…

    Fry's Chocolate Cream - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    I wore corrective boots as a child.

    Mucking Wharf…

    I recollect finding a recent story about a woman who was murdered near a farm…

    Kay's History II: I recall leaning on a rock during the episode in my childhood…

    A scene from The Bird’s seems familiar too-when the Brenner neighbor was attacked by the birds. I didn’t see this film until the 70’s I think.

    Silence of the Lambs, the scene when they found one of his victims with a moth cocoon in her mouth.  The body was in the woods. 

    Lost Colony or some holocaust victim. 

    I was friends with Norma Jean Hebers in the early 60’s in Portsmouth, VA.  I think she was Jewish.  Katherine Gibbs’ stepfather was Jewish.  She was seeing things that weren’t there, but now I think maybe some of her relatives were victims of the holocaust.  Things are starting to add up.  It could be some of the Bolshevik Revolution since one of my relatives was married to Voliva ~ Avilov.

    I recall leaning on a rock during the episode in my childhood…

    Kay's History II: The girl was dragged into the woods, raped and had her throat cut…

    …like maybe I was laying in a bed on a pillow…

    The girl was dragged into the woods, raped and had her throat cut…

    This was me running, after my father tried to cut my mother’s throat in 1967, with a lot of other stuff mixed up into it, like James Bond, Dr. No.  1962 was about the time I was molested, another Connery film.

    Kay's History II: Re: The Woman in Green and NLP, here is the tan jacket I purchased after the black one…updated

    I was dragged down a ravine in the Army and raped, it happened when I was a child too, in the woods behind my Aunt’s house.  A lot of that was portrayed in cowboy and indian films I recollect.  I don’t recall seeing many of those until after this happened.

    Re: The Woman in Green and NLP, here is the tan jacket I purchased after the black one…updated

    …actually the one I purchased was styled like this one, a Free Country Hooded Anorak Jacket from Belk’s given to me as a Christmas gift, tan with white on the sleeves. 

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    This was me running after my father tried to cut my mother’s throat in 1967, with a lot of other stuff mixed up into it, like James Bond, Dr. No.  1962 was about the time I was molested, another Connery film.

    Friday, October 19, 2012

    Just tweeted reply to Chomsky’s comments about black men being…

    singled out as rapists.  That’s interesting since I was molested by two white boys in the hood before I turned 8 years old.  I had a Jewish neighbor who I visited on two occasions spending the night on one occasion.  I don’t recall many Africans in my neighborhood at that time.  I do recall the man who replaced the bricks in the street was an African and was very nice.  He gave my father and me a bag of sand.

    John Hoyt - IMDb

    John Hoyt - IMDb

    What happened in Germany happened in this country by people re-enacting the history…

    Unethical human experimentation in the United States - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    …some of Germany’s many problems coming from previous history such as Vesalius and his medical research.  It has been stated he was robbing graves but dead bodies would afford little in the way of research unless they had just passed.  I suspect this was some of the case in the Ripper story but writers have managed to milk the public’s attention by stringing them along with their hyped up horror stories about it.  Horrific things have been done in the name of Science and prolonging life when the obvious went unnoticed and even worse has been done in the name of entertainment. 

    I viewed the film Joe’s Apartment many years ago and found it to be absolutely funny, comical, technically brilliant and entertaining but, sadly what it did to my brain and mind was a disaster.  Neighbors in the C building where I live turned their apartment into a trash dump, literally.  It was horrendous.

     

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    There is soap in this tub and those are real dead roaches.

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    What I have also learned is that most of the behavior is derived from infantile processes, when children played with dolls that could be taken apart and put back together.  Arms were town off and had to be sown back on.  This gave rise to infantile ideas about replacing human limbs which highly unlikely would be successful to the level of complete restoration.   Wouldn’t it have been simpler to tell people this rather than pummel them with the same  mistakes over and over?   I would bet my life the Three Stooges incited more violence from children acting out than from any claimed innate violent tendencies.  Put these ideas into a brain and mind incapable of discerning right from wrong, the age at which most of these programs were directed, you have a major problem.  Children will process this information and once they act it out and are punished they will then dissociate that behavior frequently projecting it onto others around them.  I know this happened in my family more than once and we viewed the show weekly for at least 6 months.   This is the downside to the TV, it does entrain the brain to project or dissociate and if there are no trained individuals to manage this material then it is a social problem.   I don’t see the point and certainly we can hardly afford to support half the country just to clean up the mess from the television.  It has replaced essential human communication between family members who indulge in its use.  

    Awareness came to me last night that lengthy viewing would not only cause psychological problems but would also create in the limbic system and cortex the need to have a TV in one’s face in order to learn.  It is clear this gave rise to the PC, weaning some of us off the TV but we have had to fork over lots of dollars for this.  I have invested $5000.00 in the pursuit of regaining control of my own mind and brain.  I know about acting out (re-enacting) as I have been through 6 televisions, most 13 inch, since moving to Chapel Hill and most of them came from the local thrift.  I looked at several just about a week ago.   People are dissociating their sets off since buying digital flat panels.  I don’t feel like indulging them in cleaning up their crap after all it has done to me and my family.

