Saturday, September 29, 2012

From the Essential Jung, Anthony Storr,

page 187, Psychology of the Unconscious, Practical Use of Dream Analysis;

“The gruesome character of the dreams is alone sufficient to make one pause. All the same, other people have anxiety dreams now and then. We must therefore look more closely into the meaning of the main symbols, “mother” and “horse”. They must be equivalents, for the best do the same thing: they commit suicide. “Mother” is an archetype and refers to the place of origin, to nature to that which passively creates, hence to substance and matter to materiality, the womb, the vegetative functions. It also means the unconscious, our natural and instinctive life, the physiological realm, the body in which we dwell or contained; for the "mother" is also the matrix, the hollow form, the vessel that carries and nourishes, and it thus stands psychologically for the foundations of consciousness. “

Stealing the travel case…

Gidget, one of these episodes.  I did see this occasionally.’

Silver bullion hidden in a cellar…

Friday, September 28, 2012

My story with S at the hospital would be like the sequel to Point of No Return…updated

…when he finds out she’s a killer.

It was in the process of being written when this happened.  They apparently finished and produced the film while I was in prison.

“suffer the little children”…

Kay's History II: I think this way…

…I recall reading something to that effect in the Bible.  A young person reading this isn’t going to process that as a order like No Free Lunches, as if it is their duty to suffer for the wrongs of adults. 

38’35” into the film…

Kay's History II: “Oh you’re not going to stop to wash the dishes?”

Sounds like a bad deal to me…

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I think this is a tree in California…

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Kay's NLP: Neuro-Linguistic Programming, A case of helping or hurting – See update below before images…

Kay's NLP: Neuro-Linguistic Programming, A case of helping or hurting – See update below before images…

I did read a book on lucid dreaming in 1988…

How to Stop Sleep Paralysis (and Turn It Into a Lucid Dream)

…if you backwards from the time I had the sleepwalking episode in 1977, then the book may have been read sometime before the  sleep walking, it could be anywhere from 5 months to 11 years, girl interrupted.

Since my brain was lacking proper growth, I likely had very little frontal lobe control.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

I have no need for anyone to talk to me, psychically or otherwise…

I don’t know where you got that idea but it surely never came from me. 

A song maybe, Billy Joel.

STOP CLEANING KAY GIBBS NOW.

YOU ARE WEARING A HELMET AND CARRYING A RIFLE AND I HAVE ALREADY ACTED IT OUT.  YOU ARE PUTTING IT BACK IN AND I CAN SEE IS.  WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?  THAT IS NOT CLEANING TO ME.  COULD YOU BE SO STUPID?

GET OUT.

Chemo-therapy kills…

They murdered my cousin with it.

Another possibility, this one looks more like what I saw, could have been two landscapers…updated

Kay's History II: This looks like the cage in the ground in my dream, although seemed like it was partly in the ground…

There was too much dust and dirt flying though, I was thinking Desert Storm too…

carol drive los ang CA

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Incoming…

“That woman needs to be taken off the internet”.

God bless America land that I love…

Oh say can you see by the dawn’s early light….forescore and seven years ago ( a lot longer than that now) our forefathers set forth on this continent, a new nation conceived in liberty and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal.

First Amendment – freedom of speech, freedom of the press and freedom of religion.

DUMP THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE.  DON’T VOTE ON NOVEMBER 6, 2012.

This man looks like my Uncle Jodie Gibbs’ twin…

John Little McClellan - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I forgot, which is no wonder…

…my body and brain were full of pesticides when I joined the US Army and went all those places.  It proves one thing for sure, I was incapable of protecting myself and incapable of initiating anything.  It is also clear I was acting out content in the mind.

I REST MY CASE.  NOW LEAVE ME ALONE.

IT ALSO PROVES TELEVISION AND MUSIC NOT ONLY GET INTO THE BRAIN BUT INTO THE MIND.

