…I was sleeping an suddenly I thought I was convulsing then I thought my bed was shaking, then I thought someone had been murdered, suffocated or something.
I felt their legs shaking and I had this eerie feeling. I still can’t tell what’s happened.
Saturday, August 4, 2012
Incoming…updated
Kay just won 10 million dollars.
“Pay my people”. “I’m trying to keep them beholden to us’.
Excuse me, you’ve been paid to the tune of $4 billion dollars a year. Now, I don’t know what your bosses are doing with the money but you have gotten all you are getting my me.
Switcheroo game and the Camera Obscura…
Of course you have to beware of the game Switcheroo, in which one has something of value another might want and the other will seek to make one think the other actually possesses these things, causing one to project them away from the self. These people live in a world of only their own existence and everything else is an object to be manipulated at their will. This of course is an infantile state of development but many people never outgrow this state to see others as human or capable of feeling pain, they lack empathy. I recall my brother biting my sister. My mother witnessed the event and then bit my brother. He didn't do it anymore. He learned what he did hurt and caused pain. so often others must feel pain in order to know others experience it too. I've noticed types of music are used in this way. Sometimes inflicting pain can tip the scales too far in the opposite direction.
Clearly these hacking and destroying information attempts were the same reasons…
…the Jews destroyed the library at Alexandria. Obscuring information.
This man was enmeshed with my people…
Joseph Gibbs - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…this man clearly looks like Elizabeth Bowes Lyons.
Someone hacked my pass…
…they took If Someone Had Known off my Films blog.
They claim I gave it to them, this is a deceptive view of what is happening. I consciously gave them nothing. They stole it and illegally accessed my blog.
No one have no permission to access Kay Gibbs’ blogs for any reason at any time.
Kay has no desire for any of these musicians…
…she has no musical skills nor instruments and has no desire to indulge in them. She hardly listens to it any longer and has never been enthused over it. These were projections and transferences onto her not from her own self.
Just a few minutes ago I was viewing Dancing with the Stars, unfortunately you can’t view dancing without music.
I think we are the “hoppers” and the Popperina (named for a soda pop joint) became a place where they danced like a “juke joint”
It’s a ritual like with most primitive peoples.
This is who my Aunt was possessed of and my Aunt Mamie had the other half…updated
Frederick Benteen - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
but she still called her sissie…Sissie Gibbs is likely working on this. He looks like Vesalius or they’ve made an error.
This was in my father’s mind, never seen it nor heard of it ~ The Sorcerer’s Stone ~ the wizard in The Wizard of Oz…
…among the many things they failed to show here in this film was the typewriter. Of course the implications are that sound and headphones will alter one’s perceptions and put one in a hypnotic state.
Someone must have been thinking faster, faster, faster in this film possibly causing my cousin to wreck his truck ending in his death.
Photo is from an index print not a negative.
Friday, August 3, 2012
I meant Nadir the photographer but in reference to this definition it would be that which is below…
Nadir - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…meaning me, as I become possessed of my father’s baggage after his death.
Now I know where those Iranians came from and who sent them…
Tehrangeles - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…and the two bit dealership that ripped me off of my mustang was a set-up to gyp me out of my car. Like I don’t have some right to drive a mustang. I was born here and my people have lived here longer than a big chunk of this population and I don’t know what they see in this country but it isn’t a shit hole for their dirty laundry.
This is what I discovered in this camera…
In the optical lectures many problems connected with the reflexion and refraction of light are treated with ingenuity. The geometrical focus of a point seen by reflexion or refraction is defined; and it is explained that the image of an object is the locus of the geometrical foci of every point on it. Barrow also worked out a few of the easier properties of thin lenses, and considerably simplified the Cartesian explanation of the rainbow.
I searched my yearbooks for an image of Mr. Barrow, I thought he was a teacher in my high school…
Isaac Barrow (English mathematician) -- Britannica Online Encyclopedia
…I was sure he was, I saw him. He might be in my sister’s 1975 yearbook.
Thursday, August 2, 2012
I first heard it while viewing one of Truffaut’s films, Masculin, Feminin…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Re: Camera Obscura…
This was before discovering the Camera Obscura image…of course we do have the Octagon House in Hyde County which is a derivation of it.
Re: Camera Obscura…
…I was watching a short film, one I had found in this history, and discovered these sentiments, “what did you go in there for”…”you know what I told you about those people”.
