A Disordered Mind: 2012-08-26

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Clearly if you can communicate your hateful attitude to me here and you believe I am receiving it…updated

…then surely you must believe that can happen so I am left with no choice but to believe you are deliberately inflicting the harm on me you would otherwise inflict on S who has Democratic political clout in NC of which I thought little of considering my experiences over the last 20 years, and think even less of at this moment. These are the kinds of immature people running our government and its institutions.

This above all else is the reason this country is as it is as I see it now. This is an opinion I have based on the results of my own lack of development, lack of certain areas of knowledge, and definitely due to things put into the minds controlling my behavior for which I, without hesitation, insist I am guiltless of, causing me to be in the predicaments such as the one below. I cannot speak of S or Ki’s development or personal situations nor do I wish to. I am first and foremost, responsible for myself. It is clear they took advantage of my disabled condition, for their personal purposes of which I had no knowledge until long after the game was initiated.

Previous statements about this matter being closed were put into my mind rather than coming from me. I state succinctly here: this seems to have been the State’s liberal political notion of human resources and some of the uses for its manpower. I never received welfare and couldn’t even get food stamps when I didn’t have enough money to pay rent and was homeless. This matter will be dealt with legally, so, as to the public’s insertion of their opinions based on a lack of knowledge and attempting to inflict their ignorant but certainly liberal brand of justice and reformation, it should be kept to themselves.

S was must have been calling Ki between 1985 and June of 1989, the time of her hospitalization…updated

…all of which I became enmeshed in during my hospitalization on the same unit and while living with S. I then began to act out her behavior and meanderings. It was no accident I met Ki through some other acquaintances who already knew me because of S’s association with her in 1985, before I left Raleigh, NC.

Surely from my experience the public can no longer be blind to that which is inflicted on innocent citizens by the establishment including our judicial branch of government.

I always thought my Uncle Robert was a guitar player…

artcornwall.org: Ithell Colquhoun by Richard Shillitoe

Ithell was also a poet…

This is a case of intrinsic memory via symbolism…

I used to climb the stairs at my grandmother’s all the time when I was little, while visiting and when I stayed with her for a week before my sister was born. I would crawl to the top and slide down on my bottom, kind of like Muir has also been described doing while at Yosemite…of course might be related to something that happened at Stonehenge…Muir is married to one of my mother’s relatives…

Mona Maclean, medical student - Graham Travers - Google Books
page 99, “she could reach the summit by means of a rude staircase” – the stone formation sketched on the right looks like a staircase, looks spiral also. I had no intentions when I drew this picture it is clear there are many things going on in the sketch.

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Mona Maclean, medical student - Graham Travers - Google Books

Ludovico Pasquali ~ Raczynski

Ludovico Pasquali - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

VALIS – This novel likely…

using symbols to trigger recollection of intrinsic knowledge through the loss of amnesia, achieving gnosis.

VALIS - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…it is in keeping with things I have noticed and experienced, I once said I was a gnostic – symbols based in Sane Society by Fromm…

“They worked his head over on the pavement”…updated

…my incident in jail, 1994, two months before my mother’s husband’s death from cancer due to cigarette smoking – never seen it. My mother also broke her foot but that was in 1986.

Home of the Brave – this might be one, I’ve been saying “home of the brave” a lot recently…

Could be letters on the SS Schiller…?

The Dark Haired Girl - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

This is it…have not seen it, not one I would look at…updating

Eye of the Needle (1981) – IMDb – the man who invented the sewing needle, “I’m going to put a hole in you”…I did come across the information but considering the time I drew it I associated it with WWI and blowing up the water towers, but then I figured the nude female into that.

The left stone is part of a train…

The blue flower – Scanner Darkly – have not read it at all, don’t know who has, never heard of this idea of the blue flower did not intend to reference anything in particular but it was in the mind I am now certain before my cousin’s death.

I am seeing a 6 in a deck of cards…

I saw someone shuffling the cards, before that I saw someone tell someone else to sit in a chair he pulled out from a table.

