psychology of the unconscious - dr. c. g. jung - Google Books
This means that I repressed my sex drive that was then suppose to be acted upon by my brother and sister. It was contaminated with soap operas and other films to the point it was unbearable. The libido was sublimated into creating more of that which was put into the brain and mind by the television, novels and films, I was suppose to act out in Hollywood. My childhood molestations set the stage for disrupting this sublimation also until I was about 9 years old. Then when I was about 12 something happened that caused a re-enactment of the molestations.