…whose minds and thoughts we are constantly trying to control for the benefit of our novels, consciously or unconsciously, causing these victims to become depressed, careless, slovenly, robotic like and financially destitute because they cannot function according to their needs, but function only according to the whims and commands of the writer. This is all brought on by the poorest of thinking about other human lives and how we function socially and as individuals. Others are often viewed as nothing more than stories, movies and I quote, “see that blog, there’s a million of them out there like that”. Some think it’s all in the mind and thinking. It is actually because of what they sell and how they sell it, that causes a mind to deteriorate to such desperate conditions.
Sunday, October 7, 2012
Incoming…
“There is no LSD in that girl’s system”.
This is lame. I took LSD almost 40 years ago, it doesn’t linger like the stink of some things I could go into…
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Friday, October 5, 2012
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Incoming…
R: “We did set that up for Mrs. Becker with you. Smerski, Waller, Helen, they were all in on it. We thought you were a lesbian.”
Chemo – it’s starting to add up. That’s what they were giving the character in this film I was looking for, though they called it something else. It’s what killed Katherine Gibbs aka Kay Francis. They’ve known it all along.
They transferred all their guilt to the Romans who killed Jesus for them now they are trying to murder the Romans ~ Roman Catholics. Not getting way with that – you’ll die for us won’t you?
Attention everyone…
I want Kay Gibbs to be financially successful, so I will stop trying to get a novel from her. I am telling the truth and I affirm this truth now.
Pam Anderson: The Suicide Of A Targeted Individual - YouTube
This is what writers do. And their goal is to isolate you, in jail or prison or a mental institute, because they claim you are dangerous (gas-lighting and projecting) to them but they are the one’s who polluted your brain and mind. These experiments were in place in the 1950’s. They actually began earlier and in the late 30’s and 40’s they used hypnosis and subliminal messages via the television to manipulate viewers spending habits.
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Narcissists Tactics - Divide and Conquer.avi - YouTube
Narcissists Tactics - Divide and Conquer.avi – YouTube
Isolating is more like imprisonment to me, but this is being done to me especially with my sister.
This might be the woman on the cross drawing I did…
File:Esther Williams 2.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…she does look like it a bit…apparently someone was thinking this upon seeing one of her films…
Kafka…????
In September 1959, Cary Grant confessed to Look magazine that he had taken LSD under a doctor's supervision, and it had changed his life. Grant's therapist, Dr. Mortimer Hartman, described LSD as "a psychic energizer which empties the subconscious and intensifies emotion and memory a thousand times." Grant said that, with the help of LSD, he had "found that [he] had a tough inner core of strength", and that when he was young, he "was very dependent upon older men and women. Now, people [came] to [him] for help."
I personally think and feel wiki is making up half this stuff as they go along…
…and they are using some of the history which belonged to Esther Williams who certainly isn’t Jewish, which I acted out during my youth, taking swimming lessons at the YMCA. Esther was of course one of Hollywood’s most famed stars for her parts involving synchronized swimming.
Man cannot live without a permanent trust in something indestructible within himself, though both that indestructible something and his own trust in it may remain permanently concealed from him.[72]
This is faulty thinking…updated
Man cannot live without a permanent trust in something indestructible within himself, though both that indestructible something and his own trust in it may remain permanently concealed from him.[72]
Franz Kafka - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…man will not live with such ideas in his mind, and leads one to careless potentially destructive behavior. Accepting one’s physical nature and it’s imminent demise by, at the least, natural causes, directs man’s thinking toward a more sane life. How do I know this? I listened to Helen Reddy’s I Am Woman, “I am invincible”, and of course this supported the Superman series I viewed. These words played over and over in my brain until I believed them. I feel it totally destroyed my femininity. I in no way infer man should run and hide from his neighbor but nor should be assume his neighbor always has his best interests in mind.
This is how the asbestos got into it…
Franz Kafka - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Man cannot live without a permanent trust in something indestructible within himself, though both that indestructible something and his own trust in it may remain permanently concealed from him.[72]
Though Kafka never married, he held marriage and children in high esteem. He had several girlfriends,[73] but some academics have speculated over his sexuality; others have suggested he may have suffered from an eating disorder. In a 1988 paper published by the Psychiatric Clinic of the University of Munich presented "evidence for the hypothesis that the poet Franz Kafka had suffered from an atypical anorexia nervosa".[74] In his 1995 book Franz Kafka, the Jewish Patient, Sander Gilman investigated "why a Jew might have been considered 'hypochondriac' or 'homosexual' and how Kafka incorporates aspects of these ways of understanding the Jewish male into his own self-image and writing".[75] Kafka considered committing suicide at least once, in late 1912.[76]
…I thought I had been exposed to it several times, at the shelter where I was staying and when helping my landlord move a 1960’s refrigerator from my apartment.
Junior Ward was washing his hands in bleach…
…he was living with Elizabeth…
I think it was John Hall and Elizabeth Shakespeare…
Kay Gibbs is not giving away novels or films nor has she ever made any such agreements…
…those who have managed to get them have done so without my knowledge or consent or any agreement.
I sold pens for Office Supply on UNC Campus. They were not my pens nor my novels and I had no agreements to let anyone use my mind or brain to write anything. If you desire a novel go to Office Supply in Meadowmont I am sure he will be happy to oblige.
END OF YOUR NOVELS.
For six years I have put up with this crap from writers, historians and film makers…
I AM TIRED OF ALL OF YOU PEOPLE. I AM TIRED OF YOU USING MY BRAIN SYNAPSES.
I AM TIRED. LEAVE ME ALONE.
Kay F. Gibbs will state for the record she is in no way a Nazi sympathizer…
…I will state for the record that one Charlotte McGraw did tell me she was a Nazi sympathizer but never communicated to me why she was and threw me out of her apartment because she thought I was a Jew.
She also stated she had visited Mamie Eisenhauer in the White House, in fact she looked like her.
Now, want to talk about what the holocaust did to Jews. if it happened? I’m not sure it was some hoax to through their guilt off for what the Israelites did.
The arrest report, this happened during my leave from the Army…
I have never been out of America…I was kidnapped in 1975 by a salesman…
Kay's History II: I boarded up my bedroom window when I installed my AC…
This man may have died in Germany during WWI – Pimpkinson is likely the name of one during the Civil War…
…he may be the one who was hooked into Myrtle…
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Alexandra’s Project, film…
This was a Hulu online rental.
This is the filter inside my Maytag made in Germany AC unit in the window, it looks like the glass windows above the door.
I have already documented my kidnap and sexual assault in detail…
…I have no interest in going through it again and reject any threats to that affect. Chapel Hill Mental Health has been informed.
PTSD, already diagnosed. YOU ARE CAUSING A PROBLEM HERE BY FORCING ME TO CONTINUE INTO THAT.
I told you I began was writing in the winter of 1999-2000. I haven’t stopped. Someone trashed me somewhere around here.