2. I see a 7 of clubs

3. Looks like a Jack of spades

4. you are shuffling cards, I don’t know who you are or where you are – you look like Mr. Nelson

5. 7 of diamonds, I think that what you are holding up now, you are putting that at the bottom of the deck.

6. 9 of clubs

7. 5 of hearts

8. Shuffling the cards again, no just picking the cards up and dropping them again without shuffling them

Friday, August 31, 2012

I am opposed to this idea…

Dalton became the founding chairman of the Joining Our Businesses and Schools (JOBS) Commission in October 2009.

Walter H. Dalton - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Pasquali was Raczynski’s nickname…

Pasqua Rosée - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I think there is a deeper illness at the root of this problem and it doesn’t lay with the victim…

The Catholic Church, which runs many hospitals and institutions to help AIDS victims, opposes the use of condoms and teaches that fidelity within heterosexual marriage, chastity and abstinence are the best way to stop the spread of HIV/AIDS.

Former papal candidate, Milan archbishop Martini dies at 85 | Reuters

And I think Montessori’s system of education is the basis for Klein’s Psychoanalytic theory…

Google Doodle Celebrates Educator Maria Montessori | News & Opinion | PCMag.com

…it is easy to see how this would have evolved. It affords insight into the mind and what may be going on. This is how I have used my computer and the internet. It works very well provided the information one is looking for is available.

I was considering the need for Jung’s Books to be fed into a database where specific words could be keyed in to locate books and their content.

England's riviera: a topographical and archæological description of Land's - John Harris Stone - updated

England's riviera: a topographical and archæological description of Land's ... - John Harris Stone - Google Books

Pippety pew my mammy me slew

My daddy me ate and my sister Kate

Gathered my bones and laid them beneath

The milk white stones

Then I turned into a bird and away

I flew Singing Pippety pew Pippety pew

Oh have you seen my golden ball

Oh have you seen my fee

Or are you come to see me hung

Upon the gallows tree

Louise Halzmeister born on May 15, 1851, died on the SS Schiller, May 7, 1875.

This could be the woman on the ferry from Dover to Calais.

Whose Navel Is It ~ St. Levan ~ Linda Ronstadt – I created something along these lines, it was a puzzle and you had to guess whose navel it was.

Mona Maclean, medical student - Graham Travers - Google Books

page 99, “she could reach the summit by means of a rude staircase” – the stone formation sketched on the right looks like a staircase, looks spiral also. I had no intentions when I drew this picture it is clear there are many things going on in the sketch.

Thursday, August 30, 2012

My daffodil (Susan Dimock) in another life, lost it during the Colchester earthquake and possibly the Dover Straits volcanic eruption… updated

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Here is my daffodil I have not recreated yet…updated

She was crossing from Dover Straits to Calais. At some point in his or her crossing on or around August 29 in some year, they noticed the sun and moon appearing in the sky at the same time. This would of course be astounding for the time period of the Dover Straits Earthquake and they may have been unaware of Joshua having been considered the sun and moon to his people. She drowned during the crossing as a result of the earthquake. The ship my family was on sailed from England in 1650, stopping along the Rhine. This may be the source of our connection.

On August 29, 2012 I was standing here on this corner about to walk to the left…

…when I noticed the sun and the moon both visible in the sky at around 6:45 PM. This gave me further insight into my sketch below and what might have occurred. It had been my thinking that it was the thinking of another that influenced this sketch. This led me to consider the origins may have been The Grand Canyon but then it became clear it could have happened anywhere at this time of year.

This is connected to a previous photo of the moon at around the same time of year in 2012 I connected to The Tinkling Symbol. Could this be the tinkling of some ancient wind chime used to detect the wind? Could it be Native American, could it have originated around Stonehenge?

My first sketch was done in 1997 and the bottom right was done in 2001.

