Friday, September 14, 2012

"The Bionic Woman" Brain Wash – this is going on I think…

"The Bionic Woman" Brain Wash (TV episode 1977) - IMDb

The Bionic Woman - this one…

The Bionic Woman (TV Series 1976–1978) - IMDb

In 1976 I was in Art School, I 

The New Adventures of Wonder Woman – saw some of these…

The New Adventures of Wonder Woman (TV Series 1975–1979) - IMDb

…also viewed Isis…

Xena: Warrior Princess – saw this regularly…

Xena: Warrior Princess (TV Series 1995–2001) - IMDb

The Incredible Hulk – saw this too…

The Incredible Hulk (TV Series 1978–1982) - IMDb

Hercules: The Legendary Journeys – saw this too…

Hercules: The Legendary Journeys (TV Series 1995–1999) - IMDb

Fantasy Island – I saw this too…

Fantasy Island (TV Series 1977–1984) - IMDb

The Love Boat – I did see this too

The Love Boat (TV Series 1977–1986) - IMDb

Love, American Style – I did see this

Love, American Style (TV Series 1969–1974) - IMDb

Incoming…

“So help me god this novel’s going to get written”.

John Wayne Gacy looks like Capone…

Google Image Result for http://www.chicagohs.org/history/capone/gif/capnemug.jpg

Someone from Perly Street in Massachusetts was associated with this woman…

Dorothea Dix

I think this way…

when man begins to lose faith in magic, he invents myths about gods and claims that his formerly magical rituals are religious rituals intended to appease the gods.[36]

Mythology - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…primitive man believes his magical theories and rituals until he discovers some truth about them.  Then he creates a myth or fairy tale to blame for his poor behavior.  I think primitive man is always trying to figure things out, just as I have been, mostly because I was programmed with a worn out myth.  There seems to be some fear about teaching children the truth, so we teach them a lie, then they lie and we punish them but we are really punishing ourselves and those who deceived us.

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Why did they put the Statue of Liberty on Ellis Island in the New York Harbor…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Unhealthy archetypes, and they convinced the Romans to kill him…

Unhealthy archetypes, and they convinced the Romans to kill him…updated

What's In Kay's Mind 2

…legally that’s called collusion.  They manipulated the murdering of Jesus, probably because he wouldn’t kill himself with one thing or another.  They made their children believe this fairly tale and so the pattern lives on.  People become frightened of some truth getting out and they manipulate other people into hurting or killing them, the object of their own truth; they have repressed and projected this truth away from themselves thinking it is hidden from even the self.  This is what God did by casting Satan into the world.  Eventually someone learned of God’s failures.  Jesus said I am the way, the truth and the light”. 

Prisons are a prime example where this kind of collusion frequently occurs.  I suppose my abuse and provocation to anger were some Job test.  I hardly call these people mentally healthy.   They inflict harm, then they run for help.  Whatever happened to get help first, then help someone else.

These are unhealthy archetypes; Jesus, the Temple Priests, some of the Twelve Disciples, Pontius Pilot, God,  we have patterned ourselves after, in ignorance. 

Dorothea Dix

Dorothea Dix

HH Holmes ~ Mudgett (Midgette) ~ Henry Webster Gibbs ~ Herman Gray…?

My pencil box looks like this…

Mc Pheeters Antique Militaria

Black Hills Expedition (1874) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Black Hills Expedition (1874) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

As I mentioned I was drinking a lot of Schlitz beer, 1972-1974, as was some of my relatives…

Joseph Schlitz - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

The Bacchi…

I have acted that out a hundred times and wrote about my father’s visits to the little pub, so don’t waste your time with that.

Incoming…

“my little leipschen ~ liebchen…”

I dismiss the idea of myths…

…to believe a story is myth is to believe oneself invisible and one’s evolution invisible and that one has magically acquired his intellect with no work at all.  Of course the Magic of Believing would have one think this is possible and to an extent it is but you acquire it under false deceitful pretenses, you have artificial intelligence. 

Now Ernest Holmes states we have learned all we need to learn, it is now only a matter of accepting the wisdom handed down to us from our ancestors who, if they were invisible or products of myth, this wisdom wouldn’t exist. 

Maybe they are more like fairy tales meant to teach the youth in a less frightening harsh manner but I know my niece has been scared out of her wits by The Wizard of Oz and several other films.  She even projected on to me, the Wicked Witch getting the house dropped on her and her toes curling up.  I felt her little toes curling up just as in the film. 

