Saturday, October 13, 2012

More green things – the resonator, this thing emits a low level noise that will elevate brainwave activity…

…it is located by the living rooms of these two apartments.  Each building has one.  Convenient for writers and artists and musicians cooking someone elses brain.

camelot transformer

Attention all writers, film makers, lyricists, poets, artists, and musicians…

Attention all novelists, cleaners, film makers, poets and musicians. This is by order of the Kay Frances Gibbs proprietor of these mind and brain. This assertion is intended to be serious and your cooperation is expected.

Stop cleaning now. All writers cease and desist your novels now. You are invading the privacy of Kay Frances Gibbs’ and her family. Cease and desist now. Writers, film makers, musicians and so called cleaners, are taking illegal advantage of the brain of Kay Frances Gibbs and her family. Cease and desist now. Kay Gibbs’ brain belongs to her and no one else. No one has any authority upon the person of Kay Frances Gibbs except Kay Frances Gibbs. No writer, film maker, novelist poet or musician is entitled to any part of the mind or brain of Kay Frances Gibbs at any time now, in the past nor in the future. Using the brain synapses of another, in this case, Kay Frances Gibbs, without her permission and against her will, is illegal and violations will be prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law. Cease and desist your novels, films, music and poetry now. Remove yourself from Kay Frances Gibbs’ property now. If you fail to heed this warning you will be prosecuted in a Federal Court of Law.

Stop cleaning now.

A cease and desist order is an order by a court or other body having judicial authority prohibiting the person or entity to which it is directed from undertaking or continuing a particular activity or course of conduct. Such an order may be issued upon a showing, to a degree of certainty or probability, that the conduct is unlawful or likely to be found unlawful. A cease and desist order commands one to stop what they are doing.

Stop cleaning now. Cease and desist your novels, films, music and poetry now. Remove yourself from Kay F. Gibbs’ property now. If you fail to heed this warning you will be prosecuted in a Federal Court of Law.

The right of privacy is a general right to be left alone, a right to “live life free from unwarranted publicity,”. The “generic term encompassing various rights to recognize to be “Inherent in the concept of ordered liberty”, including protection from governmental interference in the area’s of intimate personal relationships or activities, freedom of the individual to make fundamental choices involving himself, his family, and his relationships with others.”

Invasions of one’s privacy constitute a tort for which remedies are available. The four different types of torts for which remedies are available are, (1) appropriation, or the use of a person’s name, picture, or likeness as a symbol of his or her identity without compensation; (2) and intrusion upon a person’s physical solitude or seclusion:; (3) the public disclosure of private facts; and (4) placing a person in a false light in the public eye by associating this person with beliefs or activities with which this person has no connection.

How to break a smoking habit…

Down-regulation - when excessive numbers of transmitter molecules are available to the receptor over a period of time, a decrease in the receptor sites can be counted. This is called down-regulation. It accounts for tolerance e.g., when heroine consistently occupies opiod binding sites. The desensitized post-synaptic neuron will not respond to average amounts of heroine, but increased amounts are required to obtain and opiod effect. This in turn induces greater levels of tolerance.

Up-regulation - the reverse occurs when decreased number of transmitter molecules are available  at post-synaptic receptors. This leads to up-regulation with increased number of sensitized receptors. Such a condition would occur during a receptor blockade. e.g., the anti-psychotic medication thorazine bocks the dopamine receptor inducing up-regulation. As a result, additional dopamine receptors appear on the post-synaptic membrane. At this point the post-synaptic neuron is hypersensitive, and if the blockade is ended, even average amounts of dopamine can cause the movement disorder: Tardive Dyskinesia. This condition may be treated by administration of dopamine agonists or by reestablishing the dopamine blockade.

Biological Mechanisms of Addiction

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

I have put up with this crap for 7 years now.

Kay's History II: I want the NLP approach to my mental improvement…

…this all could have been straightened out 5 years ago, if you had used the NLP approach and I believe I did mention NLP as being the biggest help to me.  I hear you people in hear claiming you are cleaning up but I’ll be darned if it sounds like it to me, I’ve never been more upset in my life.  Constantly ticking me off.  If this is what Dianetics is about I want no part of it.