    What happened in Germany happened in this country by people acting out the history…

    Unethical human experimentation in the United States - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    …some of Germany’s many problems coming from previous history such as Vesalius and his medical research.  It has been stated he was robbing graves but dead bodies would afford little in the way of research unless they had just passed.  I suspect this was some of the case in the Ripper story but writers have managed to milk the public’s attention by stringing them along with their hyped up horror stories about it.  Horrendous things have been done in the name of Science and prolonging life when the obvious went unnoticed.

    I have had several personal encounters and found this to be the case…

    Kay's History II: Driven by a serious case of xenophobia I’ve witnessed in my own community…

    …likely based on some previous traumatic experience.

    Of course some instances of xenophobia are based on real life potential, so saying it is an irrational way of thinking is somewhat erroneous.   Big city thinking is far different from small town USA thinking also.

    This is how I created some of my personal programming…

    Psychic driving - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    …I had not read this before nor have I had any previous knowledge of or read anything about the CIA.  I am just beginning to gain knowledge of these things.

    Driven by a serious case of xenophobia I’ve witnessed in my own community…

    Project MKUltra - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    Cameron looks like my friend BR Ward’s father.  He was a pharmacist.

    Erroneous thinking, the drug did what it was created to do – it is the human mind that is unpredictable…

    LSD was eventually dismissed by MKUltra's researchers as too unpredictable in its results

    Project MKUltra - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    MK Ultra ~ Mul Kart ~ Lu Kmart ~ Kmart lu…

    Kay's History II: I have experienced most of these in one form or another…

    I met a Sidney 8 years after my LSD trip…

    The office of Security used LSD in interrogations but Dr. Sidney Gottlieb, the chemist who directed MKUltra, had other ideas: he thought it could be used in covert operations

    Project MKUltra - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    The Hours Frank Olson ~ …

    Incoming…

    “There is a reason for it, we are testing that woman’s ability to be CIA.

    LIAR.  YOU ARE USING IT TO ACCESS PEOPLE’S PERSONAL THOUGHTS.  THAT’S HOW YOU FOUND OUT THE TV WAS CAUSING ALL THIS GODDAMN MESS.

    ONE OF YOUR TACTICS WAS TO ACCUSE ME OF TRYING TO KILL THE PRESIDENT.’

    DRUNK?   I WISH I WAS.

    I have experienced most of these in one form or another…

     

    1. Substances which will promote illogical thinking and impulsiveness to the point where the recipient would be discredited in public.
    2. Substances which increase the efficiency of mentation and perception.
    3. Materials which will cause the victim to age faster/slower in maturity.
    4. Materials which will promote the intoxicating effect of alcohol.
    5. Materials which will produce the signs and symptoms of recognized diseases in a reversible way so that they may be used for malingering, etc.
    6. Materials will cause temporary/permanent brain damage and loss of memory.
    7. Substances which will enhance the ability of individuals to withstand privation, torture and coercion during interrogation and so-called "brain-washing".
    8. Materials and physical methods which will produce amnesia for events preceding and during their use.
    9. Physical methods of producing shock and confusion over extended periods of time and capable of surreptitious use.
    10. Substances which produce physical disablement such as paralysis of the legs, acute anemia, etc.
    11. Substances which will produce a chemical that can cause blisters.
    12. Substances which alter personality structure in such a way that the tendency of the recipient to become dependent upon another person is enhanced.
    13. A material which will cause mental confusion of such a type that the individual under its influence will find it difficult to maintain a fabrication under questioning.
    14. Substances which will lower the ambition and general working efficiency of men when administered in undetectable amounts.
    15. Substances which promote weakness or distortion of the eyesight or hearing faculties, preferably without permanent effects.
    16. A knockout pill which can surreptitiously be administered in drinks, food, cigarettes, as an aerosol, etc., which will be safe to use, provide a maximum of amnesia, and be suitable for use by agent types on an ad hoc basis.
    17. A material which can be surreptitiously administered by the above routes and which in very small amounts will make it impossible for a person to perform physical activity.

    Project MKUltra - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    I told you they were creating death on the TV and in novels…

    Materials which will cause the victim to age faster/slower in maturity.

    Project MKUltra - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    I can tell you, you little rat you can stop trying to hypnotize me and get out…

    I’ve heard you all evening.

    This is familiar to me…

    Project MKDELTA - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    Thursday, October 18, 2012

    Could it get anymore clear, what they have been doing?

    I wouldn’t even consider reading it.

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    Attention all writers, film makers, lyricists, poets, artists, and musicians…

    Attention all novelists, cleaners, film makers, poets and musicians. This is by order of the Kay Frances Gibbs proprietor of these mind and brain. This assertion is intended to be serious and your cooperation is expected.

