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Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Kay now suspects she and Ruth Nuneviller were mixed up with someone who jumped from a window and fell to their death…
…this would explain the injuries which have occurred to her, mostly on the right side of her body…forehead, and jaw, left arm was injured twice…
Shortly after these images I threw my ivy plant off my own deck…my Uncle threw his son off his fishing boat, to teach him to swim, he did survive it. This was before the car accident in 1974.
These were taken on UNC Campus in 2003 after getting my film camera…
…I had been going to the library checking out books on the 8th floor where most of the Psychology books are located. There is a large window which looks out onto another part of the building and onto the ground. I was quite frightened to look out the window as I am slightly claustrophobic or had been at that time. I do live in a second floor apartment. One day I noticed the windows and decided I wanted to photograph it once I got my camera and did return to take the shot. I also took pictures of various other things on the campus. I soon discovered using film was rather costly when one isn’t proficient in snapping pictures and I decided to purchase a digital camera. I returned to the campus and took more pictures. I later discovered this would enable me to stay off the campus. I had been entangled with UNC students since 1972 at which time I knew nothing about entanglements or had lost consciousness of that knowledge known by instructors and predecessors. It was after these photos that I discovered Dream Telepathy by Ullman, Krippner, and Vaughn, in which Calvin Hall explains similar findings.
I think some of this Dorsett Street could have been related to the Great Depression and the ticker tape and the sleep induction…
…were enmeshed in the collection of history and film making trying to clean it up. This would have been during my LSD episode.
I have another similar piece of art I gave to my sister which is stippled, a road between two mountains…updated
…verbal behavior, Skinner.
Update: The cactus is Yossarian…
“How easily we charlatans take advantage. Its wonderful, the attraction, on the feeble minded of course, the continuous motion, if they just let themselves follow it. Of course you could stare at it till doomsday Doctor Watson and not be affected, still it might make you a little drowsy, like the white ribbon of of the road at night when you are driving. The ribbon is smooth and unbroken and the road goes on and on, round and round, with the same winding and winding and you’re tired and drowsy. Let the road come into you as it were, the long road, the smooth road, the road to sleep, sleep…”
…The Woman in Green – “now and then there’s a fool such as I”…
Songwriters: LENNON, JOHN WINSTON / MCCARTNEY, PAUL JAMES
(Lennon/McCartney)
The long and winding road that leads to your door
Will never disappear
I've seen that road before it always leads me here
Leads me to your door
The wild and windy night that the rain washed away
Has left a pool of tears crying for the day
Why leave me standing here, let me know the way
Many times I've been alone and many times I've cried
Anyway you'll never know the many ways I've tried
And still they lead me back to the long and winding road
You left me standing here a long, long time ago
Don't leave me waiting here, lead me to you door
But still they lead me back to the long and winding road
You left me standing here a long, long time ago
Don't keep me waiting here (Don't keep me wait), lead me to you door
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Dorsett Street and what I saw during my LSD experience…
…I photographed these images below Dorsett Street before finding it…
This image led me to Schenectady, then Shepperton Studios…
Then I found the Adirondack Library, St. David’s Lane, NYC, NY on the map by accident and just recently discovered David Lean Drive in the UK.
These were photographed in 1976 at Pitt Community College Campus while I was taking Commercial Art Classes…I was unaware of Serpentine Road at the time but found these images connected to what I was in my mind but I was unaware they were in my mind at the time or even connected to my accident in 1974.
I found this Serpentine Lake image on the map several years ago…
Kay turned Durer into a photographer…
Pellerin, painter with more theories than talent; becomes a photographer.
…I found and read Sentimental Education in the mid-eighties, at least 6 years after having attended college but was still into photography. I’m not sure what films might be associated with this book during that time.
Monday, November 4, 2013
Sunday, November 3, 2013
This is what we called Patrick’s curve…
…the Marhalls, Spencers, Neals, and Gibbses lived around this area. There was a school nearby and a store on the corner I have been to frequently…
Red dot is where I took the LSD but we were near the bank drive through and the fence was to the right…
…which would be the parking deck railing…
…this is where Jean Baird pulled off the road and stopped me while I was walking down Whitaker Mill Road. It was not paved then and the Drug Store Was much smaller.
Site of Kay F. Gibbs’ 1974 accident…
I recall being terrified of driving down this straight stretch of road here but I couldn’t tell you why. Now I realize someone had had an accident and had blocked it out of their consciousness and I acted it out in 1974 when I crashed into a big green Oldsmobile with a black top. Apparently someone had crashed into the Serpentine Lake in London. It was after the accident that I took the LSD and in the past ten years discovered I was connected to someone hanging out in the parking deck on Dorsett Street. I didn’t quite believe it was Dorsett Street until now but I know I was seeing that curved part of the parking deck, I once thought was a waving flag. Also in 1974 while drinking on the lake with some friends I ended up face down in the water after having consumed a bottle of Boones Farm Wine. I connected that incident to another incident in the UK but I am unsure of it. It had to do with the tide going out and someone walking across the lake or river bottom, trying to make it across before the tide came in, like a sort of game, man against nature. I thought the man never made it. Maybe it was to throw off the real culprits I cannot say for sure.
What I am happy to know is that the LSD was doing exactly what I thought it was doing and that it enabled me to see what was in the mind. I now wish I had continued its use for a short time. It would have saved me a lot of trouble. Now I have discovered melatonin acts in a similar manner if you can stay awake. Last night I was able to connect with several films related to our history after taking a 2.5 mg tab and sleeping for an hour. It was so interesting I woke up at exactly the time the film ended, this told me it was alive in my mind and why I got up and turned the television off.
In the second image it is not the Pamlico Sound Bridge, it is the Pamlico Sound to the East or right in the image. Those are creeks that run off from Mattamuskeet Lake into the sound.