I want the NLP approach to my mental improvement…

Kay's History II: I want no one bothering me who has read this book and who doesn’t know how to use it…

…you people here now are not helping me at all and I mean for it to stop, you aren’t doing anything but copping more stories off me, keeping me going over and over the same stupid stuff that got me into this mess to begin with and sticking the same triggers back into my mind and brain.

THIS BRAIN BELONGS TO KAY GIBBS NOT WRITERS, HOLLYWOOD, THE GOVERNMENT OR ANYONE ELSE.  GET OUT.

A fellow employee at Kmart…

…one of the nicest people I worked with…

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I want no one bothering me who has read this book and who doesn’t know how to use it…

Stop the Scientology please…NO SCIENTOLOGY PLEASE.

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My mom in the early 70’s, I knew these hairdos were good for something…

…of course viewing To Serve Man on the Twilight Zone also helped.  Thanks Grammy and thanks Kiel!

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Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Visions this AM…

I was in a house that seemed familiar.  It seemed I was in the basement.  I was laying on something with someone and we were talking about how to do a movie.  I saw someone walking up the stairs with something white on the right shoulder. 

It reminded me of a place I used to live and the film Scorned.

Monday, October 8, 2012

My sink ~ Drano, you owe me $5.00, this crap didn’t work…

I put 1-1/2 bottles of drain opener down there before this Draino.

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I had caps like both of these and I also had a matching scarf that went with the hat like the one on the right…

…the hat and scarf were sort of like that on the far right.  It was knitted, basic black with patchwork colors, red, green, blue and yellow.  The hat had a short bill and matching scarf.  I was about 14 when I had that.  I am certain this film was in our minds even up until recently.

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I certainly drank enough of your alcoholic crap…

Barbara Payton ~ Claudia Draper, Nuts film…

Barbara Payton - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Interesting they showed the night view of many of the places in Los Angeles where the night clubs and porno-establishments are…

Re-enacting Kay Francis’ real life or someone in Massachusetts…

Barbara Payton

Kay's History II

…Dwight Francis’ mother, Katherine’s first husband.

I am beginning to see someone from Massachusetts went to Connecticut and read Kay Francis’ diary…

Kay's History II: Psychic connections and their potential…

Ladies of Leisure – this sounds familiar…

Aspiring artist Jerry Strong, the son of a wealthy railroad tycoon, sneaks out of a party he allowed his friend Bill Standish to hold at his New York penthouse apartment and studio. While out driving in the country, Jerry gives self-described "party girl" Kay Arnold (escaping from another party aboard a yacht) a ride back to the city. He sees something in her and offers her a job as his model for a painting titled "Hope". In their first session, Jerry wipes off her makeup to try to bring out her true nature. Perpetual partier and drunkard Standish thinks Kay looks fine just the way she is and invites her on a cruise to Havana. She declines his offer. 

As they get to know each other better, Kay falls in love with Jerry and comes to rue her tawdry past. This is reflected in her face, and she finally achieves a pose Jerry finds inspiring. He paints so late into the night that he offers to let her sleep on his couch.

Ladies of Leisure - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

This guys name is Jerry…

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Psychic connections and their potential…

In 1967 my father suffered a psychotic episode. He was sent to Cherry Hospital in October, given shock treatments and remained there for three months. The Halls were living in Hyde County, NC during this time and so were Barbara and Carolyn Love whose mother was Pearl Gibbs.  Barbara claimed to have been molested by her father.  In 1970, for some reason Kay decided she wanted to be a Lab Technician. She did well in science courses until she had to dissect a frog which she refused to do.

In 1996 she met BR Ward. She learned he had been a patient at Cherry Hospital in 1967, that he had attended ECU majoring in Math and UNC majoring in Music.  He also mentioned that his sister was a lab technician. 

In 1972 they offered art courses at Mattamuskeet School and Kay became involved in various art projects. She and some other classmates made a trip to UNC in October where she considered attending college. In June of 1973 her father assaulted her hitting her in the nose with his fist. She left home, moved to Asheboro for the summer and worked until school began in the fall. She decided to attend ECU.

