…he was likely confused and the molester or rapist or murder was wearing a mask…
Saturday, October 12, 2013
I find this hypothesis totally misleading about homosexuality and the human body…
One must, however, point out that many homosexual men tend to be paranoid and narcissistic in personality structure. This is probably because they feel that people persecute their chosen lifestyle. Their narcissism is probably because of their over admiration of their bodies. One must admire the human body to do what these people do, put their penises into anuses and call it enjoyable! These people are probably stuck at pure animal level of evolution, for truly evolved human beings find the human body repulsive and turn their attention to spiritual matters.
This totally excludes any involvement in and influence, the parents, relatives and other people outside the family, would have on developmental behavior. If a man grew up disliking himself, and his relationships failed to alter his perceptions and he received no professional guidance, then his offspring will likely grow up and bear the same thinking about themselves or the opposite sex. There would be a logical explanation for why a young boy wants to indulge in this kind of behavior and that is likely due to some other adult influence somewhere in his history or the result of some adolescent conversation about it rather than anything innate within the human brain. It could be the result of some simple event such as a night time erection by a brother with whom one shares a bed. The defects lie outside the physical person and with the mind and its perceptions and many connections which contain a wealth of beliefs, thoughts and feelings. The mind can contain a wealth of information or a wealth of trouble. This content may have nothing to do with the individual at all but comes to bear on the mind and body of the individual who is possesses it. In poorer families children aren’t as lucky as more affluent children to sleeping separate beds and so this is something which has likely plagued many hundreds of thousands of lives. In an attempt to assuage the very thing that has now become part of the thinking of millions, this kind of behavior has likely had more of an influence on behavior than on the truth had it not been made to be such as issue. Our human sexuality isn’t so private as we all experience it. It is what we have been taught about it that drives us into the closet and to unnecessary suffering. Telling people it’s is ok to masturbate is far from my idea of healing the sexual issues of the general public. Avoiding it and dealing with one’s issues is a more sane and responsible approach.
Girl Power!
Friday, October 11, 2013
Evolution of the Soul, Hudson…
“Before taking leave of Professor Gates, I desire to remark that he has demonstrated by a series of experiments that the cell has a capacity to acquire knowledge ; that is to say, it can be educated. I have no time, how ever, to dwell upon that branch of the subject.”
Mk Ultra ~ Kmart ~ Jewish market ~ 7n ~ 7u ~ 22 divided by 7 ~ Pi ~ Leonora Piper…update 6
…mind control used in the Jewish market…
Eveleen Tennant wife of Frederic W.H. Meyers…
Erased - Jim Krusoe - Google Books
Meyers was the manager and Ayers was the district manager possibly of MK Ultra…
Thomas Jay Hudson ~ Evolution of the Soul and Other Essays…
His career as a lawyer was, however, destined to be of short duration. In 1860 he removed to Port Huron, Michigan, and in 1865 he definitely abandoned his profession and entered the field of journalism and politics.
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
Kafka, Franz. The Trial (Kindle Locations 1503-1504). Feedbooks – update 4
Kay had no knowledge of this book when she took these photos. Maybe the reader of the book was thinking about the book during the few snows we’ve had here since 2000.
- snow was falling in the dull light outside - K. was sitting in his office, already extremely tired despite the early hour. He had told the
bringing him his hat. Through the open door of K.'s office they could see that the snowfall outside had become much heavier. So K. turned the collar of his coat up and buttoned it up high under his chin. Just then the
He went over to the window, sat down on the ledge beside it, held firmly on to the handle and looked down onto the square outside. The snow was still falling, the weather still had not brightened up at all.
Kafka, Franz. The Trial (Kindle Locations 1766-1767). Feedbooks.
The Trial…
"Can I have a look at those books?" asked K., not because he was especially curious but so that he would not have come for nothing. "No," said the woman as she re-closed the door, "that's not allowed. Those books belong to the examining judge." "I see," said K., and nodded, "those books must be law books, and that's how this court does things, not only to try people who are innocent but even to try them without letting them know what's going on." "I expect you're right," said the woman, who had not understood exactly what he meant. "I'd better go away again, then," said K.
