Tuesday, November 5, 2013

I have another similar piece of art I gave to my sister which is stippled, a road between two mountains…updated

…verbal behavior, Skinner. 

Update:  The cactus is Yossarian…

“How easily we charlatans take advantage.  Its wonderful, the attraction, on the feeble minded of course, the continuous motion, if they just let themselves follow it.  Of course you could stare at it till doomsday Doctor Watson and not be affected, still it might make you a little drowsy, like the white ribbon of of the road at night when you are driving.  The ribbon is smooth and unbroken and the road goes on and on, round and round, with the same winding and winding and you’re tired and drowsy.  Let the road come into you as it were, the long road, the smooth road, the road to sleep, sleep…”

…The Woman in Green – “now and then there’s a fool such as I”…

Songwriters: LENNON, JOHN WINSTON / MCCARTNEY, PAUL JAMES

(Lennon/McCartney)
The long and winding road that leads to your door
Will never disappear
I've seen that road before it always leads me here
Leads me to your door
The wild and windy night that the rain washed away
Has left a pool of tears crying for the day
Why leave me standing here, let me know the way
Many times I've been alone and many times I've cried
Anyway you'll never know the many ways I've tried
And still they lead me back to the long and winding road
You left me standing here a long, long time ago
Don't leave me waiting here, lead me to you door
But still they lead me back to the long and winding road
You left me standing here a long, long time ago
Don't keep me waiting here (Don't keep me wait), lead me to you door
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

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Joan Obrien 1973Lynn Williams kay fall 1974

Someone has this book…

Behavior Modification : Principles and Procedures 4th edition, Raymond G. Miltenberger (9780495091530) - Textbooks.com

Dorsett Street and what I saw during my LSD experience…

…I photographed these images below Dorsett Street before finding it…

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This image led me to Schenectady, then Shepperton Studios…

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Then I found the Adirondack Library, St. David’s Lane, NYC, NY on the map by accident and just recently discovered David Lean Drive in the UK.

Adirondack Library Schenectady, NY

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These were photographed in 1976 at Pitt Community College Campus while I was taking Commercial Art Classes…I was unaware of Serpentine Road at the time but found these images connected to what I was in my mind but I was unaware they were in my mind at the time or even connected to my accident in 1974.

 

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I found this Serpentine Lake image on the map several years ago…

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Recognize this?

…Someone must have thought John Henry Gibbs was from Utah…

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Kay turned Durer into a photographer…

Pellerin, painter with more theories than talent; becomes a photographer.

Sentimental Education - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…I found and read Sentimental Education in the mid-eighties, at least 6 years after having attended college but was still into photography.  I’m not sure what films might be associated with this book during that time.

Sunday, November 3, 2013

This is what we called Patrick’s curve…

…the Marhalls, Spencers, Neals, and Gibbses lived around this area.  There was a school nearby and a store on the corner I have been to frequently…

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I went to Green Mountain and crossed Black Mountain in 1977 with Terri Boyd in her Toyota Corolla…updated

…I was also in Asheville in 1972 with the National Beta Convention…

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Father Flanagan??????????

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Red dot is where I took the LSD but we were near the bank drive through and the fence was to the right…

…which would be the parking deck railing…

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…this is where Jean Baird pulled off the road and stopped me while I was walking down Whitaker Mill Road.  It was not paved then and the Drug Store Was much smaller.

 

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C. E. Ruthenberg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

C. E. Ruthenberg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Helen Lavender

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The Wonder Woman…

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Site of Kay F. Gibbs’ 1974 accident…

I recall being terrified of driving down this straight stretch of road here but I couldn’t tell you why.  Now I realize someone had had an accident and had blocked it out of their consciousness and I acted it out in 1974 when I crashed into a big green Oldsmobile with a black top.   Apparently someone had crashed into the Serpentine Lake in London.  It was after the accident that I took the LSD and in the past ten years discovered I was connected to someone hanging out in the parking deck on Dorsett Street.  I didn’t quite believe it was Dorsett Street until now but I know I was seeing that curved part of the parking deck, I once thought was a waving flag.  Also in 1974 while drinking on the lake with some friends I ended up face down in the water after having consumed a bottle of Boones Farm Wine.  I connected that incident to another incident in the UK but I am unsure of it.  It had to do with the tide going out and someone walking across the lake or river bottom, trying to make it across before the tide came in, like a sort of game, man against nature.  I thought the man never made it.  Maybe it was to throw off the real culprits I cannot say for sure. 

What I am happy to know is that the LSD was doing exactly what I thought it was doing and that it enabled me to see what was in the mind.  I now wish I had continued its use for a short time. It would have saved me a lot of trouble.  Now I have discovered melatonin acts in a similar manner if you can stay awake.  Last night I was able to connect with several films related to our history after taking a 2.5 mg tab and sleeping for an hour.  It was so interesting I woke up at exactly the time the film ended, this told me it was alive in my mind and why I got up and turned the television off.

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In the second image it is not the Pamlico Sound Bridge, it is the Pamlico Sound to the East or right in the image.  Those are creeks that run off from Mattamuskeet Lake into the sound.

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Mrs. Ursel was related to my aunt and kept her company on occasion…

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Tanner connection

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Obsession film and Arsenic and Old Lace ~ Dahmer…

In his role as a mortuary attendant, Gacy slept in a cot behind the embalming room.[18] In this role, he observed morticians embalming dead bodies and later confessed to the fact that on one evening while alone, he had clambered into the coffin of a deceased teenage male,[19] embracing and caressing the body before experiencing a sense of shock.

John Wayne Gacy - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Lee Harvey Oswald connection…

At the age of nine, Gacy was molested by a family friend,[6] a contractor who would take Gacy for rides in his truck, then fondle him.

John Wayne Gacy - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

My sleep paralysis, “don’t move a muscle or I’ll shoot”…

Skinner’s Verbal Behavior Theory????????

Is this cute or what????

If Fonts Were Cats – Enpundit

This is what someone had stolen, I took a cosmetic case…updated

I like this one for some reason.

The pekingese

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Kept Husbands (1931) - Full Official Movie - Great Quality Film :) - YouTube

…I picked this vase out several times at A Southern Season…

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Molestation clear case of misinterpretation…update 3

In mentalistic formulations the physical environment is moved into the mind and becomes experience. Behavior is moved into the mind as purpose, intention, ideas, and acts of will.

Skinner, B. F. (2011-08-24). About Behaviorism (Vintage) (p. 113). Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.

There are many behavioral processes generating “mutations,” which are then subject to the selective action of contingencies of reinforcement. We all produce novel forms— for example, in neologisms, blends, portmanteau words, witty remarks involving distortion, and the mistakes of hasty speech.

Skinner, B. F. (2011-08-24). About Behaviorism (Vintage) (p. 112). Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.

Mother was sewing a button onto kid’s pants when he was a tot on his way to school.  I’ve had buttons pop off my pants and shorts numerous times, short pants or knickers.  The pants were brown.  Her mother was flicking a baby bottle nipple to get it unclogged from dried milk but it was really a doctor tapping a glass syringe.  Circumcision operation going on also.  Mother bit the thread in two rather than using scissors.

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▶ Trapped By Television (1936 full length suspense/ mystery movie) – YouTube

“Please let me out of it”…

I have been seeing this machine for several years now…