Saturday, December 1, 2012

This is what I mean about acting out…

Dreamwood1972 - YouTube

…In this avant-garde film, the interpretation of a dream based on someone’s thoughts or a simple comment, a man is “making love to mother earth”.  

I was diagnosed with a heart murmur in the late 60’s…

…I have seen Bisset’s version of this film.

Army examine 1974

From Understanding Movies, Giannetti…

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…this is true in many cases because we all act in one way or another.  Once an idea or thought is acted upon the drama is over and re-creating it, so that its truth is conveyed is quite a feat.  Unless you stop the whole of humanity from acting and everyone takes up a pen and starts to write, you will never fully capture the truth on film.  Unfortunately I think it this is why many artists then decide to drop the ball and never bother to delve deeper into matters and it cost more money and so forth and so on…

I definitely recognize several specific things going on in this film…Never seen

Kay's History II: Here’s a culprit here…

…I have been sitting up in bed working crossword puzzles on a piece of unfinished board.  Never seen this film before last night.  Some of this film was showing up during my military enlistment at Fort Gordon.

Here’s a culprit here…

Staircase quarrel - Dirk Bogarde in THE SERVANT - YouTube

Friday, November 30, 2012

Sabotage Film…

Kay's Commentary: This is an interesting argument going on here…

Charles Evans Hughes: Politics and Reform in New York, 1905-1910 - Robert F. Wesser - Google Books

Charles Evans Hughes: Politics and Reform in New York, 1905-1910 - Robert F. Wesser - Google Books

Fires Were Started (1943) - IMDb

Fires Were Started (1943) - IMDb

I found Looking Backwards in Barron’s US History Since 1865…have not read it in its entirety, just snippets…

United States History: Since 1865 (Barron's College Review Series. History): Nelson Klose, Curt Lader: 9780764114373: Amazon.com: Books

…I use it more for reference.

Looking Backward, 2000 to 1887 by Edward Bellamy - Project Gutenberg

Looking Backward, 2000 to 1887 by Edward Bellamy - Project Gutenberg

This is where the binaural beats are coming from…

 

How to Hack the Human Brain 2 - Propaganda and the Throng - YouTube

 

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

A Dream connection – Duffle bag girl...

I have no idea where this dream came from or how I got it, this is what I have been talking about, psychic connections to people we may not even know.

Boy last nite was a rough one, restless sleep, I was on the run or in a hurry at each place. The second stop was an open road next to a main highway. I was walking behind a woman who appeared to be about 45, gray hair, about 5'8" tall, roughly 165-175lbs. She seemed like she had been a business woman at one time. She had a dark colored sweater tied around her neck. We were approaching a gas station on our right. This pretty new truck, a lavender color, looked like a Dodge or a Ford [I hardly know the difference any more], pulling out of the station. It was driven by an elderly man and his wife was on the passenger side. It seemed the old woman had tapped on the window of the truck as if to signal to the woman walking that they were offering her a lift. As the pedestrian approached the truck, a woman with a duffle bag ran up to the truck as if to try to catch a ride also. The old woman gave us a mean look, then they sped off. Then the woman with the duffel bag ran back into the woods not to be seen again. Then it seemed we were in another car going to our destination and I looked over at the woman with the sweater and inquired about the dufflebag girl. I looked back intensely for her but could not see her anywhere. The sweater lady said she was like that sometime. There were about five of us all together.

Did this cause Hillary to lose Gloria?

Liked when we lose? That’s like saying it would have been better if Obama had lost, what’s the difference, they have both been oppressed?

 

I’ll tell you I’m not going to pay for you to sit on the beach and have a robot serve you drinks all day…

…while I am working my rear off cleaning up after your mess.

