Saturday, January 19, 2013
He looks a bit like Qing boy in The Silence…
…this is also part of the Montgomery Clift film I was talking about and is in The Cell…
More masks…did see this…
"Twilight Zone" The Masks (TV episode 1964) - IMDb
…sort of related to Dead Ringer with Bette Davis…
NC Connections…
Engelhard, NC
New Bern, Greenville, Bethel, Tarboro, Winterville, Grifton, Raleigh, Knightdale, Cary, Washington, Danville, Chapel Hill, Durham, Wilmington – non-stop to Washington, Asheville, Winston-Salem, Pittsboro,
Manteo, Hatteras, Asheboro, Sanford, Terra Ceia (not Terra Cia Florida)
Florida, Flager Beach and Miami
Georgia – Augusta
Alabama – Anniston
Maryland - Ellicott City, Baltimore
Pennsylvania – Philadelphia
New York – New York City
Washington DC
New Jersey – Cape May
Virginia – Richmond, Norfolk, Portsmouth
South Carolina – Myrtle Beach
Illinois – Chicago
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I met John O’Brien from Cleveland Ohio
Sunoco ~ Robespierre Maximillian…
…there was a Sunoco Station on the corner before entering the gate to the shipyard in Portsmouth, VA. We used to get gas there. They were giving away replicas of dinosaurs and we got a brontosaurus.
I TOLD YOU JURASSIC PARK WAS FAMILIAR…:p
Lest we forget – I have never been to England…
22 Churchview, Ashton on Lynde, Hyde England
Candle holder at Virginia Gail, University Mall Chapel Hill, NC USA
The power of Your subconscious mind ~ power of Yu mind…???? updated
Kay's History II: I was given a copy of this I Ching as a birthday present…
Yu project…
…see I Ching, page 12…
“the abandoned waif saw a pig in the mud…”
“Wao was so strong he could navigate a boat on land”…
Images possibly related to Qing Dynasty boy…
…this I saw in a dream…
I thought this might have been some of the Westons in London.
I was collecting bamboo and have some pieces at least 3.5-4 inches in diameter. I also purchased a relaxation video which employs bamboo and huge stone reservoirs. I thought this might have been related to the Egyptians.
This pan was in a dream and it appeared something like plutonium was being used for heating pots of water…cancer rate is high in Asia I was told.
I was given a copy of this I Ching as a birthday present…
…after finding this image I recollected having the book and that the ~= symbol might be of Asian origin. I tried to find the symbol in the book but instead discovered the information below. I then wondered if my prison experience in 1991 would have originated with this boy and that possibly this was re-enacted by numerous persons because it was observed. It then occurred to me because of the shape of the face, that George Fort Gibbs might have been an assumed name by this boy who then came to this country because of what was done to him and became a writer. Could this be Oriental Jones? Could this be how I came to be connected to it? It also occurred to me that parts of his history made their way into Dartmoor while he made his way to Dartmouth. I recollected the painting by Ithell Colquhoun.
On page 204, we see Great Injury. The symbol is IIIIOO ~ my birth month is 11 and I live in G-11. I then surmised the boy was the victim of some previsou history possibly Genghis Kahn. I have viewed a older film about that history.
Ithell Colquhoun painting…
The eunuch ~ 2000 year old mummy preserved by eating fat, this is why she was overeating maybe…
Qing Dynasty – confused with King…
…my brother was drinking milk with sugar in it. This is what we used to make our homemade ice cream also. Asians invented cream.
Friday, January 18, 2013
Thursday, January 17, 2013
This must be related to Albrecht Durer seeing the volcanic eruption, Durer’s Pond, I located via Ansel Adam’s Lyell Fork, in Yellowstone…
On 23 November 1654, between 10:30 and 12:30 at night, Pascal had an intense religious vision and immediately recorded the experience in a brief note to himself which began: "Fire. God of Abraham, God of Isaac, God of Jacob, not of the philosophers and the scholars..." and concluded by quoting Psalm 119:16: "I will not forget thy word. Amen." He seems to have carefully sewn this document into his coat and always transferred it when he changed clothes; a servant discovered it only by chance after his death.[21] This piece is now known as the Memorial. The story of the carriage accident[clarification needed] as having led to the experience described in the Memorial is disputed by some scholars.[22] His belief and religious commitment revitalized, Pascal visited the older of two convents at Port-Royal for a two-week retreat in January 1655. For the next four years, he regularly travelled between Port-Royal and Paris. It was at this point immediately after his conversion when he began writing his first major literary work on religion, the Provincial Letters.
http://kaysalbrechtdurer.blogspot.com/2012/04/durers-pond-ansel-adams-lyells-fork-and.html
This looks like Cassini’s telescope under construction…
File:Pascal's Barrel.png - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
I think the welder was mixed up with Cassini. I think my father’s cousin George was a welder. I think my father might have been enmeshed with one from a New York ship yard.
I think there is a Dartmouth grad involved ~ Dartmoor…
I have relaxation video of Glaciar National Park that includes Moose and Deer…
Handbook for the Assessment of Dissociation, A Clinical Guide…
The Vertical Labyrinth ~ (congruent with or related to) Cube and Hypercube films…
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
Look what I just found…
"I have taken all my good deeds, and all my bad deeds, and cast them through each other in a heap before the Lord, and fled from both, and betaken myself to the Lord Jesus Christ, and in him I have sweet peace."
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
I have this in paper back, among other workbooks…
I gave my niece a copy of Don’t Let Your Emotions Run Your Life and it has had incredibly positive results in her life. She talks about her feelings all the time.
Drama of the Gifted Child, The Poor Rich Child, page 8, page 11…
I also have and have read much of the book, Thou Shalt Not Be Aware, Miller and The Untouched Key, also by Miller.
TSNBA – Meridian Publication, pg. 56, Psychoanalysis Without Pedagogy.
Kay’s Books…updated
I read Getting to Yes, Mind to Mind, Drama of the Gifted Child, Genie Within, Power of Your (the projection) Subconscious Mind, Entangled Mind, Magic of Believing, in their entirety. I read Man and His Symbols by Carl Jung and is not shown. I read snippets or complete chapters of most everything else for research. I wanted to read the rest of these books but have been interrupted many times from doing so.
It is clear by what I have read that I was being manipulated by some writer.
Just before being discharged from the Army my orders were cut for the frontlines of Korea, 1974…
Kay's History II: Kay's History II: Mucking Wharf ~ Mueckers ~ a religious sect…
…so the Vietnam war was Albania and Montenegro in reverse maybe.
The Day the Earth Moved (1974) – YouTube – NS, NW…
I took a picture of my neighbor and her dog…there’s a scene like it in this film…
Monday, January 14, 2013
I found a pair of these with black handles at the mall this evening…
…I think they belong to one of the ladies in the sewing group who meets at the mall.
Talk about communicating threats here is written evidence…
…this could get them at least 6 months.
Now let me bitch AND POINT MY FINGER McGraw,
THESE TYPES????? TYPES YOUR INDUSTRY CREATED. WHY ARE YOU SELLING MENTAL HEALTH OVER THE TELEVISION? FREEDOM OF INFORMATION ACT IS AN EXTREMELY KEEN WAY OF MANIPULATING PEOPLE INTO DIVULGING PERSONAL INFORMATION WHILE WE WERE SLEEPING.
These people upstairs have not been helping me much at all…
I am having to surf through stuff after the fact here.
They are holding up progress by trying to take the time to make films or write novels, when they should have been separating people here, then cleaning up would be more efficient.
Someone must have been watching a boxing match or viewed Crime of Passion which contains a boxing match…
Kay's History II: Kay was assaulted by Hammond…
…and some psychiatrist or psychologist who read the book must have treated someone who had seen the film. My father was treated by a psychiatrist at the Norfolk VA. My father also watched wrestling and boxing and sometimes viewed these two twins boxing. One of them would butt his opponent in the head pretending to knock him cold. This may be the cause of my head injury but behind the wrestling was likely something else like Chat and Thomas.
Chadwick and Thomas, officers butting heads about a crime?
I am sure this has been about…
I have heard this title frequently over the past few years…
A 36 inch TV in the late 50’s?
This film is one of those fact based films that gets turned into a myth by film makers…
…I did view this film and understand perfectly what it is dramatizing as I have experienced it myself. Therefore one can conclude some films do intend educating the public. The subjects of the film lose sight of their reality hunt, with a surprise ending inserted into their reality, that would shock most viewers unfamiliar with sci-fi crime films. Because of the shock effect, viewers would hardly entertain any other reality about this film, thus their truth is lost.
Taylor and Rorke, who I am familiar with from I dream of Jeanie, are very good in this film but Stanwyck makes several obvious flub ups I attribute to misdirection. One case in which it is obvious the director tells her to look up at the camera at the wrong time and she seems to have jumped the gun when responding to Hudson’s character in the film. It also appeared there was intent on selling the public on electric percolators, so the sleeper might have been viewing an ad for an electric percolator which may have attributed to Stanwyck’s error. These ads were popular in the 60’s with a woman dressed in a full skirt, tight fitting blouse and glaring look and wide smile. If I had not experienced this for myself in my sleep and during my waking hours, I would never have deduced this information from this film.
A man walking in the area I frequent who looks like my father but walks like a zombie, must have cued me up to find this film.
This films leads into another film and it is clear the Night Walker/Night Caller, Twilight Zone, is a writer and he uses caffeine or drinks coffee to stay awake and it is keeping the sleeper awake also. It is implied the sleeper may be drinking the coffee. Tea is likely an issue as well.