I don’t think this is the Gibbs if he is truly a Gibbs as he came here later than John Gibbs the Captain…

Susan Dimock could be the incarnate of Cleopatra during the time her sister became ill…

Susan Dimock - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…which was split off between two male scientists one of which I thought to be Asclepius after reading about Cleopatra’s sister becoming ill. I surmised her psyche was divided between her duties and her concern for her sister’s recovery. She would have been rendered unconscious of the desire to discover a cure for her sister once the drive was taken over by others. I depicted this below before I made any connections to Susan Dimock and my earlier sketches of which I had no knowledge of their importance as I was not conscious of the unconscious content of which I was possessed at the time or that there may have been others working on this content.

Here is my daffodil I have not recreated yet…update 3

chief agricultural product is cut flowers, mostly daffodils.

Isles of Scilly - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…damaged as a result of storage. I drew it in 1988. The image below is clearly something I was seeing regarding Susan Dimock and the Schiller wrecking on the Scilly Isles…It is likely this vision came from the rescue ship and why both my father and uncle joined the Coast Guard and Navy respectively during WWII as Laura Dimmoc Weston seems to possibly have been enmeshed with her, where she acquired this name Dimmoc. Possibly her mother was treated by her at some point in Beaufort County. I did the sketch of the daffodil as a yin yang splitting rather than going in opposite directions, one side colored and the other stippled with black ink. Jung’s Psychology of the Transference, One Step Beyond, Night of April 14, hints at this possibility also but in reference to the Titanic and a book written about the accident.

St Agnes pilot gig, the O and M, was summoned to investigate multiple cannon shots. Her crew discovered the mast of the sinking Schiller. The O and M rowed to pick up five survivors before returning to St Agnes for assistance. Steamers and ferries from as far away as Newlyn, Cornwall, assisted the rescue operation.

SS Schiller - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Both my aunt and uncle on my father’s side, were often treated medically in Beaufort County in the 60’s and 70’s. They may have been acting out some of the Weston history. My mother is a Weston.

This is an honest replica of the original no longer in my possession but as I mentioned on Sylvia Plath in Our Lives, the quality is lacking but it clearly illustrates Jung’s idea mentioned in Psychology of the Transference.

One should note the date of Susan Dimock’s birth and the date of her death are nearly on the same day and that Jung was born the same year of the accident, 2 months later. In keeping with Jung’s ideas this implies Dimock must have met her demise in a previous life in a similar manner around the same time of year.

Update: So I correct myself here in that Jung’s work must have been part of the treatment of one of his patients who possessed information about the wreck or some conversation about it or he himself acquired information about it during his development since he was born the same year of the SS Schiller wreck. We also have a ferry from Hyde to Ocracoke but I am uncertain if any relatives operated it. My father Flave Gibbs (Flavius) was in the Merchant Marines before acquiring employment at the shipyard and was in the Coast Guard now known for its rescue operations. John Gibbs sailed one of the ships to America in 1600’s I do know this and John Watson, also in the Navy during WWII, had possession of the manifest for that ship, I believe he said he was turning over to the historical society.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

This is the one I suspect and it is actually a 1962…I AM FURIOUS…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Probably a 1963 MGB convertible racing on the Serpentine…

http://slatford.co.uk/Car%20Pictures%20Pages/MG.htm

LOSING CHASE FILM – ARE YOU HAPPY? WHO GIVES A SHIT WHAT FILM IT’S IN – MY FAMILY’S BEEN HURT AND WE HAVE SUFFERED LOSSES, FAMILY AND ECONOMICALLY.

FORGET ABOUT ASKING ME TO DO THAT AGAIN. AS USUAL YOU ARE A DAY LATE AND A DOLLAR SHORT BUT YOU WANT ALL THE PRAISE AND ACCOLADES. WHAT DID IT FIX, PREVENT OR CURE, JUST ANSWER THE QUESTION?

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Notes from Underground…

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Notes from the Underground…

I am a sick man, I am a spiteful man, I am an unattractive man, I believe my liver is diseased.

This is pure mental suggestion though not intended as such. It is NLP at its worst. These thoughts have likely created these conditions in many an innocent man across this content.