Monday, September 24, 2012

Ithell’s other half…

Copy of KAYMUSTANG

A killer or victim of the novel – In the House of the Rising Sun…updated

…has anybody seen the bridge – Lambeth Bridge might have flooded…

The Tinkling Symbol (Asey Mayo Cape Cod Mystery, Bk 7)mantis 10island w circleOpening in wall to kitchen

Murphy Mantis…

Lionel Murphy - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

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Of course our Philosophers have argued this out over the centuries…

Language and Mind. Noam Chomsky (1968)

This is one of the most prominent problems I found with my speech and television viewing…

Speed – Speed is the speed of the response itself, or the latency from the time in which it could have occurred to the time in which it occurs. A response given quickly when prompted forms the basis for inferring a high strength.[28]

Verbal Behavior - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…Old films and lots of commercials were faster than others and I had a serious problem with this as a friend can attest to during times when we would engage in conversation over lunch or dinner.  My speech was rapid and he could hardly get a chance to say anything as I would just keep on going like my thoughts were one long string of dialogue that never stopped and I wasn’t on medication, but I had taken taurine years before.

I can attest to Skinner’s theories as having more impact on human behavior than imagery…

Verbal Behavior - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…as Murphy clearly stated, it is our thoughts and the thoughts which reside in our minds that control our behaviors.

Maybe this is who I thought to be the eunuch…

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I thought there was a connection between Robert Baxter and Kemper…

Edmund Kemper - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

There was a place in Hyde County, NC called St. Lydia…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Robert Baxter (executioner) ~ my Uncle’s name was Robert Baxter Cahoon, Sr my cousin was Jr…

I think this is surely about the eunuch or castrati or…

artcornwall.org: Ithell Colquhoun by Richard Shillitoe

…it could be the loss of the middle finger of Jesus.  Also looks like the loss of a thumb.

I think Skinner is Durer’s other half…

B.F. Skinner

Robert Baxter (executioner) ~ my Uncle’s name was Robert Baxter Cahoon, Sr my cousin was Jr…

Robert Baxter (executioner) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Wouldn’t it be easier if they just scanned the contents of Oxford onto the wiki…?

Robert Baxter (executioner) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

This would be Dr. John Hall administering arsenic to Shakespeare and his family…

Marshall Hall defended Frederick Seddon unsuccessfully in a notorious poisoning case in 1912. Seddon was hanged in 1912 for murdering Elizabeth Mary Barrow by administering large quantities of arsenic.

Edward Marshall Hall - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Related to my Uncle’s death on his bicycle in the canal…?

Green Bicycle Murder

One of his most famous cases was R v Light, known as the Green Bicycle Murder, which took place near Leicester in 1919. He obtained an acquittal, despite what seemed like overwhelming circumstantial evidence against the defendant. This evidence included: the fact that the defendant (Ronald Light-died 1975) had been seen cycling with the victim (Bella Wright) on the day of her death, on a green bicycle; had possessed at one time a revolver similar to the one used to fire the shot that killed her; had discarded that green bicycle in the canal after filing off all of the identifying numbers; and had thrown away a holster and ammunition for the type of revolver used in the murder. He also lied to police. A full transcript of the evidence and submissions of counsel do not appear to have survived, but from what remains of the closing speech of Sir Edward, he took advantage of the Crown's lack of a case-theory to take their case to its logical conclusion and then demolish it. He submitted that the prosecution case only held together if the entire murder was premeditated. It was the prosecution evidence, indeed the hearsay evidence of the dead victim, that Ronald Light was not known to Bella Wright. How could he then have planned her murder? Sir Edward used this, and many other points to persuade the jury that they could not be sure that Light was the murderer. The jury returned a unanimous verdict of not guilty after a little over three hours.

Edward Marshall Hall - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…although I think there was something going on about the rope and the bridge or it could be the James Stewart Film.

Did Burr jump ship?

There are several films about women jumping ship and Affinity dramatizes the main character jumping to her death but maybe she survived.

I think this is in error, “Carolina Bankers” were the ones who robbed our banks after the Civil War…

One story which was considered somewhat plausible was that the Patriot had fallen prey to the wreckers known as the Carolina "bankers".