This then led me to discover the Putnam’s Photography page.
This was not intended, I made an error in putting the [sic] there…
lossed [sic]
…someone told me to put that there but it was not intended to be spelled that way I was about to correct it.
I think Ms. Anderson had been a patient at Dorothea Dix Mental Hospital where Nancy Christenson worked…update 3
…another acquaintance. She was apparently criminally insane and I re-enacted a huge piece of her history. It seems possible she was also a patron of HH Holmes’ sinister hotel in Illinois at some point.
Her demeanor was that of a guilty person who was trying to escape her crime and was living with a woman at the time of our acquaintance. She was a hypochondriac, sullen and clearly a very tired person with dark circles around her eyes. Her skin was pale as if she had not seen the sun in many years much as my own self, in the past decade. Clearly she had been incarcerated for at least that long as I can tell.
When I was recollecting my great grandmother Addie (Adelaide) and great grandfather William, it became clearer to me my great grandmother Addie might have been mixed up with an ice skater (Ice Castles, film) during the Little Ice Age, in Britain. Maybe she was momentarily blinded by the manifestation of some bright light while skating which caused her to fall and strike her head, becoming unconscious. I had tried ice skating in college but landed on my fanny too many times so I gave it up. This is when I met Bill (William) he looked like the longbeards or Langobards ~ Lombards. He must have joined the Army during some war (Civil War?), so this would be how I came to be in it.
During this time I had sensed someone burying their child. I thought it was my grandmother and grandfather as they lost their first child, it was stillborn. They were called Willie and Addie Gibbs. I later discovered Ella White (Addie’s mother was a White), listed as a mental patient at Cherry Hospital where I had also been on three different occasions. One patient had lossed [sic] blood all over my bed. I now suspect there was something sinister going on with that.
After getting out of prison, I saw Snow White Night of Terror in which there were scenes of this. I took some valium during that time.
This led me to think (not a reader of history just going by my experiences) some of the people who came from the North to fight in the war had been prisoners. Landing at Camelot where a window in the wall to the kitchen put me onto the Millbank Prison.
This Anderson piece of my history had been forgotten by me because of all of the traumas I endured since meeting her, I was still under a hypnotic spell I think due to my mother’s television viewing and being rendered unconscious by the history itself, it would be like trying to swim the English Channel with blinders on.
Laura Dimmoc? ~ Laura Louise Warner ~ mother, Susan Anderson ~ Susan Anderson page 56 ~ Donna Anderson…
Sleeping with the Enemy (1991) - IMDb
…I met her in 1984 or so, before Wade’s confession…I encountered her spirit in jail through a prisoner who claimed she was Donna Anderson. She claimed to have shot her boyfriend or husband in the arm with a pistol and buried it in the back yard of the trailer. I encountered another woman while in prison who claimed to have killed her baby. I think it was Ms. Anderson. Was this person connected to the London Asylum, Millbank or Hollaway Prison?
I first met Ms. Anderson in ‘84 via Bumgardner. It had been ten years since I had been in the Army.
Mary Wade, page 162, might have known Laura Louise Warner
Julia Ann Boomer ~ Robert Williams child Dallas Williams married Florida Jennette – Good Times…
Eunice Lumsden Mann pages 112 and 186…correction
Clan Lumsden - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Her husband’s mother was Laura Dimmoc Weston…
I know an older woman who had her TV suspended from the ceiling at Kings Arms apartments…
like these in motels, she is likely deceased now.
Was this a chance meeting between Scarborough and Kelly…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Susan Dimmock Scarborough…
…who was studying the art Queen Victoria or Mary Jane Kelly?
It’s clearer to me now Mr. Merrick’s mother was afflicted with the visual content of the minds of some upper class people and likely some of the medical profession. Some Doctor, maybe Percival Potts, used the services of an artist to illustrate his medical discoveries as would likely many other medical professionals. I do have to work at sketching although there are times when I come out with a fine product and I had once considered medical illustration as a profession.
Are they they (somethings skipping, a record or CD or someone’s repeating themselves) dissociated parts of Leonardo himself?
Susan Dimmock Scarborough…
I met Fields Scarborough when I was at Pitt Community Studying Art. He opened a sign company.