I found this book the same way I found Ayn Rand’s Books and watched her movies after I started banking with BB&T. I had no knowledge of their association with her work or with their situation with Meredith College.

When I opened Existentialism from Dostoyevsky to Sartre, I opened it to the page with that information on it. This clued me that there was something psychic going on. This to me is as dangerous as a weapon of mass destruction.

Today just before posting the recent info I had taken a 1mg Melatonin tab under the tongue.

I am deeply concerned about what I have been finding in the past few years. What I see is a grave manipulation of myself and probably many others like me. The raking in of billions of American dollars that are ending up overseas.

…Van. I owned a Chevy Van in 1982.

I have favored the Buick and my Aunt has owned one or two of them…updated

1939: the first true General Motors concept car, the Buick Y-Job is debuted.
In 1939 the industry's first rear turn signals to use flasher are introduced by Buick.
The 1939 Buicks undergo a facelift, this time looking like an Olds, of about '40 vintage.

ROMANO-ARCHIVES Special Collections Department - US Cars Multimedia 1939-45

…not likely a Buick…my Uncle owned a Pontiac, my father a Plymouth – I would say it was about a 1935-39 Plymouth that hit the little boy, not likely a 1939 vehicle.

Little Bantams – this has come up…

Little Bantams headline Grande Salon | Hemmings Blog: Classic and collectible cars and parts

Experiments in Mental Suggestion, page 33, originally copyrighted in 1963 also…updated

THX 1138 - 1971 – my car accident and this book were enmeshed…The Woman in Green, Twenty-Two and Ordeal on Locust Street.

…1939 the date of the accident in the film Slander…

Psyche and Symbol, page 58, “Christ hanging between two thieves”…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Jung talks about this in Psychology and Religion, page 19 in my copy, Autonomy of the Unconscious Mind…

…clearly he was no longer conscious of himself at this point…

The Sane Society – I purchased this copy several years ago at the thrift…

The Sane Society - Erich Fromm - Google Books

this one happens to have been published the same year of Plath’s death. It must have been in amongst the content of her mind or she read it herself, how I came to discover it. The book does raise some questions that could possibly cause one to feel hopeless but from the small part of it I read I found myself angered not depressed. A clergyman may have found it depressing.

The Unsinkable Molly Brown, heard it don’t know if I actually saw it my mother might have…

I have never read this Psyche and Symbol, what I mean about the airways being cleaned instead of my brain…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: I have located the origins of this image from my mind as being associated with…updated

…I fully intend for you to leave alone.

I have located the origins of this image from my mind as being associated with…updated

…Jung’s Psyche and Symbol, page 80, “The old man is identified with the sun”…page 81, “get her to piss into the tub”…

page 80, “distaff falling into a well” – Behind the Locked Door?

The child as beginning and end represented as the sun and moon…

Unamuno, the end of consciousness…? The Sun and Moon…

My rendering of Joshua ~ Uno – Amun – uno ~ u on Amun – Joshua ~ Moses, not an historian so I am unfamiliar with the dates…could be someone witnessing Mt. St. Helen’s for all I know. Some one asked me to draw a picture and so I did. I was in jail at the time, could be something from someone’s psyche there…

“Jump, jump for my love”…

Leaping tall buildings only caused me to nearly jump off a parking deck, even after discovering that potential while under the influence of PCP. A way for Jews to eke out anti-semitics? It may be part of the motive I cannot say for sure. What I can attest to is that it created some dangerous behaviors in me and I am lucky to be alive as a result of it.

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Search results for parking deck

…this of course is intended to obscure this propensity, but when jumbled can be a problem, it depends on how the one possessed perceives the information.

