Someone’s gotten me to sign something in my sleep, I thought it was something I did, but I was connected somewhere else.
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Thursday, March 21, 2013
Looking back and a schizophrenic state ~ Scott Peck road less traveled…
…do I believe that? Yes and no. One can become entrapped in one’s own memories, yet one can also cure some of one’s most difficult behaviors and problems with reality. I think about the high cost of continuing to repress certain traumas in our lives and this includes that which we are traumatized by from films. If the burden becomes too much then medication might be the best avenue for relief.
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
This could be, have not seen any of these…
…I know I have seen one film but I don’t recall the title.
This is definitely in some of my things, I’ve never seen any of the Coronet Films but we have used Coronet Paper Towels…
…we grew up with Emily Post. My Aunt was a proponent of etiquette.
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Monday, March 18, 2013
Look What I found here…
I was staying at the Brownstone Hotel in Durham when I took the overdose of Ativan and drank a beer, then later that evening walked over to the parking deck and nearly jumped off.
There is an office here called Psychic Predictions.
…I tried to open the door to the stairway but it was locked. I then tried the elevator, it worked so I got into the elevator and went to the top deck. Once I got to the top deck I sat down on the floor but it started to get cold and the elevator door wouldn’t close. I decided to get up and walk around on the deck. I locked the elevator door open. I got out and meandered around for several minutes to keep warm. I had no gloves with me and only a thin coat. I was already depressed but getting more depressed. I walked to the side of the deck between the elevator and the stairs, then went to the stairway exit door, it was open. I walked to the other side of the stairway exit, looked over the side of the deck and started to throw myself off, then I heard, “oh, don’t do it”. I clearly recollect experiencing a sexual arousal when this happened. I’m not sure if it was one of my relatives who had been thrown off the side of a boat by his father when a child, into the water.
Since this event I thought Esther Williams might have been mixed up in it. I also connected it to the Schiller and now possibly Lee Oswald.
Die Hard films are related. Rizzoli and Isles had it staged as snipers.
Update: The only people I know who had a spiral staircase were Tugwell and McCarthy.
Update 2: This happened after I had taken an overdose of 20 Ativan which I chased with a bottle of beer, in a hotel near the hospital. The Ativan had been prescribed by the VA.
Here’s what’s happening…
First there is a hypnotic induction then there are commands to go to the mall in a female voice, then there are commands to stay away from the mall in a male voice.
I purchased some Optimum Serious Mass, March 6, 2013 – Misogyny of the Highest Order…
I told the man who sold me this product years ago I had taken an over dose of glutamic acid, the most abundant ingredient in this product. After five years I started discovering programming in my brain and other tactics being used to sell me these protein products. I specifically stated I did not want the protein but was looking for something to mask the bad flavor of amino acids I was taking in lieu of protein because of the overdose. There was an entanglement which caused the overdose in the first place.
Excitotoxicity due to excessive glutamate release and impaired uptake occurs as part of the ischemic cascade and is associated with stroke[3] and diseases like amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, lathyrism, autism, some forms of mental retardation, and Alzheimer's disease.[3][13] In contrast, decreased glutamate release is observed under conditions of classical phenylketonuria[14] leading to developmental disruption of glutamate receptor expression.[15]
I have also noticed a Popular Mechanics Magazine whose cover is about Rewiring the Brain, in which an electronic device is implanted into the brain.
http://popsci.kebeg.com/?/announcements/article/2013-02/march-2013-rewiring-brain
Here’s the book MT has been using to manipulate me…
I have recognized this several times in the community…
Environmental— dress, where you work, where you meet. You dress like the customer. Behavior: breathing, posture, gestures, eye contact, facial expressions. Breathe at the same…
Mesmer, Franz (2011-05-22). Unfair Secrets of Hypnotic Selling With NLP (p. 80). Kindle Edition.
These are the pages in this book connected to the word hard, ie, The Hard Way to Go…
This was used on me - “we’ll get the money out this bitch’s ass”…
Usually, a hug is a good anchor. page 105…he actually moved me from the front of the store to an area less visible. Then later he did it again but so it was more visible.
Mesmer, Franz (2011-05-22). Unfair Secrets of Hypnotic Selling With NLP (p. 106). . Kindle Edition.
From Unfair Secrets of Hypnotic Selling, Franz Mesmer II…
"I can hypnotize a man -- without his knowledge or consent -- into committing treason against the United States." "Is hypnosis dangerous? It can be. Under certain circumstances, it is dangerous in the extreme. It has even been known to lead to murder. Given the right combination of hypnotist and subject, hypnosis can be a lethal weapon." "The key to creating an effective spy or assassin rests in splitting a man’s personality, or creating multiple personality, with the aid of hypnotism.... This is not science fiction. ... I have done it." "During World War II, I worked this technique with a vulnerable Marine lieutenant I’ll call Jones. Under the watchful eye of Marine intelligence I split his personality into Jones A and Jones B. Jones A, once a 'normal' working Marine, became entirely different. He talked communist doctrine and meant it. He was welcomed enthusiastically by communist cells, and was deliberately given a dishonorable discharge by the Corps (which was in on the plot) and became a card-carrying party member. All I had to do was hypnotize the whole man, get in touch with Jones B, the loyal American, and I had a pipeline straight into the Communist camp."
Mesmer, Franz (2011-05-22). Unfair Secrets of Hypnotic Selling With NLP (pp. 42-43). . Kindle Edition.
Monday, March 18, 2013
Incoming…
“I drank a half gallon of milk Ms. Kay”.
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“Stay off that blog and off the internet”.
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“Pretend I am your programmer”, Miss Kay.
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Sunday, March 17, 2013
Incoming…
“Think protein.” Been hearing it for the past month.
Sunday, March 17, 2013
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