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
“I thought these people were prolific readers…”
You have the wrong people, the wrong Gibbses. None of my father’s family have been avid readers except my grandmother Hall who read her Bible. It was said that the Queen gave her or permitted her to have the name Adelaide, her parents being William and Mary Ann Hall. This would be British Royalty and likely one of the Lyons. Genetically we are not royalty or at the least we (the Gibbses) are not from that particular generation of British Royalty.
I have read few novels…updated
Trixie Belden mystery stories in my youth, Albert Camus, The Plague for college course work; high school literature studies including Cyrano de Bergerac read out loud in class, Edgar Alan Poe’s Cask of Amontillado, The Tell Tale Heart, Poe; William Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet which I think we read out loud in class; The Pit and the Pendulum, also by Poe; The Necklace, by Guy de Maupassant; Flaubert’s Sentimental Education, The Martinsville Seven, Eric Rise; and snippets of things here and there and that is about it. I have read a few short stories, Death of a Salesman, by Arthur Miller; and something by O. Henry I think, The Gift of The Magi, some Anne Sexton poetry. I have read mostly educational things like psychology and science.
I tried reading Cymbeline but I couldn’t get into it. Shakespeare is difficult to interpret. I did like his sonnets. I almost forgot I did read Rita Mae Brown’s novel, Ruby Fruit Jungle, mostly out of curiosity. I found her story telling to be quite good.
I think I am the subject’s object of affections in Southern Discomfort – “a bottle of Southern Comfort will loosen her up…”
I have viewed a considerable amount of television and films.
Incoming…
I almost killed myself over this woman’s blog”.
I think you are lying.
The Greek Sibyls Before Christ, Ancient Semitics, Judaism, Christianity, Voodoo and working roots by the Africans, Shamans, Nostradamus in the 1600’s, Mesmerism in the 1700’s, Hypnosis in the 1800’s, Psychology in the 1900’s, Neurolinguistic Programming in the 20th century.
You want to blame my blog for your problem? Then you must be as ignorant as you think I am.
Re: Cassini – what if he became an artist in a future life because of his ability to see with the mind…
…his blindness permitted him to see the things of the mind. Paul who was struck with blindness and became Saul may also have become an artist or remained a prophet. Did Nostradamus possess Saul and was what happened to Saul acted out by Cassini? Did this have anything to do with my father’s mother’s blindness? Was it hysterical, was it diabetes of which she was never diagnosed or was it possession?
The story repeats itself.
I think I have been mixed up with the airplane pilot who transported me and a woman from the West Indies…
…to Anniston, ALA.
I have had several dreams about flying an airplane, some big military plane. I got hung up at some place, then had to fly low over some town and through some power lines or something. This is what has caused my sleeplessness I think. I mean I have been without adequate sleep for several decades.
I am hung up with some pilot I am sure of it. I do not have a pilot’s license nor have I ever actually flown a plane. I have been a passenger.
I don’t care what your little fake book says…
Katherine is no Jew and you people don’t know your asses from daylight. In fact I have found evidence she was a West Indian Slave. The Gibbses are not JEWS. Typical Jewish behavior shifting their guilt onto someone else. Her biological father is no JEW.
Howard Hughes was in her things – Bobby Gibbs was a pilot from Australia.
Incoming…updated
“She’s a Jewess”…
Katherine Gibbs is not wholly a Jewess. That’s all I am saying about it. Joseph Sprague Gibbs was NOT a JEW. Her mother and her stepfather were Jews. All of these anti-semitics have been dumping on my family because they think we are JEWS.
Monday, July 30, 2012
Re: Toppings Restaurant and Motel - There were four gas pumps in front of the Restaurant…
…they were removed when the motel was converted into housing for migrant workers.
See what they are doing to me…
…when I want to do my laundry and housekeeping they start in on me about a damned novel. This has been going on for 6 years.
Mine and my mother’s synapses are in this book…my mother read the book I have not…
…recovering from her home burning down is in this book along with some of Lynn Kear’s book about Katherine Gibbs aka Kay Francis and my father’s death. I was encouraged to by the book, and once I saw the contents I got a copy for my mother to see if she could identify the contents. She did and so can I.
Baretta one of my favorite cop shows…updated
…he stole a car, the bed was kicked and the wall was hit which I was doing while I was in the psychiatric hospital. I kicked a chair in prison. I took my mother’s car which sent me back to prison.