Jung talks about this in Psychology and Religion, page 19 in my copy, Autonomy of the Unconscious Mind…

Last night I stepped out for a meal at the K&W. Before returning home I decided to stop into the mall to make a purchase for a tub mat. Upon leaving the store I encountered two young men who clearly intended giving me a lift. I continued on and stopped as I intended going back to the store to get some mints and gum, then I encountered them again, lifting me at which time I became completely dissociated from my intentions and set on a course to leave the mall. I passed four other young men who were clearly students on my way out of the mall who also lifted me. I stopped along the way looking into the glass at the various shops to get my connection back together. It took me about an hour after arriving home to reconnect with my desire for the mints and gum. I then recalled I had been lifted by four young people on my way to the mall who had stopped into the Red Bowl where they play music and I found myself still there after being at home for two hours. I could easily see the inside of the restaurant. I also saw the exit sign located next to the K&W many times before finally calming down.

What's In Kay's Mind 2: This can easily be a block to consciousness…

It is easy for me to see how cults like that in which Unamuno may have cultivated in his time, would seek to obscure or remove those ideas which render one conscious. Inflicting fear into the minds of others is clearly how this consciousness can be dissociated. The cross does instill fear into the minds of many people why they are constantly in a state of unconsciousness, fear of the dark things they think in their own minds. Police constantly parading themselves around people will often instill fear into even the most innocent and this is particularly true if the innocent have been programmed with ideas that police can be criminal or violent or untrustworthy. Generally one who consciously breaks the law is not in fear of the law. There are those who are in fear of the law but are possessed of some compulsion to break the law, they would otherwise not do in a more conscious state of mind. They are more susceptible to dissociation that those who believe it is the right thing to do by obeying the law. One might say they should be an actress. While this seems a safer avenue for dispelling the content. talking about the inclinations and feelings is an even safer means of managing the problem. It rids the mind of the linguistic content controlling one’s behavior. Not even writing can manage these kinds of manifestations when they present themselves.

Just as I spoke out those words about my back being “stiff as a board”, which relieved me of my aching back, talking about the things one feels goes against one’s personal wishes are also the solution to ridding the mind of those inclinations. The Jews do employ this in their lives by using the wailing wall. The Catholics use the confessional, but here there is another ear listening to the words of the confessor, who is also susceptible to acting out what has been implanted into their limbic system, processed and returned hopefully in an improved state.

Basically they were trying to tell me we were f---ing ourselves with the cross…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: I did play in the sand when I was a child while at VA beach but I don’t recall doing it like that…

…I’d say it has been the other way around…you are trying to screw us with the damned thing.

However it is clear to me there was some very real incident from which these actions were born, they may be violent or non-violent.

I did play in the sand when I was a child while at VA beach but I don’t recall doing it like that…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: They are about 3 and 5 years old…

…I was scooping sand with the shovel between my legs I do remember that – Exorcist crucifix scene…

They are about 3 and 5 years old…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: My next door neighbors downstairs have a Psycho problem I think…

…they were playing at the edge of the bamboo and weeds where I took a video of a snake, albeit a black racer. I yelled at them to stay away, she was not watching them.

Isn’t possible you don’t remember it?

What's In Kay's Mind 2: I feel sure content in this one has been showing up…never seen it

…interesting that you should say that to me, knowing from this blog how keen my memory is. No I haven’t seen it but I suspect someone you know has seen it.

Cases of people locking themselves out of their homes and apartments…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: I feel sure content in this one has been showing up…never seen it

…I’ve done it several times and my neighbor has done it recently.

Back from the grave I guess…

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The Alfred Hitchcock Hour - Behind the Locked Door - Alfred Hitchcock Wiki

I feel sure content in this one has been showing up…never seen it

Alfred Hitchcock Presents, "The Door Without a Key" - YouTube

…someone’s been saying you need a hospital…

My next door neighbors downstairs have a Psycho problem I think…

…the two boys were outside playing with a garden spade and I noticed the older one stabbing the ground with it like he was stabbing someone, then he started digging into the ground like he was digging a grave.

They are hispanic and down under my neighbor. Awhile back a woman in another building was stabbing a love seat in front of her apartment. She is on meds. I made contact with the police and she went to the hospital at that time.

Living in Asheboro…

…thinking my sister fell out the back door onto the pavement…a film – Behind the Locked Door – HH Holmes.

