Look What I found here…

I was staying at the Brownstone Hotel in Durham when I took the overdose of Ativan and drank a beer, then later that evening walked over to the parking deck and nearly jumped off.

There is an office here called Psychic Predictions.

 Parking deck at Erwin Road and Fulton in Durham, NC across from the Durham VA where I had been a few days before the incident…updating

…I tried to open the door to the stairway but it was locked.  I then tried the elevator, it worked so I got into the elevator and went to the top deck.  Once I got to the top deck I sat down on the floor but it started to get cold and the elevator door wouldn’t close.  I decided to get up and walk around on the deck. I locked the elevator door open.  I got out and meandered around for several minutes to keep warm.  I had no gloves with me and only a thin coat.  I was already depressed but getting more depressed.  I walked to the side of the deck between the elevator and the stairs, then went to the stairway exit door, it was open.  I walked to the other side of the stairway exit, looked over the side of the deck and started to throw myself off, then I heard, “oh, don’t do it”.  I clearly recollect experiencing a sexual arousal when this happened.  I’m not sure if it was one of my relatives who had been thrown off the side of a boat by his father when a child, into the water.

Since this event I thought Esther Williams might have been mixed up in it.   I also connected it to the Schiller and now possibly Lee Oswald.

Die Hard films are related.  Rizzoli and Isles had it staged as snipers.

Update:  The only people I know who had a spiral staircase were Tugwell and McCarthy.

Update 2:  This happened after I had taken an overdose of 20 Ativan which I chased with a bottle of beer, in a hotel near the hospital.  The Ativan had been prescribed by the VA. 

Kay's History II: Search results for parking deck

Caution this is a problem North Carolina…

…Universal Studios parking deck…

Raleigh Durham Airport parking…these people in California have some of our things over there and if you go onto this parking deck you risk losing a connection to your soul and those of your ancestors.  This is a problem.  I thought the deck below was only a proposal but it has already been constructed.  Unless you have absolutely no connections to California there is no problem.  It is a matter of what might be in your mind that may cause the loss of a connection or even death.

 

I blogged this before also, it has 6 parts, I have seen snippets of it and most of Rampling’s part…updated

…I think this may be connected to my wrecking the MGB-GT in 1974 and also my connection to Britain and the LSD episode.  Some British actor or writer may have discovered a connection to the Ripper and went to Dorsett Street…this alludes to a butcher as a possible killer or the killer himself thinking the body ought to be hacked up and then done away with…I am convinced it wasn’t the butcher doing the killing.  

Edwina Mountbatten was the connection to Katherine Gibbs aka Kay Francis I believe…could be wrong about it.

Dr. B. Starr might have been received as Bart Starr to me or my father or others around us as I did watch him on television.  He is a football player.  Starr could have also been received as Kay Starr who was a singer.   In the second image you see the car making a right turn.  I was attempting to go straight ahead until the other car blocked the road and I had to turn left.  Blocking is an execution in football.  I apparently received the information as left turn rather than a right turn because the person viewing the film was drinking beer, I was also drinking while driving the vehicle.  As I stated previously I also visited Dowdy Lanes at the beach and rode the bumper cars which should have cleared up a good bit of the football as well as accidents.  I think the driver of the other car did play football.  The person may have been in a bar during this film and was engaged in conversation, causing me to jump from one part to the other.  But the viewer did see the beginning.  This would also tie in with my behavior as I had been at the Village Pub earlier in the evening.  Or the person at the pub was drinking while his wife was viewing the movie at home and his drinking inhibited the transmission in his own brain and I still received the information as being a left turn rather than a right turn.  The man at the pub may have also had an accident.  The communication of the accident to law enforcement may too have caused the transmission as I do think there was a connection to Bond who investigated the Ripper killings.

I am more certain now that I did see the parking deck on Dorsett Street.  Maybe a bobbie saw this person in the parking deck.

Dream Telepathy, by Ullman, Krippner and Vaughn, had already been written and similar findings had gone on in Chapel Hill, NC in 1967, where I had visited the UNC Campus in 1972, creating a connection there as well.

This is a pub or small restaurant in Chapel Hill, a 2012 image.  It is very similar to the Village Pub in Hyde County.  There was no arched entrance or deck but it does resemble one going to a house or apartment.  I sketched out a deck similar to this one for the back of a home in Raleigh in 1998.