In 1974 she joined the US Army. In 1975 she was sexually assaulted by an MP Officer and then kidnapped and assaulted by a car salesman while on leave. Upon returning to base I requested to leave the Army. She was granted an honorable discharge. She was suffering from severe sleep deprivation and had been without sleep many months before joining the US Army. It grew into a serious problem since seeing The Exorcist, in 1974 which is what drove her to join.  For 6 months while in the Army, she had less than 4 hours of sleep a night. The less sleep she got the more angry she became over not being allowed to sleep for one reason or another. She felt she had no control over her inability to get adequate sleep and put herself in many risky situations, often unable to resist them. She left the base with D. Parker and traveled by air to Medford, Massachusetts overnight, returning to North Carolina the next day by car.

In 1977 Kay was arrested in Ayden, NC for public drunkenness following an argument with her roommate at a bar 20 miles from their apartment. Her roommate refused to take her home so she decided to walk thinking her roommate would soon follow and pick her up. Her roommate decided to call the Sheriff’s department. The Deputy stopped her and asked if she was ok and Kay said yes. She then proceeded on and a few minutes later the Sheriff stopped her and arrested her. He threw her onto the trunk of the car, cuffed her and shoved her into the backseat. She was jailed overnight and released after paying $35.00.

Later that year, after an evening out at a night club, she had a little more to drink than usual and fell asleep on the sofa. Kay was a bed wetter until aged 12, likely caused by the paregoric or her mother’s epidural during her brother’s birth, and had been admonished for it frequently.  She developed repressed memories of these experiences that were expressed as anxiety about falling asleep because of the fear of becoming too relaxed and wetting the bed.  As a result, one night after drinking too much, she must have had to go to the bathroom and took a white ceramic ashtray off the coffee table, placed it on the floor and urinated in it.

Her roommate awoke early the next morning and found the ashtray in the floor. When she woke up her roommate pointed it out to her.  Kay had no recollection of having done the deed but emptied it anyway.  She pondered the matter for several weeks unable to recall what she did.  She was employed at Kmart at the time. She later surmised she did it in this manner because prior to the time her father was sent to the psychiatric hospital,  they had to use porcelain pots to go to the bathroom as they lived in an old house with no bathroom or running water for several months. This resolved the mechanics of her actions but not the why.

In 2011, she met Dorothy Perly, a new neighbor. Over the course of several months they began to talk. One afternoon Perly communicated to her she had had a drinking problem as Kay did. She also communicated to Kay, during a time of racial unrest, she had been prevented from using the public restroom in a local store in Chapel Hill and was thrown into the street.  Perly said she then left the store, got drunk, returned and proceeded to urinate in front of the establishment.  This is as she recently related her experience to Kay. She did not tell Kay when this happened.   It is clear some Law Official dissociated this experience, and Kay unknowingly re-enacted it. She was subsequently arrested by the police and jailed for one night just as I had been in 1977. Was Perly re-enacting something from someone in Massachusetts?

Kay was completely unconscious of the events before they occurred in her waking life which led to her behavior that night.  She is uncertain about what Perly knew beforehand about the incident.  She had no knowledge of Ms. Perly at anytime during these experiences.  Kay fully believed she was acting of her own free will, except for that night due to the pathological consumption of too much alcohol.  She figured out before meeting Ms. Perly, she did act out whenever she drank alcohol, as she was given paregoric in her youth, so one might say she was predisposed to it (other details in my childhood contributed to this behavior).

Since this discovery Kay located Perly Street, in a small town in Massachusetts with the same last name as her neighbor. The story likely goes on further into history, probably pre-Civil War.  After writing this, she also discovered Jean Wallace from Massachusetts and Barbara Payton, a Hollywood actress who fell into poverty, prostitution, alcoholism, and stabbed herself, later dying of complications.   Kay thought this was interesting as she met Helen a patient at the Psychiatric Hospital she was in in 1989, who also stabbed herself with a matte knife or whatever she could find.  Wallace was from Boston, Massachusetts and she located a place on Nielson Street in Everett, Massachusetts which may have been the scene of a child molestation, Kay re-enacted during her childhood.

Sunday, October 7, 2012

I have already documented this but again, I assure you GABA…

There's a reason for it, though: it has long been thought that GABA cannot cross the blood-brain barrier.

