Accompanied by two friends, Elizabeth "Bessie" Greene and Caroline Crane, Dr. Susan Dimock boarded the steamship Schiller in New York, bound for Europe. The Schiller, a strongly built, iron-rigged steamship, met destruction on a reef off the Scilly Isles, while sailing
Saturday, August 18, 2012
Bessie Greene ~ Bessie Love…?
My cousin Jessie Gibbs looks almost identical to this man…update 4
Benito Mussolini - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
This man looks Sumerian to me and I saw a man who looks similar in Carrboro about 6 years ago. He is covered by a German looks like – Eichmann…
Drill Sergeant Maxwell got it…she is Cherokee Indian.
Mussolini on the left – John Henry Gibbs on the right
I thought I was a bat…
http://kayfgibbsstayingalive.blogspot.com/2012/08/i-was-hung-up-on-grounds-early-this.html
“we’re going to put this bird in prison”…bird or bat…
I put the bird in prison…
When I finally got to lay down at around 4:30 AM and drifted off to sleep, I tossed and turned and suddenly found myself in the grassy area beside the dumpster. It was a freaky few hours as I seemed to make my way back and forth through the grass from one side of the dumpster to the other, then going all the way over to the pond and back. I couldn’t tell if a snake was in the process of devouring one of the bunnies or not, it seemed that way. I have encountered their little body parts strewn around the path where I once walked. I no longer walk that way. Suddenly two owls struck up their duet, bellowing like they were going to crash into my window. That kept me awake a few hours. I had forgotten I passed three little bunnies frolicking in the grass about a week before this while on my way to the laundry room.
After sometime I found myself in several of the apartments in the F building, then I flopped over to the E building where I recalled an acquaintance Harold, who was an elderly ex Navy veteran who had become alcoholic. From there I found my way to building C upstairs where Moore lived and then drifted off to sleep. This must be why I thought I was a bat or someone thought they were a bat, they were mixed up with them somewhere.
A few days later I was on my way to the laundry again and encountered four bats flitting around the street lamp and trees on the property. They kept swooping down at me. I made my way to the laundry room and loaded my clothes for washing. I grabbed a stick on my way back and swung it round my head like a lasso, trying to keep them from getting into my hair. I had always heard bats would get tangled in the hair which scared me so I have always been frightened of them. One night one grazed my arm ever so slightly on my way back from the laundry room. It felt eerie but I noticed their bodies seemed soft. I worried more after that because of the possibility of some infection.
Moore looks like my neighbor upstairs in the C-building a bit, they are from Front Royal, VA. Dr. John Hall administered arsenic to Shakespeare and his family during the plague. Was it murder? My mother’s husband’s first wife poisoned her husband then later died of cancer. He survived. Likely Shakespeare’s wife administered it to him as well as the Doctor. It was said we (Gibbses) lived near Shakespeare but I think it was the Halls and that some of his plays were a reflection of some of their history. Hand washing would be indicative of a doctor preparing for some surgery.
She does look like Harold Schector too which means she could be one of the HH Holmes victims.
Friday, August 17, 2012
Re: Andrea Yates…
Drowning with Others (1962)
James Dickey - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…this might be the novel I discovered and mistook the date. I962 could be confused with 1986. The pencil/pen pusher in here mixing up stuff distorted my perceptions.
Thursday, August 16, 2012
I think JW Gibbs’ brother couldn’t make it and let his brother and wife move in with him…
“…we need to get you away from those people…”
I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE HELL THE STATE OF NORTH CAROLINA IS DOING?
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Helmholtz was using the resonator to increase brainwave activity…
DO THEY EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING? GROSS NEGLIGENCE, INCOMPETENCE, EXPLOITATION, COERSION, COLLUSION…
Helmholtz was using the resonator to increase brainwave activity…
…this is what happened in the prison at FCCW with the cement factory.
Rachel Cicero Chadwick ~ Rachel Dudley (now deceased)…
Chadwick is a Store Owner – Judy works for him and some Jewish person called to get the gutters cleaned on the house (rental property). Could be the other way around, not sure.