    Stop cleaning now. All writers cease and desist your novels now. You are invading the privacy of Kay Frances Gibbs’ and her family. Cease and desist now. Writers, film makers, musicians and so called cleaners, are taking illegal advantage of the brain of Kay Frances Gibbs and her family. Cease and desist now. Kay Gibbs’ brain belongs to her and no one else. No one has any authority upon the person of Kay Frances Gibbs except Kay Frances Gibbs. No writer, film maker, novelist poet or musician is entitled to any part of the mind or brain of Kay Frances Gibbs at any time now, in the past nor in the future. Using the brain synapses of another, in this case, Kay Frances Gibbs, without her permission and against her will, is illegal and violations will be prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law. Cease and desist your novels, films, music and poetry now. Remove yourself from Kay Frances Gibbs’ property now. If you fail to heed this warning you will be prosecuted in a Federal Court of Law.

    Stop cleaning now.

    A cease and desist order is an order by a court or other body having judicial authority prohibiting the person or entity to which it is directed from undertaking or continuing a particular activity or course of conduct. Such an order may be issued upon a showing, to a degree of certainty or probability, that the conduct is unlawful or likely to be found unlawful. A cease and desist order commands one to stop what they are doing.

    Stop cleaning now. Cease and desist your novels, films, music and poetry now. Remove yourself from Kay F. Gibbs’ property now. If you fail to heed this warning you will be prosecuted in a Federal Court of Law.

    The right of privacy is a general right to be left alone, a right to “live life free from unwarranted publicity,”. The “generic term encompassing various rights to recognize to be “Inherent in the concept of ordered liberty”, including protection from governmental interference in the area’s of intimate personal relationships or activities, freedom of the individual to make fundamental choices involving himself, his family, and his relationships with others.”

    Invasions of one’s privacy constitute a tort for which remedies are available. The four different types of torts for which remedies are available are, (1) appropriation, or the use of a person’s name, picture, or likeness as a symbol of his or her identity without compensation; (2) and intrusion upon a person’s physical solitude or seclusion:; (3) the public disclosure of private facts; and (4) placing a person in a false light in the public eye by associating this person with beliefs or activities with which this person has no connection.

    Kay's History II: Attention all writers, film makers, lyricists, poets, artists, and musicians…

    Sunday, October 14, 2012

    I was a 31Mike in the US Army, 1975 – my cousin is an Electrical Engineer…

    3/18/1929 - Multi-channel radio system (1,717,662)

    John Hays Hammond, Jr. - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    I think she was the one assaulted…

    Kay's History II: Clyde Gibbs (Clyde Hall – Adelaide Hall) married Connie Brown…

    Rhymes and Reason – Carole King…

    Essays - Winthrop Mackworth Praed - Google Books

    …had this album, Been to Canaan was one of the songs I liked.  Also had it on Jazzman tape in the US Army.

    Hammond Castle – HH Holmes…

    Hammond Castle - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    I was assaulted by Hammond…

    See page 17…

    Essays - Winthrop Mackworth Praed - Google Books

    Clyde Gibbs (Clyde Hall – Adelaide Hall) married Connie Brown…

    Paparina in English ~ opium den…

    Paparina in English, Dictionary Sicilian English

    Essays - Winthrop Mackworth Praed – where Pimpkinson came from…updated

    Essays - Winthrop Mackworth Praed - Google Books

    …thank you all who are helping, for finding this.  I am relieved. 

    How I found this.  Before leaving to go to the Harris Teeter, I was thinking about God and Gad and how the fight between the Israelis and Palestinians is really fruitless.  If Gad is God and an Egyptian, then therein lies the answer to the problem.   Then I went to the Kangaroo for a lottery ticket, encountered a few more people and heard Jazzman, then I came home and found this link on the internet.

    I guess someone must have been snooping around the Popperina[sic], poparina, paparina, and peeped in to see what the people were doing, which was acted out by those young people at the Skylight Exchange.  Someone went into one of these joints to sell some records, parts of which are in the film Down From The Mountain.  I also saw a picture of George Clooney this afternoon. 

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Brown_(musician)  Someone went in to sell some records, Round Midnight?   Charlotte Blake did play a kind of Scott Joplin sound sort of like the woman who appeared on Lawrence Welk occasionally.

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    Positively 4th Street,” by David Hajdu. (2002) Dylan is a nerdy creep. Joan Baez is a narcissistic channeler for Joe Hill. Her sister Mimi is sweet and ethereal and too young to have been swept into the folk music pantheon. Mimi’s lover-then-husband, writer-turned-musician Richard Fariña, always a half-step behind Dylan, pulls the couple into the folk-rock mainstream. Easily the most engaging of the four main characters in this history of the folk boom, Fariña was the kind of guy who would meet you in a bar for drinks, and you’d walk out hours later having agreed to a grandiose plan to write a joint novel.

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