Wednesday, April 10, 2013
These are on my PC and anywhere from 30 minutes to 3 hours audio files I have been talking out…updated
I have 15 other audio discs
Art and unconscious content…I have never read any Henry James at all nor Aristotle…
I know two Rosses, one I worked with at Nichols, and Cheryl who is an African and lived next to me when I lived at C-2, and is likely the ladie’s name at Nichol’s Department store.
Pages 121 and 122 are marked in H. James
“Damn his impudence”
“He doesn’t like me, he doesn’t like me at all”
“And he looked at his interlocutor”
“Morris Townsend character – I looked up Townsend Van Zandt…
Aspern Papers – James’ Notebooks…
The Pupil ~ German Philosopher character
Original writings about samovar and other things…
In 1989, I drew a sketch of a samovar, only I didn't know it was a samovar, I had never seen a samovar. After seeing the sketch Susan Becker asked me if I knew what it was, I said no I didn't. She knew immediately what it was and so told me it was a samovar. She had been thinking about a samovar. This was a period of time after I had left the Psychiatric hospital after three months. I was severly depressed at this point but was beginning to feel somewhat better. This proves that transferences are real or that I am psychic, which do you believe?
Sunday May 16, 2004 10:21PM
I just remembered that during my psychiatric hospitalization I was also treated by a Psychiatrist who was Eastern Indian I believe, Dr. Satthapan. Dr. Satthapan treated me over the majority of the three months I was hospitalized. I was also treated on two occasions by Dr. Kolappa, who is also an Eastern Indian I believe. She treated me once in 1988 and once in 1998. I believe Eastern Indians use Samovars. Susan was also involved in a worship group called Self Realization Fellowship, which is based on Hinduism and it's practices. I attended a meeting with her in January of 1989. I am also aware of the fact that some of my father's familial relations are Russian (the Halls) and samovars are also used by them as well.
This can definitely confirm the fact that transferences are real. I don't think this means that I am psychic, I think this simply means that I am more receptive to transferences from others outside the nuclear family than most people because of the fact that I was not breast fed as a child and have not gone through the developmental stages most people go through, which means I could become a prisoner to anyone's psychic baggage. People like me should never be put in prison, unless we have this knowledge before hand.
Samovar
On another occasion Susan and I went to a park in Wilson, NC for a picnic. I'm not sure why she chose Wilson Park but it didn't matter to me. We passed through several thick patches of clover, before deciding on a place to sit down. While walking around, she suddenly asked me if I could find her a four leaf clover, and as soon as she asked the question, I reached down and plucked a four leaf clover out of the huge patch and handed it to her.
Now my question is, did she actually see the clover herself, and in asking the question, transfer a picture of the four leaf clover she had seen in the patch from her mind to mine, at which time I reached down and plucked it out, or, did I have some mystical spiritual sixth sense working in my favor, that enabled me to find a four leaf clover so quickly? Of course I was totally freaked out about it! I was still rather depressed at this time but nothing like I had been prior to moving in with Susan.
See also
The Letter Rent Receipts Becker charge
Affidavit Continuance
The continuance indicates that they attempted to notify me but I never received any notification written or verbal and was my reason for asking for a new trial date for the charges against Mrs. Becker.
And, in another experience, I had visited a website and had responded to a post made by someone calling themselves ladybug. The next day as I was leaving Davis Library on the UNC campus, a rather dreary, cool day and just beginning to sprinkle rain, much the way I was feeling myself, a ladybug landed on my jacket and I scooped her up into the palm of my hand and then suddenly she flew away. I know this sounds almost like the scene Carl G. Jung describes in one of his books, regarding synchronicity, but I promise it is what happened. There were several students who had passed by me going in the opposite direction when I rather loudly went, ooooo, ladybug. I was rather astonished because having read Jung's description of the events, I wasn't exactly convinced and it is one thing to read about something like this and quite another to have it actually happen to you.
This also confirms my suspicions that Andrea Yates may have been the victim of her Psychaitrist.
