…this of course did not happen here in that manner. I looked at my clock next to my PC last night at about 2:30 AM. I was in my pajamas.
Friday, September 7, 2012
Thursday, September 6, 2012
I don’t do nose jobs, face lifts etc…
I don’t barter.
I don’t clean. I’d rather you stop lifting me, that’s an invasion of my privacy. If I want cleaning I know where to go to get it done.
I think I have been connected to someone who had this book, I purchased this yesterday…
…some of my art seems similar…
Phaidon – someone put on consignment in Chapel Hill, NC
The Tara Brooch and Warrior Columns…
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
I think this may be the artist I had when I went to the psychiatric hospital…
Naum Gabo - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…”I want to be constructive not productive”…
April 25 – Michael C. promised to take me to Acapulco…updated
1965 – Teenage sniper Michael Andrew Clark kills three and wounds six others shooting from a hilltop along Highway 101 just south of Santa Maria, California.
April 25 - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Pirate Jenny, Simone…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: She is a parole officer…
…”and their bringing the heads to me”…could be a psychiatrist too…
This is one of the films I found about in the mind…
Woman Who Came Back (1945) - IMDb
Loder was in this film also…
Margaret Ayer Barnes – There was a Barnes in the prison when I was there in 1991…updated
…she was a supervisor…Mr. Ayers was a district manager of KMart.
I met a Noble (surname) in the psychiatric hospital in 1989.
I noticed one of the Southern Season employees had a very fine printing style…
Giovanni Battista Pasquali - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…she looked similar to this woman in appearance who I concluded was Scalzi…
I particularly liked the psychiatrist in this film…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Dishonored Lady – boy does this ring a bell…
…he didn’t mince his words when it came to dealing with both Madelaine’s and David’s problems.
Mount Tabor, New Jersey – I went to Jersey in 1974…
Mount Tabor, New Jersey - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…this must be the reason my family left the Episcopal Church for the Methodist Church…
Chicago, IL Reliance Hotel Fire, Dec 1953 – this sounds like something that’s been going on recently…
JOHN TYBOR, 45-year-old hotel resident, had been released from Manteno State Hospital only Wednesday and a note found with his body launched a probe of possible arson. The note read:
"I'm really crazy. I killed 15 people only. I also set fire to 12 apartment buildings, not to mention all the girls I raped."
The dead firemen were identified as:
Tabor Society (cult?).
Previously posted: Tabor Society
Millbrook House – Kay traveled down Millbrook Road frequently, 1980’s (1680’s, misperception of dates caused by paregoric, other medications or alcohol intoxication most likely) – car (carriage?) bottomed out in a deep dip in the road…
This alteration of the time and others, by the brain, set my (Kay F. Gibbs’) actions in motion to arrive on Millbrook Road in my future, the 1980’s rather than…updated
…realizing it was a piece of history from the 1680’s. There was plenty of drinking going on.
http://kayfgibbs4.blogspot.com/2011/09/i-have-been-taking-melatonin-internally.html
Someone was playing Nostradamus, trying to predict this event sometime into the future and may have…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Correction – Great Chicago Fire…
…picked 1977 or 1982 when my mother’s house caught fire and burned to the ground. 1982-1871 = 111 ~ 666…
Correction – Great Chicago Fire…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: This is what gave rise to the thinking I killed my father…
…I went to Chicago 6 years later…
Holly Mooney and some other classmates where in a serious accident in 1973…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: This is what gave rise to the thinking I killed my father…
…the truck they were riding in on their way to a ball game, crashed into a tree. She suffered a broken back. This may be what caused my car crash also…
This is what gave rise to the thinking I killed my father…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Dishonored Lady – boy does this ring a bell…
…I did view this film last night. One of the male actors was also in The Woman In Green, likely what led them to view this film. It is clear to me this is what was transpiring when I was intoxicated, then fell out on the sofa in 1977. This tells me the film was likely viewed in Massachusetts and I was entangled with someone who watched it. Somehow Ms. Perly in Massachusetts got into the mix and her story showed up at the same time. Dishonored Lady is also what manifested during my encounter with Michael C in 1977. He promised to take me to Acapulco. That is clearly someone’s history in Massachusetts also.
It also appears to me someone intended setting a fire with the lit cigarette in the window and in the ashtray outside the courtroom. This may be clues to the Great Fire of London.
“I’ve been saving Kay’s Novel…
…that is insulting to me. My life is not a novel. “If you cut us do we not bleed”.
No free lunches was part of what was in my mind, DUH…
…if you had been paying attention when I blogged that many moons ago you would have recognized what was going on…
60’s Helms crap…I guess you people get cleaned up quicker than we do here or you have some special brain that doesn’t store information I don’t know.