This is the kind of mind f---ing I detest and find despicable…updated

As a general concept experience comprises knowledge of or skill of some thing or some event gained through involvement in or exposure to that thing or event.^[1] The history of the word experience aligns it closely with the concept of experiment. For example, the word experience could be used in a statement like: "I have experience in fishing".

Experience - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Experience has nothing to do with experiment but it is clear the so called experiment they claim they were conducting, regarding the television creating experience with in the brain and mind was a gross distortion of the truth considering my findings and how those involved have amassed a significant amount of money in the process of deluding millions of people. Tell me how pulling hair, and twisting noses and slapping your brother is improving behavior or even remotely entertaining. They even taught us to laugh at it. Leaping tall buildings only caused me to nearly jump off a parking deck, even after discovering that potential while under the influence of PCP. A way for Jews to eke out anti-semitics? It may be part of the motive I cannot say for sure. What I can attest to is that it created some dangerous behaviors in me and I am lucky to be alive as a result of it.

Revenge may be more at the root of it.

It is the neurotic conservative who creates the impulsive compulsive liberal…

Roots of liberalism born in the mind because of distorted development? | Kay's Commentary

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Goodnight.

My adenosine levels have been very high today anyway…

Better get back to work then and learn some more.

Forget it everybody out…

That’s exactly what I am about to do.

I don’t believe this…WRONG…

It is not.

What did we just get through doing here?????????

“You know that is a damned fact” – sounds like Jacqueline…

“Is your name Ms. GIbbs”

YEP

I hear you. Just stop trying to engage my brain please. I’m not worried about my brain content.

"”Straight from that man to my sister’s mind”…

Hold up here. Enmeshments with other people who were engaging in other kinds of activity. He may have been enmeshed…

I saw the pencil pusher write the 9 of spades…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Here they are…

…she or he is very clear to me.

Here they are…

“She needs to adjust the contrast

Very good…

I am talking about the steps to my apartment…

…they are worn in the center where we walk more frequently.

“Now what am I doing”…

You have lifted a ham radio microphone.

You have lifted the candlestick

“draw this”…

PSI sketch

I think I am seeing the 7 of clubs…

Now I have seen a zero or the letter O

“You are creeping me out”

Show me what the pencil pusher is doing.

Something like this, often

I am seeing a deck of cards…

…there is a wine bottle on the right, a candle stick on the left, a lamp in the middle and opposite the lamp a deck of cards.

Now lets move the lamp over here, someone takes the lamp and moves it to their right.

I have seen a 3 of spades, an ace of hearts so far…

Monday, August 27, 2012

He Ran All the Way (1951) - 5/8 - YouTube

“My wife is costing me…”?

Indeed I did hear it and have heard it more than once. Why I thought Leonard Woolf murdered Virginia.

Plath ~ Halpern ~ Prince of Tides ~ Sally…updated

…in this film she cut her wrists. I cut my wrist when I was in college but as I mentioned previously I suspect there is a film at the root of some of this behavior, based on some psychologist’s conversation with his patient or some psychic psycho-babble intended to cause one to lose hope and harm themselves.

The response to this erroneous assessment was someone who developed an attitude about those who practice psychiatry or even psychoanalysis as being a “meat market for the mind”. I blogged about this at least 10 years ago.

I know this has been done to me in an attempt to control me and I am aware of who is doing it. Not fully aware of all they have been saying to me.

My father had ECT treatment at Cherry Hospital in 1967 after trying to cut my mother’s throat.

“My wife is costing me…”?

These two girls actually do not have schistosomiasis…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: We had quite a few of these around the Rectory where we lived in Hyde, NC…

…they represent the spirit of those two women who did contract it and were treated by Klosowski. After starting this work I recollected swimming in a pond several times, then in a man made kind of pond in high school and again in college. I was at the London Inn when I took their photograph. Could this be some vision a patient had in the asylum? I was so used to taking pictures I hardly ever saw anything in the mind. I stopped taking photographs in 1985 when I sold my Minolta. It wasn’t until 1997 that I took some Kodak instamatic pictures around my home town. Then I got a new film SLR in 2003.