Kay F Gibbs
Sunday May 16, 2004 9:08pm
Back several years ago, when I first started posting on the EmmyLou Harris website, I had made what I thought was a rather astute observation about Harris's song Boulder to Birmingham, which was something other than the notion that the song was born out of the death of her mentor and friend Graham Parsons, which most of her fans wanted to believe, in addition to some unspoken fantasy that there may have been some romantic interest there as well. You know, it's that unrequited love thing, that people seem to be hung up on, hhhmmm I wonder why? My thoughts were profusely poopooed by a plethora of pugnacious repartee by several pugilistic posters so that I dared not attempt such remarks there ever again.
I knew of Jung's theory of synchronicity then, but I had never experienced it, or rather let me say that I had never connected it to anything going on with me personally. I was attracted to this song the first time I heard it. I bought the album, Pieces of the Sky shortly after it came out and played that song frequently. It still remains my favorite song on that album. My thoughts on that song at the time I posted it were related to the idea that it may have had some biblical significance, which no one wanted to hear. Graham died in the desert near a placed called Joshua Tree from a drug overdose. Why was he at Joshua Tree? If Jung's theory of synchronicity holds true then it could have been a manifestation of Graham's psyche, his collective unconscious. It could have been a manifestation of Harris's psyche. The History channel has just confirmed this notion as well, in their Documentary on the City of Troy. They stated that Homer was not the first to pen the Illiad, that in fact it was written before his time by many and passed down to Homer who wrote it in great detail. This is proof that the collective unconscious exists and that anyone of us could possess pieces of the past.
This is the part of the song that really struck me the most as not making sense for someone who had just lost a close friend. You know she must have possessed pictures of Graham which she could look at anytime she wanted. Now I know for the sake of making the song sound right lyrically she may have picked these words but I don't think so. I think there was more going on there than maybe she or Graham were not aware of. And this song surely ties in with her song, Western Wall, and it could certainly explain the sketch I drew in 1994, which I believe is a depiction of Joshua, because the song Boulder to Birmingham, along with the perfume name Sun, Moon and Stars triggered something in my own psyche.
I would rock my soul in the bosom of Abraham
F7 Bb
I would hold my life in his saving grace.
Eb Bb
I would walk all the way from Boulder to Birmingham
F7 Bb
If I thought I could see, I could see your face.
These verses to me sound like someone who is desperate to see the face of God, or someone they lost and didn't have a picture to remember them by. I chose to think of it as God.
I can picture Joshua out in the desert doing battle, fatigued and maybe disillusioned by his divine appointment to continue Moses's quest to save his people and lay claim to land bequeathed the Israelites by God, someone whose face he has not and cannot see, who commands him to do the things he is doing, that maybe he is beginning to question are the right thing to do.
Frankly I really don't care if no one believes me or if people think me crazy. I think that I may be onto something and it all seems to fit some things that have been going on with me and my family anyway.
But let me blow your mind some more. If, as I believe, Jesus was the incarnation of Moses and a member of the tribe Gibbar and had a brother named James, it is entirely possible that James Joshua White's collective unconscious contained pieces of the history of Joshua and the Israelites, and that I, as a descendant could also possess this information and that the time of my birth might have some significance as well, if and only if Jung's theory is valid.
I also made some connections to Harris's song Jerusalem Tomorrow, which I must confess I had never heard before making the comment, so I'm am not dismayed that I was poopooed on this one. I laid claim that this song was a response to Blake's Jerusalem, which of course makes no sense.
And worth mentioning is the fact that, in 1988 I had written a page full of comments in a notebook, which I later had no recollection of doing and did not recognize what was written. It seemed far more advanced than anything I would have penned at the time. After my incarceration in 1990, I was questioned about several things and the Doctor asked me if I had ever done any automatic writing. I had never heard of this term before, but then surmised that what I had written in the notebook was just that and I answered her in the affirmative. Unfortunately I no longer possess the notebook, but recall looking at the page that was written and still did not recognize it. Also during this time I was obsessed by a mandala, yin-yang type drawing I had created from two halves of a daffodil, both pointed in the same instead of opposite directions, done in pointilism. It was only in the last 10 years that I discovered Blake, who I had no idea that I might even be remotely related to (my grandmother was a Blake), used pointilism in his work. I still have this drawing in storage. I also have reason to think that Blake was the incarnation of one of the Sibyls depicted by Michaelangelo, the Erythraean Sibyl.
