Thursday, October 4, 2012

Incoming…

R:  “We did set that up for Mrs. Becker with you.  Smerski, Waller, Helen, they were all in on it.  We thought you were a lesbian.”

Chemo – it’s starting to add up.  That’s what they were giving the character in this film I was looking for, though they called it something else.  It’s what killed Katherine Gibbs aka Kay Francis.  They’ve known it all along.

They transferred all their guilt to the Romans who killed Jesus for them now they are trying to murder the Romans ~ Roman Catholics.  Not getting way with that – you’ll die for us won’t you?

Camden Court Apartments came up…

There’s some movie going on about a poor kid sleeping on dirty sheets…

Attention everyone…

I want Kay Gibbs to be financially successful, so I will stop trying to get a novel from her.  I am telling the truth and I affirm this truth now.

Pam Anderson: The Suicide Of A Targeted Individual - YouTube

This is what writers do. And their goal is to isolate you, in jail or prison or a mental institute, because they claim you are dangerous (gas-lighting and projecting) to them but they are the one’s who polluted your brain and mind.  These experiments were in place in the 1950’s.  They actually began earlier and in the late 30’s and 40’s they used hypnosis and subliminal messages via the television to manipulate viewers spending habits.

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

The Manipulation Series - Gaslighting - YouTube

400 Blows could be considered gaslighting.

Narcissistic Personality Disorder: A Portrait - YouTube

 

Narcissists Tactics - Divide and Conquer.avi - YouTube

Narcissists Tactics - Divide and Conquer.avi – YouTube

Isolating is more like imprisonment to me, but this is being done to me especially with my sister.

NLP FOR DUMMIES - YouTube

Why NLP Coaching

Why NLP Coaching

My blog is staying…all of them…

This might be the woman on the cross drawing I did…

File:Esther Williams 2.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…she does look like it a bit…apparently someone was thinking this upon seeing one of her films…

Kafka…????

In September 1959, Cary Grant confessed to Look magazine that he had taken LSD under a doctor's supervision, and it had changed his life. Grant's therapist, Dr. Mortimer Hartman, described LSD as "a psychic energizer which empties the subconscious and intensifies emotion and memory a thousand times." Grant said that, with the help of LSD, he had "found that [he] had a tough inner core of strength", and that when he was young, he "was very dependent upon older men and women. Now, people [came] to [him] for help."

Esther Williams - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

There is an Esther Hall…

I personally think and feel wiki is making up half this stuff as they go along…

…and they are using some of the history which belonged to Esther Williams who certainly isn’t Jewish, which I acted out during my youth, taking swimming lessons at the YMCA.  Esther was of course one of Hollywood’s most famed stars for her parts involving synchronized swimming.

Man cannot live without a permanent trust in something indestructible within himself, though both that indestructible something and his own trust in it may remain permanently concealed from him.[72]

Franz Kafka - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

This is faulty thinking…updated

Man cannot live without a permanent trust in something indestructible within himself, though both that indestructible something and his own trust in it may remain permanently concealed from him.[72]

Franz Kafka - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…man will not live with such ideas in his mind, and leads one to careless potentially destructive behavior.   Accepting one’s physical nature and it’s imminent demise by, at the least, natural causes, directs man’s thinking toward a more sane life.  How do I know this?  I listened to Helen Reddy’s I Am Woman, “I am invincible”, and of course this supported the Superman series I viewed.  These words played over and over in my brain until I believed them.  I feel it totally destroyed my femininity.   I in no way infer man should run and hide from his neighbor but nor should be assume his neighbor always has his best interests in mind.

This is how the asbestos got into it…

Franz Kafka - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Man cannot live without a permanent trust in something indestructible within himself, though both that indestructible something and his own trust in it may remain permanently concealed from him.[72]

Though Kafka never married, he held marriage and children in high esteem. He had several girlfriends,[73] but some academics have speculated over his sexuality; others have suggested he may have suffered from an eating disorder. In a 1988 paper published by the Psychiatric Clinic of the University of Munich presented "evidence for the hypothesis that the poet Franz Kafka had suffered from an atypical anorexia nervosa".[74] In his 1995 book Franz Kafka, the Jewish Patient, Sander Gilman investigated "why a Jew might have been considered 'hypochondriac' or 'homosexual' and how Kafka incorporates aspects of these ways of understanding the Jewish male into his own self-image and writing".[75] Kafka considered committing suicide at least once, in late 1912.[76]

…I thought I had been exposed to it several times, at the shelter where I was staying and when helping my landlord move a 1960’s refrigerator from my apartment. 