Theodosia Burr Alston - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I think Aaron Burr is an Armenian…

Who’s doing what to whom?

Copy of KAYMUSTANG

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Someone needs some carbs or water, like right now…

This may have been associated with my sister’s aneurysm in 2006…

The Adventures of Baron Munchausen (1943) - IMDb

…or my psychiatric hospitalization in 1989, along with the Tinkling Symbol, so one of the inmates may have been faking mental illness.  In Affinity, I think Dawes may have been S. Wade aka Susan Dymock?

This is the necklace I buried in the sand at the Trinity Center in Morehead City…

Kay Gibbs

I used my easel to drape the burgundy cover for photographing…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Could be the film about the artist who thought he saw a woman commit suicide…

I hung the cover over a bamboo pole and then affixed it on top the easel.  I also used a green one.

Could be the film about the artist who thought he saw a woman commit suicide…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: “I think you’re evil”…

I was motivated by the lizard (eels, fish?) on my deck…

The tan object next to the curtain is my file cabinet.

Before I discovered this poster at the Print Shop locally, I had been seeing bits and pieces of it…

Venice Canal Wholesale Art Print at Lieberman's

…then one day went in and found it.

7 of Clubs…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: What is this building on the right?

…Luck of the Irish…four leaf clovers…

What is this building on the right?

“I think you’re evil”…

I think it was directed toward the person who said, “if your hand offends thee, cut it off”.

Ivory Worship - Photo Gallery - Pictures, More From National Geographic Magazine

I saw this in the Nat Geo Mag this afternoon.  I had seen a picture of Jesus with his middle finger sticking up.  I have been unable to find it again.  Then I saw this and realized how that might have happened.

This led me to think about the Shroud.   Then I realized what I had been doing since the flood and recently may be part of its history.   When I was flooded out of my apartment in C-2, Camelot 2000, I stuffed things down in front of my inside door to keep water from flowing under it. 

Then yesterday I was at the Piazza and looked at a tapestry.  I paid particular attention to the purple one, it is a spiritual color.  Today it came to my attention the Shroud may have been damaged during one of the floods in Venice, Italy.  Then I recalled what I was doing at my front door which I photographed.  This was given to me by my sister and I have other similar things folded and in a large 100-200 gallon container in my closet.  It is burgundy and I used it for draping behind some photographs.  I also had it on my bed and I slept under it one winter. 

Something also came up about the stigmata recently when I concluded one of the women thought to be possessed of the stigmata was really the object of a projection and the person projecting it was in possession of the true Christ.

I have six or three or four tubs I purchased for my feet but they have been used for other things and I suspect some plaster of paris was mixed in several of them.

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I was watching this last night and today I discovered a friend of mine had gone to a wedding yesterday…

“I think you’re evil”…

I think it was directed toward the person who said, “if your hand offends thee, cut it off”.

Ivory Worship - Photo Gallery - Pictures, More From National Geographic Magazine

I saw this in the Nat Geo Mag this afternoon.  I had seen a picture of Jesus with his middle finger sticking up.  I have been unable to find it again.  Then I saw this and realized how that might have happened.

This is why I thought the name Flave was really Slave…

…clearly this would is correspondence with an f rather than an s…Flave Spencer is younger than my father…

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The female in distress character in this film had Hamilton…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Renegade Season 1 Episode 2 - Hunting Accident – I’ve been seeing this scene with the pool ball…updated

He was upstairs…updated

…I think he was assaulted somewhere in San Diego…he did live in San Diego and so did BR.

Copy of kay's skullimage Mary Ann 1977Mary 1973kay 7-09 image

 

Renegade Season 1 Episode 2 - Hunting Accident – I’ve been seeing this scene with the pool ball…updated

I thought it was a softball…

Renegade Season 1 Episode 3 – my arm injury…

 

“I’m a renegade”…I did see a few of these episodes, I do recall it how…

Renegade (TV series) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia