Kay's History Personality: I think this is the place…updated
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
Catch-22 - Wikiquote
It's for my friend Yossarian. He's sure he's going to be killed."
"Yossarian? Who the hell is Yossarian? What the hell kind of a name is Yossarian, anyway? Isn't he the one who got drunk and started that fight with Colonel Korn at the officer's club the other night?"
Catch-22…
"That's not what justice is," the colonel jeered, and began pounding the table again with his big fat hand. "That's what Karl Marx is. I'll tell you what justice is. Justice is a knee in the gut from the floor on the chin at night sneaky with a knife brought up down on the magazine of a battleship sandbagged underhanded in the dark without a word of warning."
This could be the lifting going on…
55 is lifting 57…
I started blocking the windows in my apartment and this place has no windows on this side, someone passes by these places frequently.
I think this is the place…updated
the number 27 or more likely 9 throughout my blog posts are related to this address…
These are images I have drawn or collect from online in working through my entanglements…
Re: Asylum and Kay’s accident…
This guy is wearing a uniform like the Green Bay Packers. Starr played with the Packers ~ Packard…must have been on this street somewhere…
Notice the spiral trees in the yard ~ Pinewood Studios…
I used to listen to this song on the Carol King Fantasy album and felt drawn to it…
Heywood Street, Hyde England…
Haywood, where have you been, tell me now? Haywood, you've been on the street again, I know, I know Haywood, that man's not your friend, haven't you had enough of the stuff Oh, you know it's got to do you in
Remember John, John, how mama stayed awake all night All night, the night they brought him in She cried and said she always knew that he was up to no good It broke her heart the night he died
And she made me promise I'd stand by your side And try to protect you from the Evil in the neighborhood
Haywood, where have you been, tell me now? Haywood, you've been on the street again, I know, I know Haywood, hangin' out with your so-called friends [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/haywood-lyrics-carole-king.html ] What makes you think that you'll be the one to put it down
Use your ears, use your eyes Just look around Everyone's dying Everyone's going down
Just think of Vallorie, she's always been So good to you and you, you, you've never let her down What about the life you planned Well it can still come true, it's all up to you
I know it's hard to shake it But you gotta be a man and take it I know that this is no way to make it It's not too late, it's not too late for you, listen to me, Haywood
Read more: CAROLE KING - HAYWOOD LYRICS
I blogged this before also, it has 6 parts, I have seen snippets of it and most of Rampling’s part…updated
…I think this may be connected to my wrecking the MGB-GT in 1974 and also my connection to Britain and the LSD episode. Some British actor or writer may have discovered a connection to the Ripper and went to Dorsett Street…this alludes to a butcher as a possible killer or the killer himself thinking the body ought to be hacked up and then done away with…I am convinced it wasn’t the butcher doing the killing.
Edwina Mountbatten was the connection to Katherine Gibbs aka Kay Francis I believe…could be wrong about it.
Dr. B. Starr might have been received as Bart Starr to me or my father or others around us as I did watch him on television. He is a football player. Starr could have also been received as Kay Starr who was a singer. In the second image you see the car making a right turn. I was attempting to go straight ahead until the other car blocked the road and I had to turn left. Blocking is an execution in football. I apparently received the information as left turn rather than a right turn because the person viewing the film was drinking beer, I was also drinking while driving the vehicle. As I stated previously I also visited Dowdy Lanes at the beach and rode the bumper cars which should have cleared up a good bit of the football as well as accidents. I think the driver of the other car did play football. The person may have been in a bar during this film and was engaged in conversation, causing me to jump from one part to the other. But the viewer did see the beginning. This would also tie in with my behavior as I had been at the Village Pub earlier in the evening. Or the person at the pub was drinking while his wife was viewing the movie at home and his drinking inhibited the transmission in his own brain and I still received the information as being a left turn rather than a right turn. The man at the pub may have also had an accident. The communication of the accident to law enforcement may too have caused the transmission as I do think there was a connection to Bond who investigated the Ripper killings.
I am more certain now that I did see the parking deck on Dorsett Street. Maybe a bobbie saw this person in the parking deck.
Dream Telepathy, by Ullman, Krippner and Vaughn, had already been written and similar findings had gone on in Chapel Hill, NC in 1967, where I had visited the UNC Campus in 1972, creating a connection there as well.
This is a pub or small restaurant in Chapel Hill, a 2012 image. It is very similar to the Village Pub in Hyde County. There was no arched entrance or deck but it does resemble one going to a house or apartment. I sketched out a deck similar to this one for the back of a home in Raleigh in 1998.
This is the film about the burning hands, I blogged it after I viewed it…
…I kept scalding my hands and body with hot water and couldn’t figure out why I was doing it, found this film…
I think sex has been misused to quell aggression…
…it is more important to learn how to manage anger and aggression than by using sex and drugs. Using sex to manage aggression is only creating an addiction, however it sells in films.