Junior Ward was washing his hands in bleach…

…he was living with Elizabeth…

I think it was John Hall and Elizabeth Shakespeare…

Kay Gibbs is not giving away novels or films nor has she ever made any such agreements…

…those who have managed to get them have done so without my knowledge or consent or any agreement. 

I sold pens for Office Supply on UNC Campus.  They were not my pens nor my novels and I had no agreements to let anyone use my mind or brain to write anything.  If you desire a novel go to Office Supply in Meadowmont I am sure he will be happy to oblige.

END OF YOUR NOVELS.

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I was riding my bike in 2008…

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CEASE AND DESIST NOW.

For six years I have put up with this crap from writers, historians and film makers…

I AM TIRED OF ALL OF YOU PEOPLE.  I AM TIRED OF YOU USING MY BRAIN SYNAPSES.

I AM TIRED.  LEAVE ME ALONE.

Upper ten- I drank quite a few of them…

Upper ten thousand - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Tammany Hall – some of this has been going on too…

Tammany Hall - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Kay F. Gibbs will state for the record she is in no way a Nazi sympathizer…

…I will state for the record that one Charlotte McGraw did tell me she was a Nazi sympathizer but never communicated to me why she was and threw me out of her apartment because she thought I was a Jew.

She also stated she had visited Mamie Eisenhauer in the White House, in fact she looked like her.

Now, want to talk about what the holocaust did to Jews. if it happened?  I’m not sure it was some hoax to through their guilt off for what the Israelites did.

The arrest report, this happened during my leave from the Army…

I have never been out of America…I was kidnapped in 1975 by a salesman…

Kay's History II: I boarded up my bedroom window when I installed my AC…

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This man may have died in Germany during WWI – Pimpkinson is likely the name of one during the Civil War…

…he may be the one who was hooked into Myrtle…

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Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Alexandra’s Project, film…

This was a Hulu online rental.

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This is the filter inside my Maytag made in Germany AC unit in the window, it looks like the glass windows above the door.

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I have already documented my kidnap and sexual assault in detail…

…I have no interest in going through it again and reject any threats to that affect.  Chapel Hill Mental Health has been informed.

PTSD, already diagnosed.  YOU ARE CAUSING A PROBLEM HERE BY FORCING ME TO CONTINUE INTO THAT.

I told you I began was writing in the winter of 1999-2000.  I haven’t stopped.  Someone trashed me somewhere around here.

Mendelson's syndrome - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Mendelson's syndrome - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Someone was kidnapped by Germans in 1942…

I think there is some adoption ring going on…

I purchased my PC in September, 2007…

Kay's History II: I boarded up my bedroom window when I installed my AC…

I boarded up my bedroom window when I installed my AC…

I have never been out of America…I was kidnapped in 1975 by a salesman…

I purchased my AC in about 2003.

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Duh, my sink has been stopped up…

I couldn’t dip all of the water out so I used an extra piece of hose and my vacuum and siphoned out the water.

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It’s a James Stewart Film…

I also took these out of a picture frame in the past year…

Kay's History II: Merry-go-round and Tinkling Symbol…updating

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Birthright Trailer - YouTube

 

Gymnasium Frankfurt…

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Merry-go-round and Tinkling Symbol…updating

Kay's History II: I found a design similar to this in California on the side of a building near the Crystal Cathedral…

http://kayfgibbsstayingalive.blogspot.com/2012/08/the-tinkling-symbol-asey-mayo-cape-cod.html

The design was similar to this…on the face of a building in Los Angeles recently.

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Update:  I had to get a new toothbrush today and opted for this one which looks similar to the see-saw behind the merry-go-round.  I wanted to buy one that was more like the design but I didn’t want to spend the money.  This was before I found this picture this evening.

Update:  I also looked at a stainless steel lazy susan  not long ago.

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I recognize this as a background design I did for some photos…

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Monday, October 1, 2012

A scooter has shown up alot…

They must be eating Pizza…

I found a design similar to this in California on the side of a building near the Crystal Cathedral…

…I also went to Wade Park in Los Angeles, California.