Kay's Commentary: Who’s assassination was it really…updating

Kay's Commentary: Who’s assassination was it really…updating

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Oswald de Andrade - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Oswald de Andrade - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I applied for a similar job as a graphics artist at a T-shirt factory in Greenville, NC…

In July 1962, Oswald was hired by Dallas' Leslie Welding Company; he disliked the work and quit after three months. (Warren Commission exhibit CE 1891[59] states that Mrs. Virginia Hale of Fortune Road, employed in the Fort Worth office of the Texas Employment Commission, sent Oswald out on the job to the Leslie Welding Company.) In October, he was hired by the graphic-arts firm of Jaggars-Chiles-Stovall as a photoprint trainee.[n 6] (

Lee Harvey Oswald - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…in 1978, before getting the job at KMart…

Kay's Commentary: May 2012

Kay's Commentary: May 2012

Essays by Kay F. Gibbs

Essays by Kay F. Gibbs

Kay's Commentary: Tricked into changing one’s opinion about morality…

Kay's Commentary: Tricked into changing one’s opinion about morality…

Kay's Commentary: “You’re a dumbass, you could have written three or four novels”…updating

Kay's Commentary: “You’re a dumbass, you could have written three or four novels”…updating

Kay's Commentary: Poor people really have no candidate…

Kay's Commentary: Poor people really have no candidate…

Kay's Commentary: Separation of Church and State Mr. Murdock, Ninth Amendment rights, undue influence…updated

Kay's Commentary: Separation of Church and State Mr. Murdock, Ninth Amendment rights, undue influence…updated

The other receipt…

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Monday, November 26, 2012

This film has suicide in it…

Kay's History II: Another paradoxical film, it helped lead to my drinking but also helped create curiosity and a desire for learning - Never seen it…

I did go shopping online for brown bottles.

 

Cost my mother $600.00 to get my car back…updated – Never seen

…this lady looses $600.00 gambling.  I’ve pawned a lot of stuff including my Brother Word Processor and even my Rascal sketches all I got back.  My sister went to Mexico…Lady was going to jump out the window…Lady and The Tramp…seen that film…

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The Lady Gambles (1949) - YouTube

 

Head injury on the same side of the head as mine - Never seen…

…1964, hit in head with swing and got into a fight on the basketball court with a boy named Mike Williams, he took the kick ball from me I was playing with and I got it back then we got into a fight…

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The Greene Murder Case – Never seen…

Kay shot herself

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I took tryptophan and GABA w/carbs about 4 hours ago…

This scene is my desk set up all disorganized…Never seen

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PB190044 PB190043

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Sunday, November 25, 2012

I did see the Ann Southern Show – never seen…

…this person may have lived in a high rise apartment, 11th floor, in New York where he or she died and then someone moved to a second floor apartment.

“since the war I’ve been searching for something”…

The Canary Murder Case (1929) - YouTube

 

Out until 4:00 AM in the morning – Never seen…

“I don’t wanna be an actress”…

I was shopping a few days ago and was messing around with a ring, bracelet and started looking for a bag…

…I have some Ivy growing on my deck…

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The suitcase…

The grandson of the car salesman manager lives here where I live…

Kay's History II: Another paradoxical film, it helped lead to my drinking but also helped create curiosity and a desire for learning…

I took an overdose of Ativan in 1994…

…an acquaintance has been giving me Klonopin or Ativan two or three at a time.  We have frequently sung around his piano while he played and he recently purchased a cabinet with a glassed in bookshelf which does have similarities to the one in this film and he had a wardrobe very similar in color…

Kay's History II: Another paradoxical film, it helped lead to my drinking but also helped create curiosity and a desire for learning…

Kay's History II: Another paradoxical film, it helped lead to my drinking but also helped create curiosity and a desire for learning…

I have one in the fridge too…

 

PB250063  PB250061 seasoning jar

Another paradoxical film, it helped lead to my drinking but also helped create curiosity and a desire for learning - Never seen it…

…someone’s paradoxical sleep…

I think this is one also, may be the chamber room music I had in my dream…

 

seasoning jar

This could be one of the films…

I can’t tell the names do seems familiar, I’ve found them in one thing or another…

Bank blade…

…my father had a grass whip also…

This may have been used to try and cut off Merrick’s head…

…which gave rise to the Brain that Wouldn’t Die.  From the things I have seen it looks like he fell on his knees before someone wanting his head cut off.

My father had a tool like this…

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