Parking deck at Erwin Road and Fulton in Durham, NC across from the Durham VA where I had been a few days before the incident…updating

…I tried to open the door to the stairway but it was locked.  I then tried the elevator, it worked so I got into the elevator and went to the top deck.  Once I got to the top deck I sat down on the floor but it started to get cold and the elevator door wouldn’t close.  I decided to get up and walk around on the deck. I locked the elevator door open.  I got out and meandered around for several minutes to keep warm.  I had no gloves with me and only a thin coat.  I was already depressed but getting more depressed.  I walked to the side of the deck between the elevator and the stairs, then went to the stairway exit door, it was open.  I walked to the other side of the stairway exit, looked over the side of the deck and started to throw myself off, then I heard, “oh, don’t do it”.  I clearly recollect experiencing a sexual arousal when this happened.  I’m not sure if it was one of my relatives who had been thrown off the side of a boat by his father when a child, into the water.

Since this event I thought Esther Williams might have been mixed up in it.   I also connected it to the Schiller and now possibly Lee Oswald.

Die Hard films are related.  Rizzoli and Isles had it staged as snipers.

Update:  The only people I know who had a spiral staircase were Tugwell and McCarthy.

Update 2:  This happened after I had taken an overdose of 20 Ativan which I chased with a bottle of beer, in a hotel near the hospital.  The Ativan had been prescribed by the VA. 

Kay’s parking deck incident–just how important is abstinence and decency to our young people…?

…even though we are taught this, somewhere inside all of us we know it is the right thing to do, while sometimes impulses get the best of our better judgment.  I started to climb over the parking deck with my left leg over the wall first, in the film Bobby climbs over with his right…the Bobby I met at the VA might have been climbing over the wall in the Army as I did in 1974…he worked at the ESC…

Come on, Annette. I'm sorry.
- Annette, I said I'm sorry.
- I didn't want to do it.
Look at this guy.
Hey, Bobby! Hey, you punk!
Tony! Look at me!
- Look at the punk.
- Bobby, get down. It's too dangerous.
Look at me, Tony.
Hey, Tony, look at me!
Look! Hey, Tony!
I'm not kidding, Bobby.
Get down from there.
I'm all right. I'm all right.
I'm all right, Tony.
I'm all right. Watch me.
- Hey, Tony, look at me!
- That's crazy. Now you're being crazy.
Look at me, look at me, look at me.
I'm doing it.
- It's too dangerous.
- Look at me.
- I see you.
- Look at me.
Oh, Jesus.
It's a long way down there.
- Give me your hand.
- I did it!
Come back. Come back in. Come on.
- Watch.
- Don't, don't.
You're making me
very nervous now, Bobby.
Don't do that. Jesus Christ.
Get over here. Get over here, right now!
Give me your hand.
Oh, Jesus! No. No!
- Oh, come on.
- I did it.
- What did you do?
- I did it.
Watch.
Come on, Bobby. Get over here.
Right now. Come on.
Now, don't get upset.
Come on. We'll talk.
We'll go talk in the car.
It's warmer there.
You didn't talk to me before.
How come you never called me?
- I didn't wanna fuck up.
- You didn't fuck up, Bobby.
- Come on. We'll talk, all right?
- I didn't wanna fuck up this time.
Oh, God! Oh, God! Oh, God! Oh, God!
No!
Any of you guys think
maybe he killed himself?
No.

Saturday Night Fever (1977) Movie Script | SS

Kay’s LSD experience 1974…a word of warning…update 3

…a young man jumped off the Dorset Street parking deck at around 1:00 AM in May, 1974.  I re-enacted this numerous times, jumping off a chair, and nearly jumping off a parking deck while intoxicated on Ativan and others have reenacted it also, jumping off boats, some losing their lives.   

He was flown to a Birmingham hospital where he died from internal injuries.

Sylvia Plath seems to be part of the scenario…

Site of Kay F. Gibbs’ 1974 accident…

I recall being terrified of driving down this straight stretch of road here but I couldn’t tell you why.  Now I realize someone had had an accident and had blocked it out of their consciousness and I acted it out in 1974 when I crashed into a big green Oldsmobile with a black top.   Apparently someone had crashed into the Serpentine Lake in London.  It was after the accident that I took the LSD and in the past ten years discovered I was connected to someone hanging out in the parking deck on Dorsett Street.  I didn’t quite believe it was Dorsett Street until now but I know I was seeing that curved part of the parking deck, I once thought was a waving flag.  Also in 1974 while drinking on the lake with some friends I ended up face down in the water after having consumed a bottle of Boones Farm Wine.  I connected that incident to another incident in the UK but I am unsure of it.  It had to do with the tide going out and someone walking across the lake or river bottom, trying to make it across before the tide came in, like a sort of game, man against nature.  I thought the man never made it.  Maybe it was to throw off the real culprits I cannot say for sure. 

What I am happy to know is that the LSD was doing exactly what I thought it was doing and that it enabled me to see what was in the mind.  I now wish I had continued its use for a short time. It would have saved me a lot of trouble.  Now I have discovered melatonin acts in a similar manner if you can stay awake.  Last night I was able to connect with several films related to our history after taking a 2.5 mg tab and sleeping for an hour.  It was so interesting I woke up at exactly the time the film ended, this told me it was alive in my mind and why I got up and turned the television off.

