…these were the scenes I recognized as what I thought was part of my assault while in the US Army…
This version below is the version I read, the cover was different also…
Saturday, November 3, 2012
Incoming…
“pretend I am your programmer”.
“You must free your mind of the constraints of your parents?”…
“pretend I am your trainer”…this is how they get control of your mind and brain. Then they can put all kinds of erroneous information into your brain.
I had seen an Eastern Indian Psychiatrist in 1987 two years before this event…
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…she could read his thoughts. He happened to see a four leaf clover and then asked her to find it and she leaned over picking it up and handing it to him. I re-enacted it with Susan Becker.
Prime Suspect 5 or 7…
…with Susan in which I had seen what I thought was a type of tea pot I sketched out in 1989. Susan told me it was a samovar after she saw it. I had never seen a samovar before. Then she decided we should go to the park in Wilson for the day. As we were walking along I guess she spotted a four leaf clover. She then turned to me and asked me if I would find her a four leaf clover. At that moment I reached down and plucked a four leaf clover from the ground near my feet. She can verify this easily.
Mr. K looks like this but his hair is white and he’s much heavier…
…and his hair is a little bit shorter. His face is wider and his complexion is pale.
Herb Evers is represented in this film.
Notice the bronze lamp in the background…Dianetics – pleasure is to be found in bronze.
The Brain that Wouldn’t Die problematic scenes…
…the second two likely generated responses that could have caused an accident.
Friday, November 2, 2012
The belief that certain individuals don’t have brains…
so won’t be influenced by what I put into them, is erroneous. On the other hand, my knowledge that others do have brains, in which I have desired to sew the seeds of my profession, makes me culpable for that which has contaminated their brains and minds. I no longer use this as an excuse to continue this abuse I have participated in inflicting upon others.
Kay is still unclear as to this obsession to condemn or is it a desire to oppress by intimidation…
…with some religious voodoo she no longer holds viable as a moral guide.
Mr. K-1 or 4, had she been free from undue influence…
Is an illusion of behavioral choices just as good as actual choices?
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…she would be as free now as she was as an infant who takes her first steps or for the first time reaches for the teddy bear next to her. Aren’t these acts of free will? When given the choice to pick up a bear or something else foreign to the family, does this determine her capacity to freely choose over the mental influence? Can she be completely free of any outside influence? Does her choices merely determine who is influencing her actions, her curiosity, her desires? Or does the knowledge that her mind and its content, may control her, which has been withheld from her, afford her more opportunity to act in her own best interest?
You get the insinuation here and I can no longer ignore her problems, we created…updated
Models of volition have been constructed in which it is seen as a particular kind of complex, high-level process with an element of physical indeterminism. An example of this approach is that of Robert Kane,[24] where he hypothesizes that,
In each case, the indeterminism is functioning as a hindrance or obstacle to her realizing one of her purposes—a hindrance or obstacle in the form of resistance within her will which must be overcome by effort.
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…or that she has gained insight into what we have been doing. I am now trying to buy her obedience by bribing her to perform certain acts I have erroneously labeled as her purpose. Her brain, thus her perceptions of reality have been altered. Her free will is an illusion to me and I fail to comprehend the capacity of the human brain to alter its course thus affecting the course of her mind. Her obligations are erroneous and based on a false appraisal of the situation. She is free to determine her own purpose.
Kay’s Mind Gymnasium book copy…
The art in the upper left corner of this book is a derivative of the color and design project I did in 1973 under Instructor Satterthwaite at ECU in Color and Design Class. The face is the sculpture I did in the fall of 1972 in Art Class under the instruction of Joe Caswell. Renee O’Brien is cited as the Cover Artist, I was acquainted with a John O’Brien in 2003. He is the one who took my Lee Grant acrylic and ink rendering claiming to get me some money for it. I’ve never heard from him since. I purchased this book in 1989.
More probs in Mind Gymnasium...
This book is my immediate problem with my sleep habits. It has a multitude of conflicting suggestions in it also.
Thursday, November 1, 2012
In Memoriam
’94 LISA NICOLE KIDD of Winterville died March 13. She worked in law enforcement with the Pitt County Sheriff’s Department and the N.C. and Mississippi State Bureaus of Investigation.
Re: Migration behavior…
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Dianetics page 273…
I was a file clerk for Beaufort County Hospital in Washington, NC in 1988. That was at least 5 years after I had read Dianetics, The Evolution of a Science. Parts of my history are enmeshed with this book and its content will trigger whatever was in my brain or mind or info from whomever I was connected to around the time I read the book and thereafter.