Who ever took pictures during early years of photography may have taken their pictures at some point before entering the mental hospital.

Sunday, August 26, 2012

I purchased milk, Karo-Syrup, and seltzer water…updated

What's In Kay's Mind 2: I just pulled into Albertsons

…sounds like the makings of a mixed drink. I went to Taco Bell and got a coke.

Olive oil, chocolate covered raisins, potato salad, chicken…

I just pulled into Albertsons

Newlyn ~ Newland – One Step Beyond…

St Agnes pilot gig, the O and M, was summoned to investigate multiple cannon shots. Her crew discovered the mast of the sinking Schiller. The O and M rowed to pick up five survivors before returning to St Agnes for assistance. Steamers and ferries from as far away as Newlyn, Cornwall, assisted the rescue operation.

SS Schiller - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…we were never shown these films in our area. Now we can only suspect there was some ulterior motive, one of them being we were suspected of being Russians or some other idiotic idea…

I think some of the Gibbs or Cahoon family must have been an engineer on the Schiller…

…this would explain how my Uncle came to operate that pumping station and how my cousin eventually lost his life by running off the road into water. Barbara Berry also lost her life in a similar manner. I don’t know how much of a part these films played in causing these problems but it is clear they must have triggered something.

It could be the men who came to Hyde NC to build the Mattamuskeet pumping station which was later converted into a lodge.

1580 Dover Straits earthquake…

1580 Dover Straits earthquake - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…this may have been from where these souls first came. Re-enacting history, they were compelled to live in and around areas where there is the potential for earthquakes, why these people arrived in Essex in 1884.

Did the Dover Straits earthquake bring about the Colchester event? Was it a manifestation of the collective unconscious or did these souls have insight into the geological potential?

We had quite a few of these around the Rectory where we lived in Hyde, NC…

Water hyacinth - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Water hyacinth has been widely introduced in North America, Asia, Australia, Africa and New Zealand. They can be found in large water areas such as Louisiana, or in the Kerala Backwaters in India. In many areas it, particularly E. crassipes, is an important and pernicious invasive species. First introduced to North America in 1884, an estimated 50 kilograms per square metre of hyacinth once choked Florida's waterways, although the problem there has since been mitigated. When not controlled, water hyacinth will cover lakes and ponds entirely; this dramatically impacts water flow, blocks sunlight from reaching native aquatic plants, and starves the water of oxygen, often killing fish (or turtles). The plants also create a prime habitat for mosquitos, the classic vectors of disease, and a species of snail known to host a parasitic flatworm which causes schistosomiasis (snail fever).

Klosowski treated them antimony ~ Vesalius

That’s when she went to the Psychiatrist – Twenty-Two…

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Night of April 14 – my father took his like on April 26, 1974…updated

…she saw a fire on a plane – snakes on a plane – Cleopatra – I must have been connected to it in 1974 and got separated from it – there is something which keeps repeating itself, preventing the evolution of this personality…I mean there was some original trauma that keeps repeating itself…

Acacia Avenue, Glendale, CA – Three Arches…updated

I lived in Glendale Court Apartments from 1977-1979, 4 years before meeting Miss Stevens. This was not long after getting out of the Army and leaving The London Inn. Someone in this house died or is dying of cancer.

I started taking vitamins which contained Acacia and then eating mints which contained Acacia. The Acacia blocked activity in the limbic system at which time my behavior became unrecognizable until I recalled having seen Some Mother’s Son I was acting out at the time. Scenes were mainly when they were sitting at the bar and then she was teaching her friend to drive her car.

Everyone around me thought I was acting stupid, weird. This was about 4 years ago.

on respiration and rickets,

John Mayow - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

astrology, and prophesized the death of his own brother through a "psychic flash".^[1]

Lyman J. Gage - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

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Night of April 14 – my father took his like on April 26, 1974…updated

…mother was bathing her as a child, she could have been suffocating and confused to two…