I have had issues with my family about this. We were heavy tea drinkers and both my parents consumed coffee and I did occasionally in my childhood but did not drink it during my young adult life very much. I was prone to drinking the beer. I think this coupled with the films they were viewing and enmeshments, is the reason I hardly ever slept.
The Earth Dies Screaming, was causing me problems with drowsiness and disorientation…
Kay's History II: This may be one of the films also…
…for two days I have been drowsy and disoriented. Saturday I was standing in front of my sofa and suddenly I felt woozy and fell onto the sofa and felt like sleeping the whole after noon. Last night I found this film. In the beginning people are falling out everywhere from some unknown force. It is also portrayed in a Star-Trek or Deep Space Nine episode.
I have never seen this film but was a frequent viewer of Star Trek and Deep Space Nine.
I’ve seen this film and purchased lots of pancake mixes…
Imitation of Life (1934) - IMDb
…I was frequenting the IHOP for pancakes before ever knowing about this film.
Re: Yield to the Night, I paid $5.00 ea for these perfumed oils…updated
…the honey amber cost me $10, the lavender was $9.00 and I have two of them…
Kay's History II: This one may be also, I’ve been buying little bottle of perfumed oil…
…the film says 5 guineas.
As you can see this is nothing more than a racket going on between the film makers, writers and corporations marketing products. We are like nothing more than vessels for their purposes, they give a little handout they think we will spend and it keeps the cycle of abuse going. This is what I heard before, a cycle of abuse, abusing brain and mind.
Either someone had repressed this film which created a repetition compulsion or at least 10 people viewed the film. I did encounter some British on the bus about 3-4 years ago, before I started buying this oil. In total I have purchased 15 bottles.
Some are Lavender. The Fresh Balsam is a Christmas scent, or it smelled like Christmas to me so that’s the one I chose. I go into Bath and Body Works and am always smelling all of them. The employees there can verify this without doubt.
The woman in this film committed murder and was in prison awaiting trial and possible execution. I did not view it all. The very beginning when she is selling the oil was enough for me to know what I had been mixed up with.
The dark Blue bottle among the scented oils is called Midsummer’s Night, the title is Yield to the Night, and has a full moon on it indicative of The Tinkling Symbol, which infers one should yield his resistance to television viewing and shopping. Many men do not like to shop. I also have wind chimes on my deck but then so do lots of people.
Notice the Texas Cedarwood label – Aura Cacia ~ acacia. I have used breath mints which contain this product and I had a serious psychotic reaction after ingesting it. It has an affect on brain processing in that it shuts it off and you are subjected to the content of the mind. At the time I was using the mints I was frequenting The Bear Rock Cafe, eating hot soup and unable to prevent myself from eating the soup when it was still too hot. I know I have injured my throat as a result.
“I can destroy myself” – Peter Lorre. Coupled with this film you can see how one can be programmed to hurt oneself.
Sleep My Love 1948 - Claudette Colbert, Don Ameche, Bob Cummings - YouTube
…I was thinking today someone liked the underground train (The Thief The Cook His Wife and Her Lover) because of the pleasure principle, they wanted to regress to the womb and then come out again because this is when they received the most attention and affection. I liked going into them for awhile but then I’d get scared because they were surrounded by water and I’d want to get out…
Traumatic re-enactments and they might be passed on…updated
Kay's History II: Not necessarily, traumatic re-enactments can be passed on…
…despite the original incident being acted out, those who are traumatized and who do not repress their trauma, will seek to repeat the drama until they gain mastery over it. This is according to the Sidran Press. This then means that a woman who is raped may seek to recreate her trauma in order to defeat her perpetrator, maybe even kill him. This is true as I was kidnapped and sodomized by a car salesman in 1975. I did suppress those memories and continued to go shopping for a car alone long after the event happened, until after I got out of prison in 1991. When I went to buy a car this time, I got a male relative to go with me.
I had also moved many times after the incident so had many enmeshments as well.
I could have talked about this to many people ridding myself of it through transference, I didn’t.
Someone has pointed out the car salesman may have been trying to hurt me as I was sold the car believing the brakes were ok I questioned when I test drove the car. The salesman claimed it was just dust on the brakes. I later discovered there were completely worn down. I had them repaired at the dealership after a week of disagreement with the dealer and after agreeing to repair them I drove the car to my apartment about 30 miles away and just before arriving near a roundabout, I had no brakes. Luckily there was a station nearby and I rolled in and left the car over night. The next day the salesman told me the brake line had been left loose.
This is one, I have a picture of an ensemble as in the beginning of this film but done with cartoon characters…updated
…I think there are some indications of subliminal threats in this film. This also reminds me of the 4-H camp entertainment I participated in 1968. I played bongos, four of us sang to Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow.
I also had a nightmare about my roommate standing over me with a knife, also depicted in this film…