I recognized the Arch in a drawing.  I had heard conversation about going to the park but I live next to one also.  I was spinning around in my office chair several different times…

Wave design in merry-go-round is similar to design in cover of this book.  Tinkling ~ potty…I did hear wind chimes but I do have my own on my deck al though these were of a higher pitch.

image The Tinkling Symbol (Asey Mayo Cape Cod Mystery, Bk 7)

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WARNING…

C:\DOCUME~1\Kay\LOCALS~1\Temp\buuso.exe …It is some Moneypak ad using Joe Gibbs’ image and is locking up PCs.  Can’t even use MSN SE. They want $200.

Marked protein ad banner is also doing the same thing, locking up PCs so you have to buy their product, System Progressive security software.  They are demanding $90.00.

This was in another of my dreams…

File:Frankfurt Main Hauptbahnhof 6229.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Finding Kay’s child…

…I could have been taken anywhere since 1974. 

Death In Love film may have clues…

Kay's History II: This could be something that was going on during WWII, people hiding in basements from the bombing…

Helmholtz ~ Edward Weston…

This could be something that was going on during WWII, people hiding in basements from the bombing…

Kay's History II: This morning…updated

My cousin RBC, Jr. taught me to play parcheesi ~ Herman Hesse – his father looked more like Jung…

…it was his game. 

L Ron Hubbard ~ Carl G Jung…

There were some McCanns who attended Mattamuskeet School in Hyde, NC in the 60’s early 70s…

I’ve seen these vases but they aren’t awfully uncommon…

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Something else I noticed was the “B” in strabe, it is a beta symbol…

…In the 80’s I had a dream about what I thought was beta fish.  I was walking toward the ocean and scooping up handfuls of betas.  I think it was really handfuls of rocks and the betas were these streets.

I used to buy art supplies at Rambacher’s in Raleigh, NC.

Re: Buchrainstrabe…

…Before finding the building this caught my eye because I found a similar building on Ventura Blvd in Los Angeles, CA, September 29, 2012.  Then I copied the aerial view I described part of, as being similar to the inside of the mall floor.  Someone was going from here for coffee at the mall and became increasingly more compulsive about it.

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What I saw before I found this picture…

Kay's History II: This is what I am talking about…updated

Earlier today I went to the Harris Teeter for a Lean Cuisine.  When I checked out I checked out on the left of the do it yourself which put me on the right/night side.  Then when I got home I started to look up something on the map.

I was surfing the map looking for possible psychic connections when I found the chartreuse car.  Then I found this man and child looked like they were getting into a different black car.  Of course my mind started to wonder.   I thought the man was stealing the child.  Then, just as I found the building on Buchrainstrabe I saw what I thought was the man putting the child down some kind of a shoot, like a laundry shoot.  Then I started looking for dumpsters and found the building with the windows.  I was about to think it was nothing when I looked again and noticed the boarded window.  Then I recollected the two girls at the zoo, one of them climbing into a window backwards and the other had gone into the room to feed the animals head first so it was stated on the site.

This is a little crude as I used the mouse.  It looked like he had her under his left arm while facing toward the other building and someone was taking her head first, pulling her into the window.  I had a dream early last night and this pulling was going on but I had it related to something psychic and I recall hearing “who’s pulling me”.  I did not relate it to anything physical.

sketch of body in shoot

This morning…updated

I was seeing someone in an airplane, a small plane.  Then last night I saw someone cooking something in an oven that looked like vegetables.  Some looked like carrots and some like french fries.  I had carrots in a salad so I am guessing it was fries.  Some burned and were taken out with tongs, a pair of which I purchased a year or two ago for corn on the cob.   I kept looking at this picture but my thinking was it was Sylvia Plath that was being re-enacted.  After finding the second image I realized I wasn’t seeing the oven but an open window.

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A car carrying a Christmas tree ~ Christmas package…

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This is what I am talking about…updated

…I found a zoo website in the US with windows just like these and they were crawling into the windows to feed some snakes or something.

Several months ago I wondered onto a zoo site about this woman crawling into a small window like these below.  Her fellow employee had gone in head first and she had to go in feet first because she was too big…

Was this the site of a kidnapping?

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It’s this one…

carano - Google Search

Jeffrey Weston exposes the cover up of the German Gold Bond fiasco | Radio RMN

Jeffrey Weston exposes the cover up of the German Gold Bond fiasco | Radio RMN

Chartreuse Question - Absinthe In Science - Wormwood Society Absinthe Forums

Chartreuse Question - Absinthe In Science - Wormwood Society Absinthe Forums

…I’m with the one who said it’s an uptight color, a cross between a lemon and a lime, limes I don’t mind, lemons I don’t care for.

“I hate Chartreuse”…

I think our Google driver doesn’t like Chartreuse…My handbag.