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
This is my neighbor downstairs…
…I don’t know about the oil but I have heard a lot about it in here.
This is similar to Gibbs’ theory of thermonuclear dynamics as applied to psychology…
Helmholtz resonance - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…this was the psychology behind the Nazi concentration camps and prisons and asylums for that matter. Some prisoners or patients who are brainwashed or abused, and are then released, flee only to be drawn back into their confinement. Recidivism, PTSD re-enactment, all very similar.
Was this the reason someone was beaten?
…they jumped from a boat toward the dock or wharf, missing the wharf, busting their chin and hurting their chest and falling into the water? Or did they fall from a boat?
“Traumatized people are using television and music to avoid recollecting their traumas…”
…that is what Kay Gibbs said. She doesn’t know if someone else was thinking this, it was before Kay Gibbs discovered The Woman in Green and the other films which employed hypnotic suggestions in the films as a form of entertainment.
I didn’t know this and don’t know a great deal about Jewish history…
I do know that I discovered Eichmann was a Jew and I didn’t understand why he would join the Nazis in killing his own people.
“I believe you shit (shittim – buried yourself in a wooden box) yourself”…
I believe this woman has the crudest language. No, I think it’s “You committed suicide” – re: Tinkling Symbol…
My mother was checking my diapers…
Incoming…
“This girl’s in anaphylactic shock”…
Of course you are mooching something off what I said about possibly being in shock after being beaten by my father (something very real which happened to me in my childhood whether it be history, some film or some family history due to some other history, it happened).
I think the gibbon evolved into the chimpanzee, why there are pygmy chimpanzees…
…the Gibbon at some point was enmeshed with the baboon and howler which gave rise to some chimps looking like baboons.
This does not come from the mixed breeding of species…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Now this Howler Monkey does look like a Gibbon…
…most species will likely never mingle sexually because of their scent, behaviors and other primitive habits which keep them separate.
I am not sure how enmeshments affect primitive apes but likely even their appearance will not deceive their sense of smell and other nuances of behavior.
This corner here looks like a place in Egypt…
…this means that someone who’s been here looks like Nefertiti…
My sketch of the woman with no head, no hands and no legs below the knee…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Death in Love ~ Leonardo ~ Vesalius…
…could have been a culmination of things, The Brain that Wouldn’t Die – another interpretation of Nebuchadnezzar’s Dream, or images in the mind of Susan Dimock, some other Physician or Vesalius…it could also be someone killing food animals.
Now this Howler Monkey does look like a Gibbon…
…in the face whose appearance has been altered by looking at other apes likely, baboons or chimps.
I had been prescribed Donnatal prior to this discovery in 1973…
Albrecht Durer: Young fruleger girl…
Did Durer or Krel consume datura? Is this what caused him to encounter the young fruleger girl. Is Krel a reflection of Durer’s encounter with the fruleger girl? This is how I discovered the fruleger girl, consuming Donnatal and buying things resembling the portrait. Was it merely someone studying the portrait?
Bernabo - my brother looks like Bernabo, when my brother was younger.
I tried to jumped from the shore to my cousin’s skiff when I was 12 or 13 years old…
…I am sure now that was a film or some fisherman…
I missed the boat and landed in the water but caught myself with my arms on the side of the boat, kind of like Moriarty in The Woman in Green, and some Flipper or Sea Hunt, thank god I was in water. If it had not been for Sea Hunt or Flipper, I likely would have done something more dangerous, although I don’t know how to tread water.
I AM NO CLEANER, UNDERSTAND THAT NOW…
…I shut down part of my brain after being beaten in order to inhibit the pain and repeated experiencing the pain by thinking about it, along with all of the other stressful things that occurred in films and my father’s life via his connections and WWII ( think of Powder). Having been given the paregoric also contributed to my propensity for acting out. This behavior was never a deliberate informed intent.
It was only in the last 10 years that I discovered I was acting out and that I was acting out the content of the minds connected to my father, my father and mother’s history and my television viewing, all contaminated with films, songs and novels.