He passed through between two men who were talking beside the door - one of them held both hands far out in front of himself making the movements of counting out money, the other looked him closely in the eyes - and someone took him by the hand. It was a small, red-faced youth. "Come in, come in," he said. K. let himself be led by him, and it turned out that there was - surprisingly in a densely packed crowd of people moving to and fro - a narrow passage which may have been the division between two factions; this idea was reinforced by the fact that in the first few rows to the left and the right of him there was hardly any face looking in his direction, he saw nothing but the backs of people directing their speech and their movements only towards members of their own side. Most of them were dressed in black, in old, long, formal frock coats that hung down loosely around them. These clothes were the only thing that puzzled K., as he would otherwise have taken the whole assembly for a local political meeting.
Kafka, Franz. The Trial (Kindle Locations 508-515). Feedbooks.
From the Trial by Kafka…
"Moorland landscape," said the painter passing the picture to K. It showed two sickly trees, well separated from each other in dark grass. In the background there was a multi-coloured sunset. "That's nice," said K. "I'll buy it."
"This is a counterpart to the first picture," said the painter. Perhaps it had been intended as a counterpart, but there was not the slightest difference to be seen between it and the first picture, there were the trees, there the grass and there the sunset. But this was of little importance to K. "They are beautiful landscapes," he said, "I'll buy them both and hang them in my office."
Kafka, Franz. The Trial (Kindle Locations 2198-2200). Feedbooks.
isn't on the spot when he's called then everything's lost and it all has to start all over again. That's why I let Block sleep here, it wouldn't be the first time Dr. Huld has wanted to see him in the night. So now Block is ready for that. Sometimes, when he knows Block is still here, he'll even change his mind about letting him in to see him." K. looked questioningly at the businessman. The latter nodded and, although he had spoken quite openly with K. earlier, seemed to be confused with shame as he said, "Yes, later on you become very dependent on your lawyer." "He's only pretending to mind," said Leni. "He likes to sleep here really, he's often said so." She went over to a little door and shoved it open. "Do you want to see his bedroom?" she asked. K. went over to the low, windowless room and looked in from the doorway. The room contained a narrow bed which filled it completely, so that to get into the bed you would need to climb over the bedpost. At the head of the bed there was a niche in the wall where, fastidiously tidy, stood a candle, a bottle of ink, and a pen with a bundle of papers which were probably to do with the trial. "You sleep in the maid's room?" asked K., as he went back to the businessman. "Leni's let me have it," answered the businessman, "it has many advantages."
Kafka, Franz. The Trial (Kindle Locations 2447-2456). Feedbooks.
Block. "Well you're here now," said the lawyer. "Stay!" It was as if the lawyer had not done as Block had wanted but instead threatened him with a stick, as now Block really began to shake. "I went to see," said the lawyer, "the third judge yesterday, a friend of mine, and slowly brought the conversation round to the subject of you. Do you want to know what he said?"
Kafka, Franz. The Trial (Kindle Locations 2576-2578). Feedbooks.
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
I think this is the Arthur Kay was connected to and Death of a Cyclist was in the mix…
Arthur Carey - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…Kay rode on the back of a motorcycle with him in 1977. Kay’s mother rode on the back of a billy goat and her brother, was an avid bike rider. She suspected he was hit and killed while riding his bike but that was before he discovered the film Death of a Cyclist. Now Kay is uncertain as to what happened to her uncle. His father was in WWI so the Death of a Cyclist film is likely about some scene that happened during that war.
There is an Arthur who also became the President of our local bank in Hyde County.
Maybe this is the problem…
along it were small shops below street level, selling various kinds of foodstuffs, which you reached by going down a few steps. Women went in and out of them or stood chatting on the steps. A fruitmonger, taking his goods up to the windows, was just as inattentive as K. and nearly knocked him down with his cart. Just then, a gramophone, which in better parts of town would have been seen as worn out, began to play some murderous tune.
Franz Kafka. The Trial (Kindle Locations 448-451).
I thought this was interesting since I kept hearing “this monkey”…
Monkeys can so love solving mechanical and other “educational” puzzles that they will sometimes do so without any additional reward. 23
Schneider, Susan M.. The Science of Consequences: How They Affect Genes, Change the Brain, and Impact Our World (p. 27). Prometheus Books. Kindle Edition.
The future according to Kay…
…everyone owns a digital recorder and they are required to record information for a certain number of hours. When they reach their quota they are then required to take the recording to a local machine where it is uploaded and transcribed.
I like it.
Homer Lee connection born in China?