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Something about this struck me familiar…

The pavement reminded me of inside the mall, the red maple, and the vines on the green building.  Buchrainstrabe…

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Sunday, September 30, 2012

This is the cleaning I am interested in…

…if this doesn’t get done, neither does anything else.

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Kay’s favorite book…

…set me on the path to saving my life.

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incoming…

He slams his handful of papers onto the table.

“Get off that blog Ms. Gibbs”.

She replies while looking down at her tablet continuing her work, glasses resting on her nose,

“you’re exhibiting bad behavior”.

He drops his arms to his side, looks down for a minute then up at her,

“You are right Ms. Gibbs”.

He turns walks toward his desk and again, but this time slower and with reservation, swings his handful of papers into the desk.

She sits upright and turns toward him,

“difficult to control isn’t it?  “You can stop doing it you know”.

He turns to face her,

“my behavior isn’t the point.”

She stands and walks toward him,

“Oh but it is, now stand up”.

She massages his shoulders and back.

“Now sit down”.  “Your behavior escalates your attitude”.  “I’d suggest you get hold of it before it gets hold of you”.

In the film Affinity, I give them an A+ for breaking up the rape scene between Prior and her beau but they didn’t go far enough in my opinion.

Of course this has nothing to do with 9/11 at all…updated

…this does tell of an event from the past.  I think he was more or less conning people for money by telling them these things would happen, people would create them in their minds and then live them in their lives and in their communities.  Maybe that’s why Cassius Gibbs and Liston McKinney ended up in a brawl and the library in Swan Quarter, NC was burned because of such quackery and frivolity.

If it predicted anything it predicted the death of Lincoln and the burning of Charleston, SC.  It could be the history of Caesar’s death and the burning of the Great Library of Alexandria, the burning of London, or it could Nebuchadnezzar and the toppling of the Colossus, it could be Sodom and Gomorrah…

New York, the 'City of God'???

The first quatrain to hit email inboxes on 9/11 contained the prediction that a "great thunder" would be heard in the "City of God":

"In the City of God there will be a great thunder,
Two brothers torn apart by Chaos,
while the fortress endures, the great leader will succumb",
The third big war will begin when the big city is burning"

- Nostradamus 1654

Did Nostradamus Predict the 9-11 Attacks? - Urban Legends

National Awakening probably should be attributed to Carl G. Jung…

Kai Donner - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Never read the book, saw the film and animated film…

Sir Kay - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

My Uncle Will married Myrtle…

Katherine’s mother was Esther ~ Myrtle?  She was evolved from proboscis…

Hitler – Hister ~ Historian ~ Esther…

Adolf Hitler: Biography

Of course this does not predict 9/11 at all…updated

…this does tell of an event from the past.  I think he was more or less conning people for money by telling them these things would happen, people would create them in their minds and then live them in their lives and in their communities.  Maybe that’s why Cassius Gibbs and Liston McKinney ended up in a brawl and the library in Swan Quarter, NC was burned because of such quackery and frivolity.

If it predicted anything it predicted the death of Lincoln and the burning of Charleston, SC.  It could be the history of Caesar’s death and the burning of the Great Library of Alexandria, the burning of London, or it could Nebuchadnezzar and the toppling of the Colossus, it could be Sodom and Gomorrah…

New York, the 'City of God'???

The first quatrain to hit email inboxes on 9/11 contained the prediction that a "great thunder" would be heard in the "City of God":

"In the City of God there will be a great thunder,
Two brothers torn apart by Chaos,
while the fortress endures, the great leader will succumb",
The third big war will begin when the big city is burning"

- Nostradamus 1654

Did Nostradamus Predict the 9-11 Attacks? - Urban Legends

Of course this does not predict 9/11 at all…

…this does tell of an event from the past.  I think he was more or less conning people for money by telling them these things would happen, and then people would create them in their minds and then live them in their lives and in their communities.   Maybe that’s why Cassius Gibbs and Liston McKinney ended up in a brawl and the library in Swan Quarter, NC was burned because of such quackery and frivolity.

New York, the 'City of God'???

The first quatrain to hit email inboxes on 9/11 contained the prediction that a "great thunder" would be heard in the "City of God":

"In the City of God there will be a great thunder,
Two brothers torn apart by Chaos,
while the fortress endures, the great leader will succumb",
The third big war will begin when the big city is burning"

- Nostradamus 1654

Did Nostradamus Predict the 9-11 Attacks? - Urban Legends