GABA (gamma-aminobutyric acid) Review: Benefits and Information

…does cross the blood brain barrier when taken under the tongue and carbs do enhance absorption, but I have found glutamine to be more effective for increasing GABA levels, however when you need immediate results GABA works.  I use it to protect my frontal lobes when in music.  I also use melatonin.  The combination works well for a few hours.  Best to avoid the noise unless you have to do your own shopping in which case I recommend it if you cannot get Ativan, Xanax or or some other benzodiazepine because of prejudices by your Doctor.  Protecting your frontal lobes is very important to brain health when your being attacked by writers and musicians.

The side effects I’ve experienced are the tingling or what I describe as an itchy feeling due to the release of histamine as per an article I read about GABA releasing histamine.  I have used it on my ears to stop throbbing from noise at the mall and while grocery shopping.  It is highly effective in that respect.  I have also used aloe vera with .5% lidocaine on my ears.  GABA is faster acting and better.  It had significantly reduced my tinnitus though I think tinnitus is actually due to memories in the brain.  We rarely search for or recall our memories of noise in our lives.  I suspect old vinyl records and poor cassette tape recordings are the major cause for tinnitus.   I have also experienced labored breathing from taking doses above what is recommended.  What I didn’t get was daltons, though  I knew what they were I didn’t think of them in terms of protein and that only small amounts are needed.   When I thought about protein, I thought about a chicken breast or a cut of beef or a quarter pounder.  When you are over stimulating your brain with excessive excitatory chemicals you need more GABA, more Valium, more Ativan and when you add excessive noise, music and movies to that you have a major brain overload and then you really need major sedation.   This did happen to me and I had to take Temazepam after being exposed to excessive noise in prison and noise from the 4 cylinder engine in my car and then the radio, while living in my car for 7 years, during which time I was medicated with nothing, not even GABA. 

Luckily the physician I was seeing in 2006, was willing to prescribe me the drug and since I have no driver’s license, driving was not an issue, otherwise I likely would be dead from exhaustion.  Temazepam has been prescribed to pilots if that tells you anything at all and is more effective that Klonopin.  I was prescribed one 10 mg dose of Temazepam under the name Restoril, in a Psychiatric Hospital, after two years of being employed in a Gas Mart Business from 1986-1988, where there were roughly ten beverage machines, but had not been aware of the name Temazepam.  I did resort to abusing alcohol again, to combat the noise, and found myself in an alcohol treatment facility, then a psychiatric hospital.  My only problem with the latest prescription was the dosage was a bit high so I had to break open the caps which I didn’t mind.  The rest was absolutely necessary.  I used GABA afterwards to combat any rebound effects.  It has been stated Temazepam distorts normal sleep patterns.  I have found that to be erroneous thinking.  Nothing distorts it more than too much music, noise from machines, AC and frightening movies, etc.  I think we have been misled about the K-complexes because we are all surrounded by excessive noise to which we will never adapt unless we do raise our protein levels or rather up-regulate GABA and Adenosine in our brains.  Caveman days are over, unless you are independently wealthy and live far away from these excesses.  I tried different types of music to slow down my thinking.  I found slow simple sounds to be the most effective and I use brainwave pulses to keep my heart rate from accelerating.  Excessive noise is stressful and a great strain on the human brain and body.    

Of course in my case, there is ulterior motive for doing this to me and why they (certain Doctors) refuse to prescribe me the medication I need, especially in the summer time when exposure is the highest.  Of course they are using me as a guinea pig too, to find out how effective Melatonin is with various other over the counter products. 

Right, I do cover all my bases since you have successfully elevated my brainwave activity with your damned noise.  Congratulations, you are your own undoing.

Kay Gibbs is no conduit or go between for writers or their human objects…

…whose minds and thoughts we are constantly trying to control for the benefit of our novels, consciously or unconsciously, causing these victims to become depressed, careless, slovenly, robotic like and financially destitute because they cannot function according to their needs, but function only according to the whims and commands of the writer.   This is all brought on by the poorest of thinking about other human lives and how we function socially and as individuals.  Others are often viewed as nothing more than stories, movies and I quote, “see that blog, there’s a million of them out there like that”.  Some think it’s all in the mind and thinking. It is actually because of what they sell and how they sell it, that causes a mind to deteriorate to such desperate conditions.

Incoming…

“There is no LSD in that girl’s system”.

This is lame.  I took LSD almost 40 years ago, it doesn’t linger like the stink of some things I could go into…