Patient who had a snake in the belly…

The patient was possibly seeing an image of the statue of Bernabo.  I noticed this in some of the mandala paintings also appearing in the film.  I found this image several years ago while surfing the internet and had no knowledge of Jung’s patient nor this video I have viewed for the first time over the last two nights.  Clearly someone I am enmeshed with did see it or I have a psychic connection to Jung which is highly unlikely but possible if he had a connection to Dr. Susan Dimock or the Captain of the boat or even some other passenger.

That also led me to Tuzigoot, I thought was the Ark, but could easily be the SS Schiller.   Was the SS Schiller wreck a re-enactment of the wreck of the Ark?

After looking at Jung in these videos I recognized the shape of his face at times appearing like mine in this xray.

Copy of KAY'S SKULL3

I don’t need God or Jesus to be positive or to think positive or to understand what I put into my brain…

…is going to dictate my behavior somewhere down the road.   And I sure as heck don’t recall GOD being all that positive.  He put his failures off on his own son to have to deal with.  God’s the one who needed redemption.

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

I am going to start the Church of the Gentiles…updated

Strictly non-Christian – non Jesus died for the Jews believers…

You were never born in sin.  Being born in sin breeds children born outside of marriage, born without fathers or mothers who abandon them.  Born in sin lends itself to the belief that you will never be whole because you have a dark side where Satan resides in your mind.  This is based on the idea that Cain killed his brother and so his descendants were all born in sin and would have to believe in Jesus in order to be saved from that sin.  This totally disregards any capacity on the part of Cain’s descendants that they would eventually learn themselves if not before Jesus showed up, that there was frivolity in his behavior. 

The biggest part of the problem lies not in Cain’s sin but in his father’s inability to show him love despite his failures and to guide him toward success.  Generations of Cain’s descendants suffered needlessly.   Then they topped that off with killing the very man they claimed would redeem the wayward Jews.  Tell me how that works?   Why was Jesus cursing the Fig tree?   Ignorance for one thing and I won’t go into Job, that’s a whole lot of pointless bull.  The whole story really stinks to me and the older I get and more clear my thinking is, likely why they have been crapping our brains and minds up with so much garbage, the true motives are clearly less than holy. 

I don’t like the idea that I have suffered needlessly because of the ignorance in that book.  But they are entitled to their beliefs and I am certainly entitled to changing mine.

The Jackal…?

What's In Kay's Mind 2: My mother was the real one who had the dark vision…

Simon Gray - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Simon Gray - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Barbara Hannah – Hannah on Hind’s Feet, a book I read in the 80’s…

Barbara Hannah - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Was Jung once an extroverted ship navigator or helmsman…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Did she have a psychic connection to Susan Dimock?

…incarnated into Jung and then because of his guilt for causing the careless accident, resulting in the navigator developing an introverted personality and becoming what psychologists call hyper-vigilant about where one is going, translated into an obsessive observance of and navigation of the self and the mind, rather than the high seas?

Was my father possessed of this man when he joined the Coast Guard and was I, among others who were before me, reliving this man’s habits while driving the school bus?

Carl Jung: The Wisdom of The Dream…updated

…Von Louise’s patient who felt she had been on the moon ~ sitting on the book?

 The Tinkling Symbol (Asey Mayo Cape Cod Mystery, Bk 7)

I noticed a porthole in this film…Jung’s face on his dog, Holofernes on Freud…

My mother was the real one who had the dark vision…

…of a man climbing up a building.  She didn’t like black people, what she was really saying is she didn’t like the dark nature of people, the dark arts, evil, whoever she was, Elvira Jones (Ernest Jones, the psychiatrist)?

 Katherine Jokl, a Jewish economics graduate from Moravia,

Monday, September 10, 2012

Did she have a psychic connection to Susan Dimock?

…was Susan Dimock Jung’s childhood mannequin in the box?