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
This reminds me of a recurring dream I have had…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Lady of Shallot…
…I am in a boat with another person. We are on a canal and it is covered over with vines and trees so that it looks like a tunnel. I can see the colors of leaves changing as in the fall. We are floating down the river and it gets darker and darker and I grow more frightened. It seems darker further ahead, the paralysis comes over me and I try to wake up, I don’t want to go further but I can’t wake up. After struggling for awhile I finally wake up…
Lady of Shallot…
File:W.E.F. Britten - Alfred, Lord Tennyson - Lady of Shalott.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…she’s hates shadows and being the object of them she has regressed to an infantile state, having taken to a boat fashioned like a cradle dimly lit. In the background we see the vagina symbolized by the arch into darkness again, waiting for her…
Raczynski claimed he raped his sister…
…this means Raczynski had Woolf I think, which means my cousin Jo Ellen likely had it and was bumped up into whatever possessed Virginia in her youth, likely Mary Jane Kelly…
Monday, September 3, 2012
This is what happened to my mother’s second husband while taking Sinutab and other bronchodilators…updated
He continued to smoke while dependent on an oxygen tank in the late 1960s.[24]
Bill W. - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
I have encountered other people on prescribed medicines for breathing difficulties from cigarette smoking who were still smoking, mostly men who were WWII Veteran’s.
Ever considered him the Ripper??? Barrow Hospital…?
I know this has been plaguing some writer I’ve been entangled with…
…I’m sure I’ll find out who it is soon enough, now I see why some think AA was a cult…
See the baby bottle tops or missiles in this film? Three balls on the lamp ~ three Arches ~ Catholic church – I also see the top of the water tower from WWI
Sunday, September 2, 2012
Perspectives on Self-Deception - Google Books
Perspectives on Self-Deception - Google Books
…someone clearly understood this…
Lying and self deception, page 241-243 for the benefit of the Police Department…
…it’s straight from the book…
Valis ~ Vail – I am a reader although I did not read this book…updated
…that’s how I found it out.
Oh I didn’t want to be a man of Not…that’s why I left it out. Garbo’s father?
As I mentioned my first interpretation was that this was a room…
…or even two rooms, there was a book case with a chair and ottoman in front. In another room there was a man and woman sitting in front of a fire, represented by the sun, or they could have been viewing the sunset from their living room or motel and the other rock formation could be a tree or building.
I think this image was in a book we had on art when I was a child or the encyclopedia…
…I recollect this image…
G. Stanley hall lifted Jung’s mother…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: “You are going to come off this blog”…
…this must have been in the mix. I did find some of his work after learning he studied under Freud.
“You are going to come off this blog”…
I lifted Ms. Jung while in Ms. Roger’s Office in 1988..
The one with the axe…
Jean’s parents Mr. and Mrs. Baird had a split level and the room…
…in which they viewed the television was mostly in the ground. While living on Whitaker Mill Road, there was a basement and I had an inclination to convert it into hospitable living quarters. So it is likely this book was affecting my mind at that time, 1992, nearly one year after my release from prison, and may be based on true events, I believe I was acting out during my childhood in 1964. This must have led me to view THX 1138.
There son is an English major and writer I believe.
What's In Kay's Mind 2: What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Page 222…updated
What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Page 222…updated
What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Page 222…updated
Trying to figure our “the wall” – I even met someone named Bryant Wall, an attorney…
Sartre – The Wall, again I have not read this book, I found it at the thrift store here in Chapel Hill. I am sure some of the things I have been experiencing have come from this book.
This is the result of repression and or dissociation-the content of someone’s mind. It is not a book my mother would read.
This may be the source of my fear that someone is trying to kill me, amongst other things that have plagued my life, like Jack the Ripper…
These photos of the brick wall were taken in 1976
I have been ignorant on the subject of existentialism but…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Notes from Underground…
…I have been curious about the concept since reading the Plague. Existentialism from Dostoyevsky to Sartre has clarified this philosophical thinking to which I wholly disagree. I think I must have been possessed of some of Camus’ or maybe even Calvin Hall’s thinking. It is clear there was an intent for someone to suffer the ill effects of television, films and books and even psychic connections although it had been going on for centuries.
I believe it to have originated with the Gibeonites and Israelites and their encounter, based on the false notion the Gibeonites were guilty of using trickery against the Israelites in order to prevent them from taking over their land. I am no biblical scholar but things showing up seem to lean toward this.
It could be just from my grandmother’s bible reading, NLP at work in the human mind.
I do like Ithell’s style, although it was not my intention to employ her style here…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: This is a case of intrinsic memory via symbolism…
…it was quite by accident I did the sketch.
Mountbatten and vaginismus, I discovered to be true but the description of the condition is quite the opposite…update 3
It is further alleged that the 'compromising circumstances' referred to in The People article concerned Hutch and Edwina becoming inextricably locked together sexually through a rare medical phenomenon known as vaginismus - which led to them being taken in flagrante delicto from the Mountbatten residence, Brook House in Park Lane, to a private hospital where doctors separated them.
…I experienced this sometime between 2005 and 2007 while trying to get a gynecological. This is when Ella came up and all the history about Ernest Louis. My physician can easily verify this. Then the information about the eunuch surfaced, I most related to the condition and this is corroborated by the thinking I was possessed of while in the US Army and being chased by the enlisted woman. It was after that experience I considered having a sex change.
Since Katherine Edwina Gibbs was enmeshed with Edwina Mountbatten, it is clear the information was misconstrued and it was Katherine’s mother who was found embracing Clinton.
It could easily have been some dialogue instructing someone, “don’t let anyone in there”, that created the problem and these other pieces of history were probably enmeshed with the instruction making it appear otherwise. Other pieces of the drama I discovered indicate to me it was a eunuch.
I became distraught over this painting by Ithell Colquhoun. It is clearly phallic. I at first thought it was a man and woman but it could easily be a man on the right separated from his penis on the left, but as with most paintings, they can have thousands of interpretations personal to those making them.
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