Other of Harris's songs that stimulated my mind were:
Two More Bottles of Wine - I had gotten intoxicated one night after buying two bottles of wine and passing out on the edge of the lake.
Sisters of Mercy - This reminds me of the nuns who ran the hospital where I was born, The Daughters of Wisdom at Maryview Hospital, in Virginia. During a period of homelessness, I late one evening found myself sleeping in an alcove of the Our lady of Lourdes Catholic Church in Raleigh, NC. I was baptized in the Methodist church and my father was an Episcopalian and my mother a member of the First Christian Church, so it seems rather strange to me now that I would find myself there instead of on the doorsteps of a Methodist church.
Raise the Dead - my Aunt Wanda Marie Weston Gibbs Jennette was 5 years old when her father John Hadley Weston died in 1949.
I also have an attachment to the song Michaelangelo. While incarcerated in 1997, to pass the time, I would read the Encyclopedia, something I had done as a child many times. This began after my father had punished me severely. I recall reading about Michaelangelo and how when he painted the Sistine Chapel, that he would go to bed at night with his shoes on. This is something I saw my father do many times.
Another song that had significance in my past was a song by Carol King, Jazz Man and Been to Canaan. I first disovered King while I was in the Army in 1975. I was severly depressed at this time and I desperately wanted out of the Army. When I heard Been to Canaan, I felt like I knew the song and the place and had been there. I didn't realize it at the time, but there had been an incident in my late adolescence that maybe the reason for my attraction to this song. Jazz Man just seemed to be an answer to my depression. Interestingly enough I now listen to Jazz.
More confirmation; in 1984, I met a man Denver H., who became my AA sponsor. I was depressed (a state I had grown to accept as normal) and to help me get out of my depressed thinking Denver got me to start saying things like, I am a beautiful, powerful, successful woman, which of course I did not believe, and was unable to understand the possibility of an entirely different meaning by the words, as in being beautiful on the inside instead of physical beauty, and of course this beautiful on the inside thing turns out to be some masochistic role thing you know. I did not know much about symbolic thinking at that time. He gave me other affirmations to repeat as well. In 1998 I resided with an acquaitance who had a habit of getting up at 3:00AM and writing in a notebook. He did this with regularity. I was growing curious about what he was writing but managed to respect his privacy until one day I just gave in and took a peek. He had left the notebook on the table almost as if to invite me to read it, as opposed to stashing it away as he normally did. On one of the pages I found the following:
"you are beautiful, powerful and successful" and some other remarks. This confirmed what I had suspected about my dissociation and writers breaking into your head. I had also been taking several different types of anti-cholinergic meds at this time, not all at once of course. I was extremely distressed by this discovery.
It is obvious that I had succomb to numerous transferences from Ms. Harris who had positioned herself between myself and my mother, which is the reason I was stuck in my child state. And I mentioned I was assualted while I was in jail in Wake County in 1993, by Laurie Dunston. The incident was instigated by Charlotte Harris Schmetzla, at which time I made no connection to EmmyLou Harris. I had seen Ms. Schmetzla talking to Ms. Dunston the day before the incident. I had no idea what their conversation was about and didn't want to know. The next day Ms. Schmetzla began talking to me and confessed that she had written over $2000.00 worth of bad checks all over the Raleigh/Durham area, because she wanted her children to have something for Christmas. Later that day she came to me and told me that Dunston wanted to kill me. I was shaken by the comments because I had not met nor said anything to Dunston, who appeared to be quite agitated after she arrived in the red pod.
The definition of the legal term Last Clear Chance :
The doctrine in some jusrisdictions that a defendant may be liable for the injuries he caused, even thought the plaintiff was guilty of contributory negligence, if the defendant could have avoided injury to the plaintiff by exercising ordinary care.
Conspiracy: A conspiracy to injure another is an actionable tort.
Corsey v. State Dept. of Corrections
375 So.2d. 1319, 1323 La. 1979
...the defendants own tort has produced the plaintiff's mental and physical inability to file suit during the period of tort caused incompetency.
Mental Incompetency recognized an exception when incompetency results from the defendants' negligence. Mental Incompetency that serves to toll the running of the Statute of limitations must exist at the time that the cause of action accrues, unless it results directly from the injury that constitutes the basis of the action.
Contra-non valentem agere nulla currit praescriptio:
No prescription runs against a person unable to bring an action.
In 1991, after my release from NCCIW, I bought a car from Washington Toyota in Washington, NC. After having driven the car only 50 miles outside Asheville, I realize the brakes are bad. The Dealer told me they were just dusty, after I questioned him about the squeaking noise they were making. I returned the car to them for repair, after much argument over the matter. I drove the car back to Goldsboro where I was living and when I hit the brakes, there were none. Luckily I was close to a station and pulled in. The mechanic said the brake line had been left loose. I decided this was an issue for the courts. After much research I discovered the car belonged to Rebecca Lou Harris. I also disovered the odometer had been tampered with on the vehicle.
Kay F Gibbs
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And to corroborate my state of mind, in 1993, I was diagnosed with psychogenic hives. I was having my first emotional response to having been beaten by my father in 1964. The rash was on my legs above the ankle and back. This is called a somatoform disorder. This was the result of being unable to continue my mental health treatment. I was stuck in an infantile state of mind, unable to move forward due to the numerous traumas I kept incurring over the course of many years, until the present and what I believe to be a dissociative disorder. In 1984 I had begun seeking treatment with a PHD in Psychology. At this time I began discussing the sexual molestations that occurred in my childhood, among other things. During that time I suffered panic attacks and acute agoraphobia. I believe this all stems from the fact that I was not breast fed and the psychogenic hives are just a symptom of the awakening ego and its emotional response to the traumatic events.
This was not my first episode of psychogenic hives. I had a much worse episode in 1989 at which time I broke out over my entire body and was treated with Atarax, while at a psychiatric hospital.
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These are the xrays taken of my head after I was assaulted in the Wake County Jail in 1993.
Skull Skull2
The second image on the skull2 link has a square over the right side of my head. this is to indicate the area where my head injury was in 1968. There is a small dark area inside the square that looks like a depression on the skull.
I'm not sure why they took xrays of the left side of my head as it was the right side of my head that hit the cement floor.
Kay F Gibbs
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You know, it's one thing when a man has to fight a foreign enemy to save the freedom of his fellow countrymen and quite another when that man's children have to engage in that same fight in the country their father fought to keep free.
I don't have a problem with authority, I have a problem with the misuse of it.©
Kay F Gibbs
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Look what they did to my grandmother. Her skeletal structure was not disfigure like this most of her life.
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What’s happening now…updated
Albrecht Durer plate# 57 – portrait of a gentleman – Madrid, Prado…
This would be related to the Durer Pond and Lyell Fork by Ansel Adams…
I can definitely tell this is going on, something about the nose, it was getting wider, this has been going on for awhile, he also painted Maximilian who has a very wide nose near the bridge of the nose…
Fatima, Gaudalupe was in The Sense of the Sixties Book, page 151
…page 164-65 would be correct. I did buy Linda Ronstadt album with High Sierra on it I like very much.
Page 55, 1st paragraph is marked; “being a radical…”, pg 90-91, 94-103, 151-160, 243, 265, 270,
Kay marked pages 265, 159 (brainwashing), 151, 153, 154-55, 95-96, 99, 103…I haven’t read the entire book yet…
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September 18, 2011…
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It came from Chesapeake, made in Brazil…my Aunt and Uncle went to South America in the 70’s.
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House of Este (Italian family) -- Britannica Online Encyclopedia
House of Este (Italian family) -- Britannica Online Encyclopedia
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Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz (German philosopher and mathematician) ????????
Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz (German philosopher and mathematician) -- Britannica Online Encyclopedia
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The French teacher wore a coat like the one in the Death of a Cyclist film…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Could have been some man on his horse who got startled by a racing carriage…
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Could have been some man on his horse who got startled by a racing carriage…
…having an affair?????
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Brook Taylor (British mathematician) -- Britannica Online Encyclopedia
Brook Taylor (British mathematician) -- Britannica Online Encyclopedia
Vanishing point…
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This proves one thing to me, my Uncle and Grandfather were mixed up in something…
What's In Kay's Mind?: I never would have told this but it has become necessary…updated
…because I recollect a vision of him on a bicycle smoking a cigarette. It was years after the vision that I was told he rode a bicycle and was killed while riding it.
Kay’s Bike, 1974…
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I never would have told this but it has become necessary…updated
…I have eaten raw beef myself as a teenager, not because I liked it but because I was craving it. I used to think there was something wrong with me, now I see it was probably some starved soul. I think there were unconscious processes going on that caused me to be distanced from my family, ending up homeless.
I was never fed raw foods of any kind as a child, all of our foods were well cooked, probably over cooked.
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Probably why the Native Americans were eating raw Buffalo meat…
…there were Europeans here before Columbus.
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War of 1812 ~ Mexican American War ~ US Civil War ~ Ripper ~ WWI ~ Bolshevik Revolution
What's In Kay's Mind?: Someone ran down a Reed person years later ~ Death of a cyclist…
People re-enacting events unknown to them consciously…eaten kidney probably originated with the little Ice Age and the Donner Party never had a clue about what was happening to them.
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Someone ran down a Reed person years later ~ Death of a cyclist…
What's In Kay's Mind?: I hit a deer ~ Reed was knocked out possibly or knocked someone out…
…which my Uncle got mixed up in because of my grandfather’s death…
Duh, because they thought he was a cannibal.
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I hit a deer ~ Reed was knocked out possibly or knocked someone out…
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I think R.L. Jr. got this one…
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…trying to make up now for your negligence????
I’ve got enough documentation for 10 books.
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My cousin’s wife was mixed up with this one…
In fact, John Stride died of tuberculosis in Poplar and Stepney Sick Asylum on 24 October 1884, more than five years after the Princess Alice disaster, and they had no children.[7]
Elizabeth Stride - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
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Saturday, September 17, 2011
Death of a Cyclist (1955) – IMDb – Corrections…
Death of a Cyclist (1955) – IMDb
You can see this on Hulu Plus.
The main female character in this film looks like Portman…this film seems so similar to my Uncle’s death on his bike at age 16. My mother was born in 1936, he was older.
He was killed in 1950. My grandfather was in WWI must have come from Germany or France, he died in 1949.
Lucia Bose’, Italian actress.
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Russian Paintings Gallery - Grechanik Alexander - 'Speaking with Wind'
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Death of a Cyclist (1955) – my uncle was killed on his bike in 1951…
Death of a Cyclist (1955) - IMDb
Slander was made in 1957 which really simply re-creates a problem particular at the end with Johnson’s dialogue. These accidents were likely generated in New York when the car first sold to the public.
Jason Evers – The Brain That Wouldn’t Die…1985 at Leslie’s apartment for Christmas, they gave me a tie…
…the shoes I am wearing in the photo are Aigner’s, this photo is how I determined what it was I was given in 1975…
Woman in the Dunes…
Kay's History II: This is what was happening when I was working at Hilker’s Cleaners (clothes)…
Gremlins and Gremlins 2
Smelling ammonia to get rid of foul odor. I was driving all night when I did that…
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Harry Potters…
These are the books I know to be related to my life experiences:
Philosopher’s Stone – Apartment for Peggy – one of my friends from high school was Peggy Carawan. Bewitched series.
Prisoner of Azkaban – I had been in prison or jail three times and had solicited help in writing a book about it, I was not interested in having them do it for me. Flying to Alabama.
Chamber of Secrets – Courtroom drama
Goblet of Fire – Russian Wadka
Monday, April 8, 2013
I used to wear a navy blue sweat shirt and a white polo just like this in the 80’s…
…I was living with Jean B. Now I know JO’B knew what he was doing when he came here and then sent me these pics. Thanks.
Kay's Commentary: I was asked if I thought Gloria Steinem was subversive…
If you are a CIA officer who was working in Langley on 25 January 1993, then chances are that you cannot make the left turn into the compound from Dolley Madison Boulevard without thinking of Aimal Kasi, the Pakistani who killed two CIA officers and wounded three others at that intersection that day.
Intelligence in Public Literature; Thinking, Fast and Slow.
