Thursday, March 13, 2014

Dreamcatcher ~ I don’t mind killing Americans…

…Pearl handle 45 ~ woman with a CB handle Pearl ~ Aileen Wournos?

incoming…

“they told me to have her arrested, those were the exact words she used”…

incoming…

“Nothing you say will make her believe you now Gloria”…

Water boarding is nothing more than the use of a hypnotic suggestion to keep people from going to the

0The C.I.A. Torture Cover-Up - NYTimes.com

…bathroom.  How do we know for sure it isn’t the KGB training baboons to be lethal weapons??????????????????

I was placed under a hypnotic suggestion this morning by the use of a metronome, I saw it.  Aileen Wournos came up too, who I believe is an enmeshment of a Polish woman and one of the Pittman’s I was entangled with in Portsmouth, VA in the 60’s.  This is why I found images of my family and relatives in Poland, see Kay’s History Blog.  During this hypnotic inducement it was made clearer I was likely acting out something going on in the Pittman house or any of the other houses along Prince Street in Portsmouth.  This means the molestations I experienced were likely re-enactments of the activities going on between parents or even the molestation of other children, one of them being a male child wearing a Halloween mask, The Cell. It doesn’t mean there couldn’t be connections to Massachusetts and De Salvo…

I must have had a connection to someone who was in this restaurant at the same time I took this photo…

…I have been experiencing what I thought was shaking from an earthquake but passed it off as just the after effects of the quake we had here.  Most of the ones I felt were at night while I was sleeping.  I too  thought it might be my neighbor using the washing machine as I did during the New York quake, not so.  I started finding connections to San Francisco and considered these experiences might be coming from earthquakes there but quickly passed it off as foolish. I did start tracking earthquakes and my experiences to see if it was possible.  I somehow got into the restaurant one day fishing around and something seemed familiar about it.  I have eaten pizza a lot in the past 10 years.  Just now I recognized the window in this restaurant and the photo I took of the opening in the wall of my apartment.  I also noticed it was at the same angle as the window in the restaurant.  Someone must have been in the restaurant and connected to me at the time I snapped the shot.  I knew nothing of this restaurant but had suspected my Uncle or Father had been in San Francisco at the end of WWII.  Gloria was in California when she started her magazine.  I have discovered a connection to her also.  I don’t know that she would have been in this restaurant but who knows.  

Ooohhh, it’s Phillips, she lived in San Francisco.

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Millbank connection, Tinkling Symbol…

The image below was taken in 2006 – 2007 after I got my digital camera.

my octagon window millbank_prison_undated9789997529664[1]

I found these on Google Maps, 2013.

Pizza pl 2 SF CA

…bamboo in the restaurant in New York City, 2013…

blue ribbon sushi bar

Wind and Rain Storm in Chapel Hill, NC 03-12-14, 6:33PM

…this was unusual storm, no lightning, high winds and heavy rain, but very short lived.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

This could be related to the condo that caught fire in Myrtle Beach, SC, killing several students…

Kay's History Personality: “I never sleep, I hear everything in this house”…

…in this film a candle catches a drape on fire and sends the room up in flames.  This could also be the case of the destruction of my parents home in Engelhard, NC 15 years before thiis.  The drape caught fire and burned down over half of the house.

Seen this one…

I think this is in part about Albrecht Durer…

Kay's History Personality: “I’m homeless”…

“I never sleep, I hear everything in this house”…

 

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“I’m homeless”…

 

“I’m not going to leave New York”…have seen it

 

“Going downtown, no I’m going uptown”…have not seen

 

I was seeing this the other day, thought it was in New York…updated

…have not seen it

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“get lost kid”…going to the city to get lost…have not seen it

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Saturday, March 8, 2014

▶ Slander House (1938) - YouTube

Helene’s massage parlor…

 

Beach scene with my family…

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Lethal Ladies ~ Fingers of Fear…

I think Fingers of Fear may have caused my childhood problems, people thinking about molestation in addition to murder.