Well I’m doing what I was ordered, getting mentally healthy, but it seems there a many who don’t care for the truth or reality.
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Incoming…
“how did you find that”…
Like Helen Mirren said as Elizabeth I in Elizabeth I, you wouldn’t believe the things I hear. Nor would you believe the things I see now.
Maybe this is what kept me out of California and Hollywood…
This is what they do, this is there system. First they trash you with their garbage, then they seduce you into going to California to clean up. That’s where they seduce you even further and indebt you to them, “look at what we did for you”, they take the money you earned and you become dependent on them for support, money, food, a place to live, etc, while they milk your mind. Writers are no better, in fact they are worse as they just let you suffer and end up on the streets dying.
The scene, the sentiments – Ordeal On Locust Street – One Step Beyond…updated
This photograph by Putnam’s Photography speaks for itself. Here they are dissociating the patrons of this little nickel and dime beach side market at the Camera Obscura which is a symbolic replica of the Radcliffe Camera, a library where tons of knowledge is and was stored, some of which was moved to the nearby Universities, and where they possess the parts they cause one to dissociate, gaining access to all kinds of knowledge, while their patrons are slowly drained of their senses and sense of life often dying prematurely, with no guilt or shame for what they do. The innocents, the children of these intelligent, again become the victims of the behaviors of those rogues and vagabonds.
Rogues and vagabonds, likely many are from the theater. This happened with my own sister and I although she isn’t a rogue or vagabond, she likely thought I was crazy.
See this email, I get tons of them, just like the Jews…
We have no deals. These funds would be unacceptable for our losses, if they were offered in reality.
Hello,
Kind compensation of US$1.5M.
Thanks for your cooperation and assistance at the earlier stage of this money transfer transaction .I know you backed out in frustration but now is realized. US20m$ million transfer has been successfully concluded. I am glad to inform you that I have successfully concluded the transaction, the money has been transferred to Swiss , through the assistant of Mr. Patrick Richmond who is a swiss base business man, he cleared the fees and the fund was transferred to his account. Currently I am in Swiss with him, my wife and children.
However, I still remember your contribution towards making this a success, I 'm proud of you, though you weren’t there to complete this project with me , credit and thanks to you for your past efforts. I know it is not your fault or rather your wish to back out on me and the transaction, when it becomes frustrating .
In appreciation for your assistance, I have mapped out a compensation of US$1 .5m (One million five hundred US dollars) certified Atm Card, drawn in your favor ,also instruction has been passed to my office secretary Reverend Coker Matthew to contact and send the payment to you.
You are therefore advised to contact the secretary Reverend Coker Matthew in the address as follows: Name:Reverend Coker Matthew., Email: (reverend_cokermatthew@yahoo.co.uk),OR (revcoker12@gmail.com) Keep me informed sooner you receive it , contact me should there be any need for me as regards this kind offer.
Best Regards,
Mr. Peter Anderson.
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Burr - Hamilton a battle between a man and a woman…updated 3
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Burr - Hamilton a battle between a man and a woman…updated 3
I went there for dinner with my Aunt on a Sunday once and took her there for gas for her car and we stopped there on our way to see her Doctor. This was 1987, the same time I was showered by the crop pesticide dust…
Proctor for Loitering – teacher – Wade…
She was hanging out with her, I think she (Nicholson) was working, got run off for loitering
This could be Jean Wallace leaving Boston…
…and going to California – her mother or relatives may have been watching movies hoping to see her – It never rains in California…
I think this is the Rose…
Mary Ann Rose (1824-1907) - Familypedia
…J. Crew figures into my travels and I purchased some of the clothes because I liked them…My sister’s name is Mary Ann and I ate all those Mary Janes…
My cousin’s husband’s mother is also a Rose.
This is the man I deduced was Joseph Merrick and was the pick-pocket and stole a suit case...
Patrick Reilly
Reilly was convicted of cutting ladies skirts with a razor at Edinburgh Waverley station on 28 February 1918. Being insane he was sent to Morningside Asylum.
> About us > History > Crime history > Rogues gallery
…I think stealing the suit case was not part of the scenario but part of who he may have been mixed up with which I acted out at Rose’s Department store where I also stole the wallet, in 1967 at age 12. Since I did not have my own suit case I took that one to complete the compulsion I was possessed of.
