UNTIL I MAKE THE UNCONSCIOUS CONSCIOUS, IT WILL DIRECT MY LIFE AND I MIGHT CALL IT FATE, CG JUNG. Video clips and images are for educational purposes and analysis or possible relevance to the history being revealed. See US Civil Code Title 17. All Rights Reserved
Saturday, February 16, 2013
This is the man I found when I found out about the LSD missle silo…
David Rittenhouse - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…we have acted some of this out, I gave my brother a carpenter’s instructional book for Christmas one year.
Friday, February 15, 2013
This may be what I was finding in my sketches…update 5
Isenheim Altarpiece - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…the windows I have been finding my be derivation of this painting and I have been interested in buying a small shelf shaped like the base of the triptych. Also sides of some old buildings I’ve located are similar in shape to the bottom triptych.
Upside down it looks like a Tudor style…I also found a building like the chapel hill building in Pennsylvania and New York.
I have had symptoms shown in the sketch of the feet and hands below…
Ergotism - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…especially the leg on the right. I thought it was due to my niece or my family and I having viewed The Wizard of Oz. Then I thought it was too much carnitine and now I find the red stuff I thought was in the carnitine I was taking might be from rye. I don’t eat rye bread but I have infrequently eaten barley and have had it in my pantry.
Thursday, February 14, 2013
I’ve got pieces of Avril, keep’em in a memory book…
Jane Avril, French dancer who was made famous by Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec in his paintings
Philippe Avril (1654-1698), French explorer
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Monday, February 11, 2013
Sunday, February 10, 2013
“I worked all my life for these people”
I’d be careful what I confessed. It was rather self serving wasn’t it?
Re: Get Smart – shoe damage…update 2
Kay's History II: Get Smart – shoe damage…updated
…when I first blogged about this incident, I stated while in a dream like state it seemed I was looking down through my ceiling fan rather than up at it. It is clear I was somewhere where there were stairs and I was on a second floor looking down at the ceiling fan…
I think there may have been some Christmas dialogue going on too, “why don’t you open them”…
Get Smart – shoe damage…updated
Kay's History II: Get Smart, don’t phone here anymore…
I did use the letter opener to try and get into someone’s door as they locked themselves out but I just recollected using it to open a letter in the last few months and it was bent more than usual and I bent it back into place so I could open a letter. I had not used it in quite sometime but had been using it frequently. This makes me think there was a psychological block preventing me from using it as I usually do. I did notice this after receiving a letter I opened running my finger into the end of the envelope as I normally do. I clearly recall wondering why I had stopped using the letter opener, that’s when I discovered it was bent.
After the shoes were damaged I went to my sister’s for a visit. We decided to have some ice cream and my niece did that with the spoon. It didn’t strike me as unusual at the time but after looking at the pictures again I wondered if she acted out what I might have done in my sleep and was why I could not recall what happened to them. I was being boosted by my neighbors and her friends frequently and I suspect this is what happened, they were enmeshed with me when this happened and I had just been looking at some images of Get Smart films online a week or so before this happened.
Friday, February 8, 2013
Smooth operator…
…now we know that Dean Radin was wrong…
We don’t believe that
9/11 is hokey
let’s get this novel moving Kay
shhh, people are sleeping
Thursday, February 7, 2013
This may be the book that enabled me to discover The Woman in Green had hypnotized my mother and me…
Lucid Dreaming - Stephen LaBerge - Google Books
…I read a book on Lucid Dreaming and how to do it but I thought it was by a female author. I read it in 1988.
This book may be in here, I have not read it but Rank has come up many times…
Escape from Evil - Ernest Becker - Google Books
…I don’t have a copy so I cannot tell for sure.
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Anatomy of Human Destruction, Eric Fromm…
…page 199, in short deprivation is the cause of disease, mental illness, destructiveness, ad infinitum…
Page 329 ~ taking apart phones and radios, the evolution of Fromm’s necrophilous destructiveness…updated
The Anatomy of Human Destructiveness - Erich Fromm - Google Books
…”necrophilous destructiveness is the passion to tear apart living structures”. This book was published in 1973 and may well be the driving force involved in the increasing evidence I see for the development and creation of ideas like, the Bionic Woman, Six Million Dollar Man, and a host of other super human characters who are leading us into human destruction for the sake of curiosity. It has been a huge driving force in the medical profession since the days of Vesalius and Leonardo Da Vinci, maybe even as far back as Aristotle.
