Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Death of a Cyclist (1955) – my uncle was killed on his bike in 1951…
Death of a Cyclist (1955) - IMDb
Slander was made in 1957 which really simply re-creates a problem particular at the end with Johnson’s dialogue. These accidents were likely generated in New York when the car first sold to the public.
Jason Evers – The Brain That Wouldn’t Die…1985 at Leslie’s apartment for Christmas, they gave me a tie…
…the shoes I am wearing in the photo are Aigner’s, this photo is how I determined what it was I was given in 1975…
Woman in the Dunes…
Kay's History II: This is what was happening when I was working at Hilker’s Cleaners (clothes)…
Gremlins and Gremlins 2
Smelling ammonia to get rid of foul odor. I was driving all night when I did that…
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Harry Potters…
These are the books I know to be related to my life experiences:
Philosopher’s Stone – Apartment for Peggy – one of my friends from high school was Peggy Carawan. Bewitched series.
Prisoner of Azkaban – I had been in prison or jail three times and had solicited help in writing a book about it, I was not interested in having them do it for me. Flying to Alabama.
Chamber of Secrets – Courtroom drama
Goblet of Fire – Russian Wadka
Monday, April 8, 2013
I used to wear a navy blue sweat shirt and a white polo just like this in the 80’s…
…I was living with Jean B. Now I know JO’B knew what he was doing when he came here and then sent me these pics. Thanks.
Kay's Commentary: I was asked if I thought Gloria Steinem was subversive…
If you are a CIA officer who was working in Langley on 25 January 1993, then chances are that you cannot make the left turn into the compound from Dolley Madison Boulevard without thinking of Aimal Kasi, the Pakistani who killed two CIA officers and wounded three others at that intersection that day.
Intelligence in Public Literature; Thinking, Fast and Slow.
After I re-established a residence I began to write. I eventually discovered many of my problems were due to entanglements or enmeshments with other people. I traveled within the US after my first year of college, up the east coast and was in Alabama and Georgia during my military enlistment. I was quite ignorant of what I was doing to myself and as I stated I started uncovering history, novels and films at the root of much of my behavior. I wondered why no one informed me this was part of my problem or even a potential problem? I recently discovered I had acted out a short paragraph in the book, The Sense of the Sixties.
“This young woman-though she is no doubt totally ignorant of the fact-symbolizes something beyond herself. She symbolizes The Girl, the primal image, the One behind the many. Just as the virgin appears in many guises-as Our Lady of Lourdes or of Fatima or of Guadalupe-but is always recognizably the virgin, so with the girl. The girl is also the omnipresent icon of consumer society.”
This all sounds rather self serving to me but this isn’t the point of my writing here. I purchased the book at a recent library book sale. It also contains short chapters by authors such as Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan Sontag, and Sargeant Shriver. Apparently the reader is a Steinem follower and 60’s enthusiast trying to understand what the 60’s were about. A chapter by Cox on Sex and Secularization revealed the origins of some of my problems. In 1993, someone must have been recollecting what they had read in the chapter on Sex and Secularization in this book while in a dream state. In the early hours of the morning, in the middle of winter, after wondering around for hours, I decided to walk to the Our Lady of Lourdes church in Raleigh, North Carolina on Overlook Drive, where I crashed for the night. It just so happens that this church is just several blocks away from the community in which I lived in 1981 and where I worked as a landscaper one summer in 1984. I had never heard of the book so never read it. Was I connected to someone in that community who did read this book? I had been sexually assaulted just before this happened.
I was completely unaware of any psychic connections to anyone anywhere during this time, not even my own family. My sudden awareness was profound that it was a psychic event. I thought I was acting of my own accord. Did they know about psychic entanglements or that I even existed? I can’t help but think of Shirley McClain and her work as well. I read her book Out on a Limb in 1986. It is possible this person was located in New York I visited once in 1974 for a David Bowie concert, and was traumatized by the 1993 bombing of the World Trade Center that occurred around the same time, why he or she dissociated this content I then acted out in the early hours of the night. Could this person be connected to my deceased father who was stationed in New York on Long Island in 1939 (1993) during World War II? I did have a dream I recorded, in which I was an artist, got into an elevator and went to the 65th floor. The only buildings I know that are that tall are in New York and Chicago. It is possible this person also attended St. Bernadette’s Church on 13th Avenue.
The Sidran Press provides sound knowledge on traumatic re-enactments in their book, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, a Clinical Review. This in no way means the book was traumatic but that events surrounding the time in which the book must have been read, anchored memories of what they read. I also found in The Sense of the Sixties, a chapter titled, In Defense of Thinking, by Herman Kahn. I wrote numerous letters and pieces of information before I lost my license in 1996. I wrote nearly 250 pages of argument regarding my court case and the loss of my license, and previous circumstances which I submitted to the Beaufort County District Attorney Mitchell Norton in Beaufort County, NC. I was evicted from my apartment February 1997, was it really 1993? I went to prison in September 1997. I crapped my head up before going to prison with TV and music but I didn’t know why I was doing it. After being in a psychiatric hospital for roughly a month I started writing again and realized the advantages to doing it. When I got out of prison I purchased a computer, taught myself PC and continued to write. I had all of it copyrighted. The collection included poetry I wrote while in prison.
Kay's Commentary: I was asked if I thought Gloria Steinem was subversive…
Incoming…
Ms. Gibbs, “who’s sieg heiling you?”
It’s the Ku Klux Klan.
That voice is familiar.
STUPID NOVEL.
You think these things I’ve been talking about are hokey?
Dubin, William. "Compulsive Gaming" (2006) (http:/ / www. psycharts. com/ gaming. htm). Psycharts.com. Retrieved on 2011-10-01.