After I re-established a residence I began to write. I eventually discovered many of my problems were due to entanglements or enmeshments with other people. I traveled within the US after my first year of college, up the east coast and was in Alabama and Georgia during my military enlistment. I was quite ignorant of what I was doing to myself and as I stated I started uncovering history, novels and films at the root of much of my behavior. I wondered why no one informed me this was part of my problem or even a potential problem? I recently discovered I had acted out a short paragraph in the book, The Sense of the Sixties.
“This young woman-though she is no doubt totally ignorant of the fact-symbolizes something beyond herself. She symbolizes The Girl, the primal image, the One behind the many. Just as the virgin appears in many guises-as Our Lady of Lourdes or of Fatima or of Guadalupe-but is always recognizably the virgin, so with the girl. The girl is also the omnipresent icon of consumer society.”
This all sounds rather self serving to me but this isn’t the point of my writing here. I purchased the book at a recent library book sale. It also contains short chapters by authors such as Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan Sontag, and Sargeant Shriver. Apparently the reader is a Steinem follower and 60’s enthusiast trying to understand what the 60’s were about. A chapter by Cox on Sex and Secularization revealed the origins of some of my problems. In 1993, someone must have been recollecting what they had read in the chapter on Sex and Secularization in this book while in a dream state. In the early hours of the morning, in the middle of winter, after wondering around for hours, I decided to walk to the Our Lady of Lourdes church in Raleigh, North Carolina on Overlook Drive, where I crashed for the night. It just so happens that this church is just several blocks away from the community in which I lived in 1981 and where I worked as a landscaper one summer in 1984. I had never heard of the book so never read it. Was I connected to someone in that community who did read this book? I had been sexually assaulted just before this happened.
I was completely unaware of any psychic connections to anyone anywhere during this time, not even my own family. My sudden awareness was profound that it was a psychic event. I thought I was acting of my own accord. Did they know about psychic entanglements or that I even existed? I can’t help but think of Shirley McClain and her work as well. I read her book Out on a Limb in 1986. It is possible this person was located in New York I visited once in 1974 for a David Bowie concert, and was traumatized by the 1993 bombing of the World Trade Center that occurred around the same time, why he or she dissociated this content I then acted out in the early hours of the night. Could this person be connected to my deceased father who was stationed in New York on Long Island in 1939 (1993) during World War II? I did have a dream I recorded, in which I was an artist, got into an elevator and went to the 65th floor. The only buildings I know that are that tall are in New York and Chicago. It is possible this person also attended St. Bernadette’s Church on 13th Avenue.
The Sidran Press provides sound knowledge on traumatic re-enactments in their book, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, a Clinical Review. This in no way means the book was traumatic but that events surrounding the time in which the book must have been read, anchored memories of what they read. I also found in The Sense of the Sixties, a chapter titled, In Defense of Thinking, by Herman Kahn. I wrote numerous letters and pieces of information before I lost my license in 1996. I wrote nearly 250 pages of argument regarding my court case and the loss of my license, and previous circumstances which I submitted to the Beaufort County District Attorney Mitchell Norton in Beaufort County, NC. I was evicted from my apartment February 1997, was it really 1993? I went to prison in September 1997. I crapped my head up before going to prison with TV and music but I didn’t know why I was doing it. After being in a psychiatric hospital for roughly a month I started writing again and realized the advantages to doing it. When I got out of prison I purchased a computer, taught myself PC and continued to write. I had all of it copyrighted. The collection included poetry I wrote while in prison.
Kay's Commentary: I was asked if I thought Gloria Steinem was subversive…
Incoming…
Ms. Gibbs, “who’s sieg heiling you?”
It’s the Ku Klux Klan.
That voice is familiar.
STUPID NOVEL.
You think these things I’ve been talking about are hokey?
Dubin, William. "Compulsive Gaming" (2006) (http:/ / www. psycharts. com/ gaming. htm). Psycharts.com. Retrieved on 2011-10-01.
Why are your children stuck in front of the PC playing games all the time?
It’s hokey?
It doesn’t matter. All that information put into the brain and mind creates a lot of problems, distress, paranoia and distrust. So you can call it hokey all day long it’s already done it’s damage.
Now, with that proof in mind, who’s going to believe it’s hokey?
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