“boiling off is referred to as “BO”…updated
I think this is really about boiling off that which would make one more conscious, conscious raising information is unconscious information before it becomes conscious, why so many people have remained addicted to the TV, music and all these other unhealthy things being marketed. The use of music with a rapid tempo, rapid keystrokes on a piano or guitar, cause the listener’s brain to rapidly fire neurons in the brain and accelerates brain wave activity in the mind, just as a pulse would or listening to mother’s heart beat in the womb, inhibiting the subject from recognizing or gaining awareness of the content of the mind. Slower brain waves give the subject the opportunity to think before he acts, thus why Indian gurus who are capable of creating this slower state in themselves are considered more wise. I used a brainwave pulse of 5.0 beats/second with a 300-250 MHz pitch for more than two years while doing this work. I had no choice as my exposure to the noise from the cement plant adjacent to Fountain Correctional Institute in Rocky Mount, NC, had elevated my brainwave activity to unhealthy levels, near that of a jet, and entrained my brain to think at such a rapid pace whenever my memories of the prison were triggered, I could not sleep or sit still for very long. I feel sure they were testing inmates for drugs to aid in air flight. During my imprisonment, I was so hyper I could not control my behavior and after being transferred from reception to a dorm, I was administered Depakote upon the insistence of the Staff Psychiatrist. This caused me to act out and I threw something I had in my hand which was a re-enactment of my high school Biology teacher, Herb McIntyre (nicknamed Bear) throwing his keys at one of my classmates, Gary Spencer. My Aunt with whom I was connected and who wore a heart pacemaker in her chest, died during my imprisonment from a heart attack, likely because of the noise to which I was exposed which elevated the brainwaves in both our brains.
This may have been done by Helmholtz during WWII, however it was 1998 and that war was long over. Why this State has failed to recognize re-enacting behavior is beyond my comprehension. I find this beyond reprehensible.
Major concerns in Dianetics…
…pages 262-264…
“boiling off unconsciousness.”
Lots of sleep inducing and unconscious inducing directives here.
I am sure I was enmeshed with L. Ron Hubbard when I was in the 3rd grade…
He became a hair dresser in Raleigh, who I worked for on two different occasions as I was sent to Raleigh in 1970 for the Who’s Who convention where I was again looted by participants, probably some up and coming writers.
Incoming…
“Isn’t he handsome”? No affinity brewing here. Here affinity is misused. It doesn’t happen because of looks or eyes or things of a physical nature. Affinity arises from honesty and trust and develops from there. Behavior to me is the basis for any amicable relationship. I learned this in kindergarten when the child I was playing with took the Mr. Potato Head toy from my hands and started playing with it, then the teacher gave me the Cootie Bug. The teacher’s name was Bragg which is the name of the street where NCCIW is located in Raleigh, NC. I wasn’t taught bad behavior I learned it from others and the TV.
Despicable to me making the authority in our country believe we were all violent, incorrigible and prone to some sort of violent overthrow. I’m sure it was true in the minds of those who listened to them because they made them believe this and they have perpetuated it with violent scenes of baboons in the wild, clearly the result of human enmeshment. I recall Oliver the chimpanzee who poured coffee for his caretaker. This is the disembodied spirit Ms. McClain speaks of in her book. One must also consider Abraham and Esther are claimed to have originated the ideas behind The Secret which is basically neuro-linguistic programming. I recall a passage in the Bible I found 20 years ago which stated to the effect, “the word is with God and God is the word”. I have been unable to relocate it. This programs the believer into accepting God’s ideas and God’s commands and when God is mentioned a whole array of thinking goes on including mass migration from one place to another. This may explain my behavior brought on by my grandmother’s Bible reading as she read her Bible at least three times, so I am told. I feel certain this too is the cause of much of our familial problems.
When I was little, I viewed the Three Stooges on TV. I later pulled my sister’s hair over something. Then my brother bit my sister over something else. These antics were portrayed in The Three Stooges and my brother and I acted them out because I had dissociated my feminine from myself, who my sister then possessed, because of my being beaten like Jesus on the Cross and because of The Woman in Green. My sister also had curly hair like Larry on The Stooges and he was the one always getting beaten up. We had never been prone to this kind of behavior prior to viewing this program.
I am still uncertain the origins of any of it began with my immediate family since we all do inherit familial habits. I know my Aunt and Uncle likely viewed The Stooges or even some of our older cousins may have seen this show or The Little Rascals.
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
More danger in Dianetics…update 5
…by the time the reader gets to this part of the book he may likely succumb to the suggestion in red, whether it was intended to hypnotize the reader or not. The author might have been uncovering pieces of the history behind Edward Bernays and his marketing plan he sold to corporations at the time.
This is why I have not reacted to the many film actors who have been in the area.
There are more suggestions on page 123, 127, and 175…All some anyone who has made a reader believe he is an authority or auditor, in other words a writer, can simply use the word clear to cause the reader to succumb to the suggestions in this book, this particular version I have never read. I purchased the book to learn what might have changed since I read the one titled Dianetics, Evolution of a Science. I am now discovering what happened to me in the 80’s and 90’s and how I was manipulated into getting incarcerated in prison and how I was manipulated into getting myself admitted to the psychiatric hospital. Of course had I moved to Los Angeles, this would all have been done in a studio, which clearly is not the point of what is being done to consumers of this book.
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Sunday, October 28, 2012
God bless our constitution…
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Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances.
Kay F. Gibbs has no intentions of complying with novelists or filmmakers for any reason…
CEASE AND DESIST NOW.
That they can’t show strength, individuality, or even speak the truth without intimidation…
“Kids live in such a high pressure society that they feel they can’t show weakness.”
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…if what you said were true certain matters would have been exposed 40-50 years ago.
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