September 5 – Charlotte Lee, Countess of Lichfield, illegitimate daughter of King Charles II of England (d. 1718)
Ovid may have been the author of my piece of poetry in 1997-98…
In Corinth, Jason abandoned Medea for the king's daughter, Glauce. Medea took her revenge by sending Glauce a dress and golden coronet, covered in poison. This resulted in the deaths of both the princess and the king, Creon, when he went to save her. It is said that her two sons Mermeros and Pheres helped her mother's revenge and murdered by Corinthians for their crime. According to the tragic poet Euripides, Medea continued her revenge, murdering her two children Tisander and Alcimenes. Only one son Thessalus was survived. Afterward, she left Corinth and flew to Athens in a golden chariot driven by dragons sent by her grandfather Helios, god of the sun.
Before the fifth century BC, there seem to have been two variants of the myth's conclusion. According to the poet Eumelus to whom the fragmentary epic Korinthiaka is usually attributed, Medea killed her children by accident.[5] The poet Creophylus, however, blamed their murders on the citizens of Corinth.[6] Medea's deliberate murder of her children, then, appears to be Euripides' invention although some scholars believe Neophron created this alternate tradition.[7] Her filicide would go on to become the standard for later writers.[8] Pausanias, writing in the late 2nd century, records five different versions of what happened to Medea's children after reporting that he has seen a monument for them while traveling in Corinth.[9]
Fleeing from Jason, Medea made her way to Thebes where she healed Heracles (the former Argonaut) for the murder of Iphitus. In return, Heracles gave her a place to stay in Thebes until the Thebans drove her out in anger, despite Heracles' protests.
She then fled to Athens where she met and married Aegeus. They had one son, Medus, although Hesiod makes Medus the son of Jason.[10] Her domestic bliss was once again shattered by the arrival of Aegeus' long-lost son, Theseus. Determined to preserve her own son's inheritance, Medea convinced her husband that Theseus was a threat and that he should be disposed of. As Medea handed Theseus a cup of poison, Aegeus recognized the young man's sword as his own, which he had left behind many years previous for his newborn son, to be given to him when he came of age. Knocking the cup from Medea's hand, Aegeus embraced Theseus as his own.
Medea then returned to Colchis and, finding that Aeëtes had been deposed by his brother Perses, promptly killed her uncle, and restored the kingdom to her father. Herodotus reports another version, in which Medea and her son Medus fled from Athens to the Iranian plateau and lived among the Aryans, who then changed their name to the Medes.[11]
Flavius Valerius Severus - ?
Severus was nonetheless displayed as a captive and later imprisoned at Tres Tabernae. When Galerius himself invaded Italy to suppress Maxentius and Maximian, the former ordered Severus's death: he was executed (or forced to commit suicide) on 16 September 307.
1667 - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
September 6 – The "Dreadful Hurricane of 1667" ravages southeast Virginia, bringing 12 days of rain, blowing down plantation homes and stripping fields of crops.
St. Bernard of Clairvaux…?
Innocent II died in 1143. His two successors, Celestin II and Lucius, reigned only a short time, and then Bernard saw one of his disciples, Bernard of Pisa, Abbott of Three Fountains, and known thereafter as Eugenius III, raised to the Chair of St. Peter. Bernard sent him, at his own request, various instructions which compose the "Book of Consideration", the predominating idea of which is that the reformation of the Church ought to commence with the sanctity of the head. Temporal matters are merely accessories; the principal are piety, meditation, or consideration, which ought to precede action. The book contains a most beautiful page on the papacy, and has always been greatly esteemed by the sovereign pontiffs, many of whom used it for their ordinary reading.
Alarming news came at this time from the East. Edessa had fallen into the hands of the Turks, and Jerusalem and Antioch were threatened with similar disaster. Deputations of the bishops of Armenia solicited aid from the pope, and the King of France also sent ambassadors. The pope commissioned Bernard to preach a new Crusade and granted the same indulgences for it which Urban II had accorded to the first. A parliament was convoked at Vézelay in Burgundy in 1146, and Bernard preached before the assembly. The King, Louis le Jeune, Queen Eleanor, and the princes and lords present prostrated themselves at the feet of the Abbot of Clairvaux to receive the cross. The saint was obliged to use portions of his habit to make crosses to satisfy the zeal and ardour of the multitude who wished to take part in the Crusade. Bernard passed into Germany, and the miracles which multiplied almost at his every step undoubtedly contributed to the success of his mission.