Why are your children stuck in front of the PC playing games all the time?
It’s hokey?
It doesn’t matter. All that information put into the brain and mind creates a lot of problems, distress, paranoia and distrust. So you can call it hokey all day long it’s already done it’s damage.
Now, with that proof in mind, who’s going to believe it’s hokey?
Sunday, April 7, 2013
August 24, 1967 - Dream Telepathy – “Oppose discrimination against penguins”…
…there was an old woman in my dream. She looked like a penguin, she was dressed in green.
Batman was always doing battle with the penguin.
143. When this covert operation was revealed by Ramparts magazine in 1967, Steinem told The New York Times that she approved the Agency's role. "Far from being shocked by this involvement, I was happy to find some liberals in government in those days who were far-sighted and cared enough to get Americans of all political views to the Festival." (NYT, Feb. 21, 1967). Steinem's definition of a liberal then included such young men as Zbigniew Brzezinski, an assistant professor at Harvard, and Tom Garrity, a lawyer with Donovan & Leisure. She arranged though Jackson funding for both men to attend the festival. (She also tried to get Michael Harrington to attend, but he dropped out at the last minute.) Steinem's politics then appeared to be typical of many 1950s anticommunist liberals. She told the Times in 1967, "I was never asked to report on other Americans or assess foreign nationals I had met." But in fact, in response to a query from C.D. Jackson, Steinem wrote Jackson in great detail on the left-wing affiliations of various Americans associated with the allegedly Soviet-backed U.S. Festival Committee. (Gloria Steinem to C.D. Jackson, 3/19/59, DDE; NYT, Feb. 21, 1967.)
Page 130-131 in Dream Telepathy, by Ullman, Vaughn and Krippner, mention green penguins and a piece of Steinem’s…
dialogue in amidst the writing.
Hasui – Yuhi Waterfall in Shiobara…updated
Saturday, April 6, 2013
This is Kay’s father during WWII on Long Island in New York…
…this is a copy of an eggshell print I tried to fix with photoimpact. As you can see it is worn.
My brother and cousin Robert Baxter Cahoon, Jr.
Friday, April 5, 2013
I want to correct something here…
Kay's History II: Who is the dreamer, is it just coincidence? UPDATE
…in rethinking the painting, I now conclude I and Steinem were subjects of the painting. I was asleep because of The Woman in Green. Steinem was mixed up with Tinkling Symbol. She was later enmeshed with some women from California who attended ECU where I also attended college and that is how she was entangled with the me and how I eventually came across the films, then book. Katherine Gibbs aka Kay Francis was deceased. I was entangled with Dr. David C. O’brien who delivered me as a baby at Maryview Hospital.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Who is the dreamer, is it just coincidence? UPDATE 5 organized
Jung would call it a synchronistic unfolding of the unconscious. Since taking a close look at this painting, I surmised the dreamer could be Gloria Steinem. She was born in Toledo, Ohio in 1934. JO’B is from Ohio. As I mentioned, we met in 2003 online through Emmy Lou Harris’s website and then he came to North Carolina to visit me. Tinkling Symbol was written, I thought in 1945 in New York but the Wikipedia states it was published in 1935. I located the novel on a website list of novels for the 1940’s.
JO’B must have perceived her dreaming state, at which time he painted this image. Likely some of the book content had been extracted, unlikely preventing any clear perception of the title or dangerous content. I do not know any of the mental or emotional circumstances in which JO’B or his acquaintances might have found himself while doing this work.
The film Twister must have given me a psychic clue when the wind chimes started tinkling in the wind during scenes when the twister was brewing up. The title which was still in the unconsciousness until I walked past some wind chimes at the Whole Foods Market in my area. I then went home, looked up 1940’s novels and discovered the cover I indentified through my a sketchy piece of work I did to block noise from my refrigerator in my kitchen. I had been subjected to that kind of noise in 1998 at which time my jaw locked up and why it was an immediate concern to cover the opening. Before this I discovered Millbank prison was designed exactly like the opening. Kay Francis who happens to be the subject of this novel was also a Hollywood actress and her husband Dwight Francis was related to my Aunt Ellen Francis who happened to be married to my Uncle Jodie Gibbs. This is likely the source of my desire to jump off the parking deck in Durham, NC in 1994 after an overdose of Ativan. I found myself suicidal numerous times after this event but was better able to manage it since I was not using any sedatives.
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JO’B painting…
…in this painting, it is clear to me it is a dream and the dreamer is asleep, having these graphic perceptions. Though JO’B doesn’t quite bring to fruition the entire picture as it is still in a surreal state, his work made it possible for me to uncover more of the book cover, enabling me to then find the book itself.
I must add that I was driving in the dark through all of this uncovering, strictly intuitive work, rather than anything conscious I was doing as it is clear was JO’b’s.
Talk about connections…
…this man is from Cleveland, Ohio. He is an artist. This painting was done in 1996 long before I met him in 2003. I did my buzzard image in 1991. Apparently I was receiving telepathic images from this man from Ohio. I have never seen the man in the bottom image in real life. These pictures were sent to me in 2004. I stashed them away and have not looked at them since I received them until yesterday. I did look at other items sent me such as an image of Linda Ronstadt and Joanie Mitchell.
This proves to me the power of the human mind and that what we see and hear can affect others elsewhere.
Thank you for sending these to me as it enlightens me to some of my problems as I hope I am enlightening you.
Three arches, the port hole and the fence I recreated in 1982 for Hair By Nature’s Way in Raleigh, NC. All of the employees at HBNW and Jean B. know I built the fence.
My brother was nicknamed chicken man in his youth, that would be in the 80’s.