It should suffice our curiosity that man is made of skin, muscle, bones and nerves created from proteins and minerals and should be tampered with as little as necessary. However his thinking, when running amuck, should surely be taken apart and thoroughly examined.
It seems our country has become a stomping grounds for those seeking revenge against those who have wronged them in the form of amassing millions of dollars but inflicting this harm onto innocents. They are not responsible for our problems.
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Places I’ve lived…
Places I’ve Lived
1954-1961 Portsmouth, VA
1961-1967 Chesapeake, VA
1967-1973 Engelhard, NC
1973-1974 Greenville, NC
1974-1975 US Army
1975 June, Engelhard, home
1975 July, Engelhard, cabin
1975 September, East Carolina Univ
1975 October, Dickinson Ave, Roy Minton, Greenville
1975 December, Trailer, Greenville
1976 February, London Inn, Greenville
1976 April, trailer, Greenville
1977 April, Holly Street, Greenville
1977 August, Glendale Court Apts, Greenville
1979 Raleigh, NC, NorthHaven Apts
1980 Raleigh, NC, Loft Apartments
1981 Raleigh, NC, Hazelwood Dr
1982 Cary, NC, Circle Dr
1983 Raleigh, NC, Sunrise Ave
1983 Raleigh, NC, Cabarrus St
1984 Raleigh, Circle Ct
1985 Cary, NC
1985 Raleigh, NC, Sunrise Ave
1986 Engelhard, NC
1988 Washington, NC
1989 Greenville, NC, Country, Freestone Rd
1990 Greenville, NC, Country
1990 May, Engelhard, NC
1990 August, Greenville, NC
1991 October, Engelhard, NC
1991 November, Greenville, NC, homeless, hotels
1992 January, Goldsboro, NC, Waynesboro House
1992 March, homeless
1992 October, Raleigh, NC
1992 October, homeless, hotels
1993 January, Wake Forest, NC
1993 January, Raleigh, NC, homeless, hotels
1993 February, Raleigh, NC, Ark shelter
1993 March, Chapel Hill, NC, IFC Community shelter
1993 May, Chapel Hill, NC, Cobb Terrace
1993 June, homeless, hotels
1993 September, Raleigh, NC, Ark shelter
1994 January, Raleigh, NC, Woodburn Dr
1994 April, Raleigh, NC, Ark shelter
1994 May, Raleigh, NC, Jones Street
1994 June, Raleigh, NC, Salvation Army Shelter
1994 July, homeless, streets
1994 October, Raleigh, NC, Woodburn Ave
1994 November, Raleigh, NC, Ark shelter
1995 March, Engelhard, NC
1995 November, Greenville, NC, hotels
1995 December, Wilmington, NC, Salvation Army Shelter
1996 February, homeless
1996 June, Chapel Hill, NC, IFC Community Shelter
1996 July, homeless
1996 November, Engelhard, NC, Mattamuskeet Village
1997 February, Engelhard, NC, Golden Street
1997 April, Carrboro, NC
1998 January, Engelhard, NC, Golden St
1998 February, Engelhard, NC Mattamuskeet Village
1998 May, Engelhard, NC, 264
1998 June, homeless, lived in barn
1998 September, Carrboro, NC
1999 April, Engelhard, NC, motel
1999 May, Washington, NC, Options shelter
1999 June Carrboro, NC
1999 Chapel Hill, NC, my own place.
Cars I’ve Owned
1972-74 1967 Volkswagon Beetle
1974 1971 MGB GT hardtop blue
1974 1965 Mustang Convertible
1976 1975 Corolla GT
1977 Plymouth Fury III
1978 Chevy Camaro, Dodge Truck, Honda Prelude
1982 Chevy Van
1985 Plymouth Belvedere
1986 Ford Escort Pony
1993-95
1982 No vehicle
1993-95 December, ‘93 to November of ’95, No Vehicle
1995 Ford Escort GT