Attempted murder? Finding the Saints? Cannabis activated the sleep induction in the film Woman in Green…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Cannabis (drug) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…Ordeal on Locust Street, and Twilight Zone’s Twenty–Two (which I think was actually part of the dialogue in The Woman in Green, activating the hypnotic entrainment in that film). I recall having smoked some ditch weed with my cousin. His own homegrown plant (for which he went to prison). We were on the boat wharf or pier in Engelhard where the fisherman dock their boats. I nearly walked off the pier after having gotten intoxicated from the substance. It did act similar to PCP. This was likely the scene from The Woman in Green in which Holmes pretended to nearly walk off the brick wall on the balcony in that film. As I have mentioned before, most often marijuana made me sleepy and in an unconscious state (acting out the content of the unconscious mind). Depending on the content of the mind of which you are possessed, it is not a helpful drug and can be the catalyst to grave harm by its actions on the brain, inhibiting frontal lobe activity.
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Monday, August 13, 2012
“I’ve got my colors on today…”
…might be the Irish who were at the mall a few years ago selling t-shirts, scarves and music, very nice handmade items.
This is what I have used to smoke marijuana…updated
…made of plastic, besides joints. Also smoked from one made of bamboo…not more than once or twice, it made me sleepy so I didn’t smoke it often. Unless I was really hyped up from music I didn’t care to even take pills.
This might be the wall I was speaking of…updated
On second viewing this is very familiar. I am almost certain this is it.
Humphrey Bogart film, mentally ill captain…updated
…there is another film about a ships engineer and a woman who fall for each other because she has mechanical abilities and they use her bra to fix some part on the ship…
I have seen both of them.
Sunday, August 12, 2012
“That’ll learn ya” ~ Pirate Jenny – Nina Simone…
liked this compilation, should have been an opera as should have Mississippi God Damn…
I met Luciani and then started smoking marijuana in 1974…
Cannabis was used as a truth serum by the Office of Strategic Services (OSS), a US government intelligence agency formed during World War II. In the early 1940s, it was the most effective truth drug developed at the OSS labs at St. Elizabeths Hospital; it caused a subject "to be loquacious and free in his impartation of information."[126]
In May 1943, Major George Hunter White, head of OSS counter-intelligence operations in the US, arranged a meeting with Augusto Del Gracio, an enforcer for gangster Lucky Luciano. Del Gracio was given cigarettes spiked with THC concentrate from cannabis, and subsequently talked openly about Luciano's heroin operation. On a second occasion the dosage was increased such that Del Gracio passed out for two hours.[126]
Cannabis (drug) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…my cousin was arrested for growing marijuana…
The only other time I was able to have these two dimensional (abstract) experiences…updated
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Cannabis (drug) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…was when I had consumed 6 doxepin after getting out of prison while staying at the Econo Lodge…that’s when I drew the picture of Lee Grant while watching Defend Your Life.
My panic attack might have been Susan Dimmock drowning ~ Ally Sheedy film…
…but I was in a car. I did open the window to get some air…
Kay Hawtrey – Kay Gibbs hasn’t seen any of these films
…have seen Dr. Kildaire and Ben Casey…
Focus was on the front of one of the cars in NY…
My neighbor’s window is broken…
Up the Down Staircase (1967) - IMDb
Someone must have seen Bad Seed and like Heckhart and followed her films…I recognize quite a few of them…I did looks at some on the Alcoa Hour…
Re: SS Schiller - I bet this is about some health law proposals and…
…I am sure someone’s been snooping in my apartment and all my files.
This looks like the bottom of a wooden ship, a clipper maybe…
…the ship which brought the Lost Colony here…eating soup and a sandwich on occasion…there must be a connection to Susan Dimmock.
My father mentioned several times about seeing the dead bodies of his comrads in the water alongside his LST…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Diana camera – shot a bridge or steamship leaving the harbor ~ some movie…?
…I’m not even sure this came from the War now…
Susan Dimmock?
Diana camera – shot a bridge or steamship leaving the harbor ~ some movie…?
Diana camera - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…someone was hit in the head with it…?
Someone waving goodbye…the ships bolllard – Kay Ballard…
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