We are angry for a reason and we need to confront and deal with this if we are to evolve and become more civilized. We have to unlearn the unhealthy ways we have been taught in coping with aggression, such as wars and killing and numerous other means of emotional acting out behavior (not to be confused with the acting out, sometimes called re-enactments, I refer to when one is in the grips of a film one has viewed on TV) we use to cope. Addictions to negative emotions or chronic anger can be managed without drugs and sex. Negative emotions have a pay-off but they usually result in one landing in jail or prison, maybe for life. I know, I’ve been there, it’s no picnic and the three hots and a cot are hardly worth it.
Tuesday, July 30, 2013
Monday, July 29, 2013
May have had something to do with my assault in the military…
…I wore black leather gloves as part of my uniform in the military, I was assaulted on two occasions.
Re: Lost Weekend film…
Kay's History Personality: I have seen this film…
…I related the bat in the hallucinations scenes to the clouds in the cover of The Tinkling Symbol.
Someone thought up a piece of poetry maybe derived from viewing these films…
Kay's History Personality: Blind man…
http://kayfgibbsstayingalive.blogspot.com/2013/07/this-is-about-clairvoyance-and-i-have.html
Eyes in the Night film could be related to my poem??????
Thieves in the Night
Thieves in the night
Eyes darting left and right,
Lurking in the dark,
waiting for the broad.
His cold, rough hand
smothering her screams,
wet with sweat,
He took what he demanded.
She gathered her clothes
Her naked body bruised and battered
Stumbling to the street
She yelled, Police!
Help me she cried
To a passerby,
I’ve been raped.
They just gaped.
She stopped a policeman
Help me she pleaded
I’ve been raped
Station’s that way, he greeted.
He continued his beat,
In the midnight heat,
But I’ve been raped
She repeated.
She ran to the station
Walked to the desk
In panic and desperation
Gave the officer her summation.
I’m sorry he said
There is nothing we can do
There were no eyewitnesses
Oh no! she cried
Out of the station she fled
To her home
And to her bed
The next morning she was dead.
Kay Frances Gibbs
April 1996.
I recently uncovered this information myself…
Kay, as well as others like her, have been accused of failing as a team player.
I fear this has been at the root of Kay’s life becoming fragmented…
“Fragmentation of a life” is said to follow “social disorganization in which a person has been ripped apart,” fragmentation being defined as an “arrangement consciousness makes in response to an environment where respect is not forthcoming as a matter of course.”
Skinner, B. F. (2011-08-24). About Behaviorism (Vintage) (p. 165). Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group. Kindle Edition. Copyright 1974
…and
The Anatomy of Human Destructiveness - Erich Fromm - Google Books – copyright 1973
…”necrophilous destructiveness is the passion to tear apart living structures”. This book was published in 1973 and may well be the driving force involved in the increasing evidence I see for the development and creation of ideas like, the Bionic Woman, Six Million Dollar Man, and a host of other super human characters who are leading us into human destruction for the sake of curiosity. It has been a huge driving force in the medical profession since the days of Vesalius and Leonardo Da Vinci, maybe even as far back as Aristotle.
…during one of my therapy sessions with Mr. Hudson, I told him I felt fragmented. I didn’t even know what I meant when I said it and I had to go to books to find out the inferences to what I had said. I read Dean Radin’s Entanglements but it never makes reference to fragmentation or multiple personalities although I think it should. From a scientific approach I understand why they were reluctant to do this. However, Extreme Sleep Walking by National Geographic is a clear indication to me of fragmentation, multiple personality, and entanglements. I read none of these books during the time I stated I felt this way but had read Unlimited Power and The Power of Your Subconscious Mind, the latter which caused me to project these things from myself.
Consider I am speaking through an entity who did actually read these books around 1973-1974. I don’t think Fromm is accurate at all in his estimation of human destructiveness, but his work is the result of anger and fear related to the holocaust and the potential for its potential in the future.
This is one, I went to The Cellar Bar here in Chapel Hill, 1998…
…got blasted with some awfully loud music and had too much Newcastle Beer…
I have seen this film…
The Lost Weekend (1945) - IMDb
…scenes where Milland is in an asylum, he is nearly insane from alcoholism, scenes where he sees rats coming out of a hole in the wall, of course he is delirious. I experienced something similar in 1976 in the trailer in which I was living only I wasn’t intoxicated.
I haven’t seen The Story of Ruth…
Connie Booth - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…none of them actually.
Sunday, July 28, 2013
This is part of my recent problem, haven’t seen this Matrix…
I’ve heard my mother saying she keeps repeating things, noise is also an issue…
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