On second viewing this is very familiar. I am almost certain this is it.
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Monday, August 13, 2012
Humphrey Bogart film, mentally ill captain…updated
…there is another film about a ships engineer and a woman who fall for each other because she has mechanical abilities and they use her bra to fix some part on the ship…
I have seen both of them.
Sunday, August 12, 2012
“That’ll learn ya” ~ Pirate Jenny – Nina Simone…
liked this compilation, should have been an opera as should have Mississippi God Damn…
I met Luciani and then started smoking marijuana in 1974…
Cannabis was used as a truth serum by the Office of Strategic Services (OSS), a US government intelligence agency formed during World War II. In the early 1940s, it was the most effective truth drug developed at the OSS labs at St. Elizabeths Hospital; it caused a subject "to be loquacious and free in his impartation of information."[126]
In May 1943, Major George Hunter White, head of OSS counter-intelligence operations in the US, arranged a meeting with Augusto Del Gracio, an enforcer for gangster Lucky Luciano. Del Gracio was given cigarettes spiked with THC concentrate from cannabis, and subsequently talked openly about Luciano's heroin operation. On a second occasion the dosage was increased such that Del Gracio passed out for two hours.[126]
Cannabis (drug) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…my cousin was arrested for growing marijuana…
The only other time I was able to have these two dimensional (abstract) experiences…updated
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Cannabis (drug) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…was when I had consumed 6 doxepin after getting out of prison while staying at the Econo Lodge…that’s when I drew the picture of Lee Grant while watching Defend Your Life.
My panic attack might have been Susan Dimmock drowning ~ Ally Sheedy film…
…but I was in a car. I did open the window to get some air…
Kay Hawtrey – Kay Gibbs hasn’t seen any of these films
…have seen Dr. Kildaire and Ben Casey…
Focus was on the front of one of the cars in NY…
My neighbor’s window is broken…
Up the Down Staircase (1967) - IMDb
Someone must have seen Bad Seed and like Heckhart and followed her films…I recognize quite a few of them…I did looks at some on the Alcoa Hour…
This looks like the bottom of a wooden ship, a clipper maybe…
…the ship which brought the Lost Colony here…eating soup and a sandwich on occasion…there must be a connection to Susan Dimmock.
My father mentioned several times about seeing the dead bodies of his comrads in the water alongside his LST…
What's In Kay's Mind 2: Diana camera – shot a bridge or steamship leaving the harbor ~ some movie…?
…I’m not even sure this came from the War now…
Susan Dimmock?
Diana camera – shot a bridge or steamship leaving the harbor ~ some movie…?
Diana camera - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…someone was hit in the head with it…?
Someone waving goodbye…the ships bolllard – Kay Ballard…
This is dangerous Michael…
Similar to Eastman Kodak's concept of the "Kodak moment", the philosophy behind Lomography is summarized in its motto, "Don’t Think, Just Shoot."[4] This motto
A repetition compulsion is going on…
…someone keeps swinging their right arm and screaming at me, “give me this novel”…
It has been going on for more than a month now and seems to be getting clearer.
What you hear is what is going on…
Love Street - Susan Perly - Google Books
…that’s why this novel is conscious raising, “streams of consciousness”. Correcting errors is not always the best thing to do unless you can tell for sure they are your own grammatical errors.
Lumograph ~ I had one of these pencils….my mother had a C-section…So Susan you can but your ass out of my things.
LSD vs Tropane alkaloids…updated
…definitely the tropane alkaloids are by far more powerful and permit clear perceptions of the content of the collective unconscious. As I see it, the LSD was basically neuroinhibitory, in a way so as to permit me to see what my mother’s brain had produced but was obscured by what my own brain had been producing. This was somewhat true with the PCP but muscular activity was inhibited.
Maybe the Donnatal/datura is what led me to Nostradamus and this is possibly what enabled him to see the future. If nothing else this does bring into consciousness, that which is in the unconscious mind.
Camera Obscura, thus brings me back to Nebuchadnezzar and the misinterpretation of his dream for the purposes of Daniel and his people. There is a Shadrach Gibbs listed in In Memory Of but it is hard to say whether Gibbs is possessed of the authentic re-incarnation.
Re: Tropane alkaloids…
…so this means when I took the Donnatal, I was likely acting out content form the unconscious mind and going places where my father had been after being enmeshed with people during the war. This stuff is what kept me alert and acting out at night, going to the bars, drinking and going from one place to another.
“I only want to be with you” was going on while we were all in the theater watching the Exorcist…
…my sister and her girlfriend had come to visit me at college.