September 1, 1997, Death of Princess Diana…updated
Cammille ~ Kamilavka: A stiff hat worn by monastics or awarded to clergy as a mark of honor.
Clerical clothing - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
My diary entry – “Wait until they try to put Cammille on the Queen’s Throne. If they think they have problems now…”
This was my last entry until April 18, 1998.
My uncle constructed a table that looked like a wagon wheel…
…my father was a mason and received his masonic certificate which I have in my possession. I used to listen to Grand Funk Railroad musical group. I met Sima while living at Camelot.
Likely it was that Kim met someone at the jewelry store in Simia. I think the Great Game is something contrived from the chess game which I was in the midst of uncovering when I got distracted. Masonic certificate around the neck should be his vestaments.
Kim befriends an aged Tibetan Lama who is on a quest to free himself from the Wheel of Things by finding the legendary 'River of the Arrow'. Kim becomes his chela, or disciple, and accompanies him on his journey. On the way, Kim incidentally learns about parts of the Great Game and is recruited by Mahbub Ali to carry a message to the head of British intelligence in Umballa. Kim's trip with the lama along the Grand Trunk Road is the first great adventure in the novel.
By chance, Kim's father's regimental chaplain identifies Kim by his Masonic certificate, which he wears around his neck, and Kim is forcibly separated from the lama. The lama insists that Kim should comply with the chaplain's plan because he believes it is in Kim's best interests, and the boy is sent to a top English school in Lucknow. The lama funds Kim's education. Throughout his years at school, Kim remains in contact with the holy man he has come to love. Kim also retains contact with his secret service connections and is trained in espionage (to be a surveyor) while on vacation from school by Lurgan Sahib, at his jewellery shop in Simla.
Mr. Watson read this novel…
Kim (novel) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…I recognize pieces of it. He offered it to me to read but I was told to read only educational and I stopped reading all those Trixie Beldons, however I did read what I was instructed to read in college and I did read Ruby Fruit Jungle.
I’m the Girl He Wants to Kill…saw this episode 2-3 years ago…
Jason: Kitchen. I'm gonna find her. Then I'm gonna kill her.
"The Sixth Sense" Dear Joan: We're Going to Scare You to Death (TV Episode 1972) - IMDb
Female on the Beach (1955) – I have seen this film since finding it…
Female on the Beach (1955) - IMDb
…I watched Daisy Kenyon, Sudden Fear, The Caretakers, and Susan and God…
Monday, October 7, 2013
This is an image of the snow fall at Fallon Park Anderson Heights, Raleigh, NC 1982…
…it was actually an ice storm I think or an ice storm followed in 1983…
…if these two pictures were really at the needle, then it is possible I did see the volcanic eruption in 1980 which I drew in 1990 in my notebook
…someone could be practicing meditation…
Space Needle – Holly Street…
…this would connect the 1990 volcanic eruption that happened in 1980 but I didn’t draw out until 1990…
Being a major symbol of the Pacific Northwest, the Space Needle has made numerous appearances in films, TV shows and other works of fiction. A few examples of films include It Happened at the World's Fair (1962), where it was used as a filming location, and Sleepless in Seattle (1993). In the 1974 film The Parallax View, the inside and outside platforms of the observation deck are the setting for a political assassination, and there's a brief chase on the roof above it. In the 1999 film Austin Powers: The Spy Who Shagged Me, it served as a base of operations for the villain Doctor Evil with the word Starbucks written across its saucer after his henchman Number 2 shifted the organization's resources toward the coffee company. It's also featured prominently in Chronicle (2012), and is a key element in the film's climax.
…someone could be practicing meditation…
Without a Trace (film) – Joycelyn Norris – a woman in prison called herself Joycelyn Norris…
Tuesday, August 20, 2013
Without a Trace (film) – Joycelyn Norris – a woman in prison called herself Joycelyn Norris…
Without a Trace (film) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…and you wonder why I am ticked off
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Sunday, October 6, 2013
Pulled my harpoon out of my dirty red bandana, was playing soft while Bobby sang the blues…
…I was cleaning up some of the crap from my childhood like this song and the Jetsons. I was never employed by Hollywood or any other film industry to clean up anything.
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