Didn’t steal anything from Woolworth’s.
Merrick must have been stealing wallets from patrons of the “Sideshow”. It may have been Merrick who took mad and walked out of a bar leaving his friend behind intending to walk 20 miles back to where he was living after an argument. He was arrested for being publically drunk.
I connected this incident to Perly Street in Massachusetts and a Dorothy Perly and an incident, I acted out in 1977, which may have occurred at Woolworth’s there and where she was thrown out – Down From The Mountain…
S. Chapman looks like this woman…
Helen Nicholson
Nicholson was a 43-year-old charwoman with several previous convictions. On 28 February 1903 she received six months imprisonment for theft of a parcel from the ladies waiting room at Edinburgh Waverley station.
> About us > History > Crime history > Rogues gallery
She was hanging out with her, I think she (Nicholson) was working, got run off for loitering…I met a Mr. Nicholson at Corning I think it was, I met a Mr. Ayers, Mr. Myers,
There was a liking for Drummond ~ Hammond…?
Thomas Drummond
On 7 December 1918 Drummond, an employee of the North British Railway was sentenced to 20 days imprisonment for stealing 12 bottles of whisky from a wagon.
This is likely the Leslie I took up with, working the rail cars…
Leslie Hines
Hines was a notorious railway thief. He was fined on 12 July 1904 for travelling on the North East Railway without a ticket and on the 28th of the same month was sentenced to six months imprisonment with hard labour for theft of a bag at King's Cross station.
This is where my anxiety may have come from and who stole the wallet – a pickpocket…
There was a Toppings Gas Station
…also stole a suit case, found the culprits – Rogues Gallery – he was running away – Anna Pacquin film…I think this is when Merrick was leaving home after his step mother threw him out.
Leck looks like Jean Acker.
For some reason my Aunt used to buy her gas from there 15 miles away, rather than getting it closer to home…
There was a Toppings Gas Station in Hyde located at what was called New Holland where I also photographed what was called the Outfall Canal and Maules Point, but is actually in France…
…there was something about the gas used for heating or something…
I have been seeing this person packing many times recently…
I think it is someone who was visiting Chapel Hill…could have been me leaving the many hotels I have been in since I got out of prison…
John Hadley Weston ~ John Kelly?
Wild visions this AM…interesting I like it I think…updated
I was a writer and I was in a room getting settled and HM and a bunch of women came busting in setting their things up all over the place. I got ticked off and packed all of my things and left. I had a stack of papers, some plastic cups, an unusual container which looked like it had liquid in it, and some other items. Then I saw HM and someone who looked like Cruise. HM was standing in the middle of the bed and the Cruise character was shouting comments to her. Words were passed and he walked to a window and opened it, sat inside it (Hours film) and proceeded to fall out of it catching himself before he fell some 15 stories or so. He and HM dragged him back into the room, Cruise falling on the floor. HM said, “you’d better stay down there and get some rest. I packed and left.
It is a camera lens – a damaged one (it had water in the front of the lens)…someone was taking pictures of someone from a window high above the street…”I can shoot you from 700 yards away” – that was really a crossbow and my brother-in-law going to kill a sick dog in the area.
Burr - Hamilton a battle between a man and a woman…updated 3
Burr ~ Burrus ~ Burrhus Skinner…
Hollowells ~ Holloway Prison ~ One side of Millbank Prison was located on Hallowell Street (Hollowell Prison) – HH Holmes castle ~ Hollowell or Millbank…
My grandfather had a drinking problem, two of my Uncles, my father, two of my cousins, me and many of the people I grew up with in Hyde County. My sister and brother have increasing problems.
My brother pouring concrete may be something related to the construction of Millbank. I got my history off with Isabeau. Some of these construction people were being paid off with alcohol.
There was a Toppings Gas Station in Hyde located at what was called New Holland where I also photographed what was called the Outfall Canal and Maules Point, but is actually in France…
Outfall ~ falling out…
I saw a man and a woman, while in prison, the man was forcing the woman to have sex. Then while in prison the first time I saw a guard taking a woman from her cell and leaving the building at like 2:00 or 3:00 AM. I thought the man raping the woman was Mr. Franklin, a psychologist, but now I think I am mixed up with this history.
This is what stopped me from trusting them.
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