Emma Jung

Dr. Wick – Girl Interrupted…

Susan Dimock - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

William Henry Bragg – This was the Mr. Potato Head I had that was stolen…

William Henry Bragg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I was sleeping with Susan…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Here is my daffodil I have not recreated yet…update 3

Detailed rape, the rest of the story…

What's In Kay's Mind - Connecting The Dots: Detailed account of a rape I told you I had written…

…before Betty parted from Jack, she learned Jack had been seeing a Biologist.   Apparently he was rather interested in the Biologist and he did tell Betty they had been dating.  This was all news to Betty but Betty wasn’t really interested in Jack anyway, she was truly in a terrible situation and Jack was too self involved to see her desperation or mistook it thinking a one night stand between the two of them would remedy her problem.  His real role was to interrupt Betty’s intentions in other areas.  He claimed his Biologist was studying the effects of Vitamin C.  It was interesting Betty had a severe case of bronchitis at the time. 

Betty discovers later stems cells were used at the Hospital, supposedly for a Great Dane.  Her keen investigative training told her this was a lie and the truth was being concealed from the public.   Betty returned to the city and started her own investigation into the matter.  Betty later discovered there were inferences she would be dead before anything was discovered.   Battling the forces against her discovery, she’s fought attempts at inducing cancer via overdoses of tyrosine, other influences to drug overdose on other chemicals and alcohol intoxication.

Will Betty convince the Detectives she was raped?   Will Betty find the evidence she needs to link Jack to others at the hospital and some illegal activities?

Sunday, September 9, 2012

There was a Hannah Mae Gibbs in Hyde County, now deceased…

Hannah Mayer Rothschild

Nathan Mayer Rothschild - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

“Your generosity”….?

Kay Gibbs is not generous, you are manipulating her mind with your desires.   I hear every word you are saying.

On viewing Jung’s interview on Transference…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Jung_himself-on-TRANSFERENCE & Archtypes - YouTube

I was happy to hear what he had to say about this.  I once considered he was taking something from the female patient he describes in his scarab beetle story.  But it is clearer she was afraid of what was there in the unconscious and rather than face it she got Jung to do it for her.

This is what I understood in his interview as well, that we can all do the work on ourselves as he did with himself.  This isn’t to say we don’t sometimes need guidance.

I bet this was Market Street In Beaufort County or Wilmington, NC during Susan Dimock’s time…

Dymocks Booksellers - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

This is the elevating, lifting or jacking up…updated

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Colossus of Rhodes - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…I became aware of it after attending Tideland Mental Health.  I was into drawing the circles and had read some of I’m Ok You’re Ok Inez Fridley introduced to me in college in 1973 after trying to cut my wrist.   I didn’t feel ok, but eventually got over what was bothering me, which I deduced was more or less an extreme manner of getting attention.  I could hardly stand trying to cut myself.  I understand now, this is a pattern that develops in which one connects being abused with getting attention and so will set themselves up for an abusive situation so they can get attention, noticed or acquire what ever it is they want.  Clearly if these intentions are directed away from the self, then situations like kidnapping, holding people hostage and other similar situations can develop.

Update:  I figured out what enmeshments looked like with the circles, I read about in Woititz’s book on sexual abuse.  One I could visualize what it looked like I could go further into what was happening to me and it has grown since then.

Colossus of Rhodes - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Why man, he doth bestride the narrow world
Like a Colossus, and we petty men
Walk under his huge legs and peep about
To find ourselves dishonorable graves

Colossus of Rhodes - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Now I know why I’ve been prevented from having children…

…someone wanted to kill this thing going in my collective unconscious, to prevent it from spreading, but it was a less than intelligent or forward looking attempt at dealing with the problem.

Jung_himself-on-TRANSFERENCE & Archtypes - YouTube

 

I think Nebuchadnezzar was an archetype…

Jung on Film [FULL INTERVIEW] - YouTube

His dream;

A general description of the personified image is given from head to toe: whose head was made of fine gold, a chest and arms of silver, a belly of brass,[v.32] legs of iron, and feet made partly of iron and partly of clay.[v.33] The vision is then continued by relating the Vision of stone, its characterization: "not cut by hands", and its action that causes a dispersion of the statue’s metals.[v.34] The stone grows to fill the whole Earth.[v.35] Thus concludes the presentation of the dream followed by its interpretation, by the formula: “this is the dream”.[v.36][15]

was symbolic of his fear of losing his talents or the active parts of himself, I think was misinterpreted by Daniel for the purposes of his people.  I couldn’t help but think of The Colossus of Rhodes and later discovered through reading its connection to Nebuchadnezzar’s  dream.  I did have an immediate response to Daniel’s dream interpretation in that it was erroneous.  It was all clear to me at the time.