Thursday, March 6, 2014

By the way, we also had the brunette Midge doll to go with the Barbie Doll…

Caulfield ~ Carter in the film Picnic…

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The Woman in Green and its effects…

Kay's Commentary - What are They Doing to Us?: Rape Awareness Ribbon, The Woman in Green and Blue…

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psycho sx infnt page 187a

I eat corn frequently and have most of my life…

The Corn Is Green (1945) - IMDb

This is erroneous and one can see that it was the television towers being erected as the true issue at the time…

Worldwide Electronic Mind Control via 'Cell Phone' Towers
OCC elf tower The day is now approaching in which government mind control technologies will be directed at you, your neighbors, and your loved ones. Every single day, equipment is being erected and installed in this country with the hidden purpose of exerting mind control over the entire population.  Everywhere in this country (and overseas), ELF/microwave transmission towers are being erected. The antennae usually look like four slightly curved vertical plates about 2 feet in length and located in either 3 or 4 quadrants around the tower,  two thirds up from the ground.

Mind Control-The Ultimate Terror

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Mr. W. Heron ~ Fromm, Anatomy of Destructiveness…

I just found articles on sensory deprivation by Bexton and Heron…

Kay's History Personality: I find this thinking…

…unfortunately in this country the pendulum has swung too far in the opposite direction.

I find this thinking…

My argument with this kind of thinking is that it has no basis in reality nor respect for the object’s true self.  Clearly this book is written for the writer as they are the one’s most often relating to the world in a sociopathic manner.

http://www.wikihow.com/Spot-a-Sociopath

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder

Kay's History Personality

…by Fromm to be outdated and these “stimulations” or motivations to be unnecessary.  Our basic drives for eating, sheltering and clothing ourselves is quite enough motivation for survival.  We have been seduced by the idea of a higher minded kind of living, a more literary, theatrical lifestyle which is merely the reflection of our own drives for survival raised to higher economic standards.  What one neglects to see is that the survival of these individuals requires us, the objects and our willingness to be self-destructive.

From Pound/Joyce…

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My argument with this kind of thinking is that it has no basis in reality nor respect for the object’s true self.  Clearly this book is written for the writer as they are the one’s most often relating to the world in a sociopathic manner.

 http://www.wikihow.com/Spot-a-Sociopath

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder

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Sunday, March 2, 2014

Tryptych (1995) - IMDb

Tryptych (1995) - IMDb

How interesting…

The Woman in the Web (1918) - IMDb

Rodeway Inn…

Marry the Girl (1937) - IMDb

This is one I think…

For the Love of Mary (1948) - IMDb

Izon ~ Hypercube…

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Michelangelo carved The David…

…he could easily have developed some auto-erotic feelings toward his work of art, eventually reinterpreted by Burnes-Jones as Galatea and Pygmalion…

I believe the hysterical symptoms originate from some other violent content associated with sexual activity… updated

…the sexual activity may have come from the viewing of pornography or pornographic films, the child’s observation of the parents or some entanglement engaging in this behavior.  Parents who engage in sexual activity act out this activity so it is unlikely the child would have this content in the mind.  The abuser would likely be the bearer of the baggage.  Incest does not apply to this situation I describe.  I frequently viewed romantic television programs, long after I was abused.  

If we pay attention to Klein and observe our children’s behavior they will tell us or show us what we have long forgotten in our own childhoods.  The parents likely viewed some film where sex and sexual seduction were viewed.  This in no way makes it okay, and the public has been prevented from knowing this goes on to protect the industries profiting.

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This snippet came from this book along with the previous posts and I obtained this information from the medical library from the Veteran’s Hospital in Durham, NC.

 

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Gloria film, The Book…

Kay's History Personality: ▶ Gloria (1980) - "Bye, chiquita. Bye, little sucker."…this film has been going on but I just viewed it last night…

From Psychotic Anxieties are Normal by Robert Young…

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Here it is…

…show me that 123