   

In the second image it is not the Pamlico Sound Bridge, it is the Pamlico Sound to the East or right in the image.  Those are creeks that run off from Mattamuskeet Lake into the sound.

 

“Jump, jump for my love”…

Leaping tall buildings only caused me to nearly jump off a parking deck, even after discovering that potential while under the influence of PCP.  A way for Jews to eke out anti-semitics?  It may be part of the motive I cannot say for sure.  What I can attest to is that it created some dangerous behaviors in me and I am lucky to be alive as a result of it.

What's In Kay's Mind 2: Search results for parking deck

…this of course is intended to obscure this propensity, but when jumbled can be a problem, it depends on how the one possessed perceives the information.

Kay and the parking deck incident…

If you persist in telling me about your ailments, I may just have to run out and get sick.
It gets dull, you know.

The Twilight Zone (1959) 2614 Episode Script | SS

“So, all in all, I'd say it was one of those days that made you simply want to go jump off a bridge.
Am I getting through to you at all? Why, it's smoky the bear. “

Spiral staircase was in A. Tugwell’s Loft Apartment in Raleigh, NC, where Kay lived for a year.  Most of the film was acted out…broken glasses, broken hearts^c…

If you think this is hokey, Kay Gibbs would be more than enthusiastic about submitting to a personal lie detector test…

Kay's History Personality: I lived on this street for about 2 months…

…to prove these things are accurate.  Consider the number of times they’ve claimed Gloria Steinem never worked for the CIA yet she persists in her articles, documentaries, etc.   Kay hardly believes anyone would persist with such claims if they were frauds, unless they were in Hollywood and Kay is not in Hollywood nor involved in film making personally.  There are real events which have taken place in her life and revealed during her recovery from her mental disorder.  There is a real danger in this thinking that every disaster happening in this country is hokey unless you are trying to hide something.  Propaganda affects us on a local level.

If the 1993 attack was hokey, why were the buildings torn down?   If it was all about WWI why destroy them at all?  Surely anyone can go and visit the site to verify the truth or a deceit.  Those who rely on the television alone for factual information are easily deceived.  Traveling and visiting another State has its price. 

It is clear the 1993 attack must have been real and was the basis for the demolition of both buildings.  I am inclined to stick to my assertions that 9/11 served a dual purpose and had nothing to do with the 1993 incident.  I have not been in any particular pursuit to uncover individuals behind this event.  I have been following my own personal connections to these events.  I am not tracking down criminals and any insinuations are not deliberate but as the result of my personal experiences.

I recently discovered I may have a connection to an incident which actually occurred in the UK.  The details of how it was communicated or discussed there likely affected my behavior here and I am still uncertain as to who these persons are.  An LSD experience in 1974 revealed I had a connection to someone in the UK located on Dorsett Street and may have been using drugs themselves.   This fact was not clear until the recent past when I discovered an image of a Dorsett Street parking deck, I identified as the waving fence during my LSD experience.  I also discovered a gold statue online handled by a Museum curator with a red cloth which explained the gold face I was seeing and projected onto one of the others I was with.  I didn’t connect Star Wars to this event until many years later.  I am unable to locate this image again.  I did post it.

I became entangled with 4 individuals who identified themselves as Iranians, in 1975.  The persons who lifted Carolyn and I may not have been Iranian.  One of the individuals does look like Ahmadinejad (Ah Madined Jah, Almandined Jah, Almandine Wine) .  This would be the wine we drank on the lake and with my sister.  This was after I had been in Pennsylvania, New York, Maryland, Washington DC and New Jersey, all between 1973 and 1974.  I was in Chapel Hill, NC in 1972.  In 1976 I also ran into a Russian at the London Inn with whom I had Russian Wadka.  I went to Chicago in 1983.  The images I was able to point out in the Art Directors Annuals were likely created after May 1974 when I was there.  After enrolling in the local community college in Commercial Art I did some sketches for a class and have since discovered the photographs I took and learned it was likely the film Love With a Proper Stranger, that likely caused me and two of my acquaintances to end up pregnant and having abortions.  Of course the hypnotic suggestion in The Woman in Green was still having its affect on the minds of viewers.  It is likely I was connected to someone in New York who had enrolled in Commercial Art and why I dropped out of ECU where I was pursuing a BFA in Art.  It was only recently I also discovered I might be possessed of Albrecht Durer.  My propensity for the pencil as opposed to the brush seems to fit his history and I think he was entangled with James Gibbs the British Architect.

Looking from the parking deck…

Someone’s libido was tangled up with this film…

Twilight Zone Full Episode (Perchance to Dream) - IMDb

…I experienced sexual arousal when I wanted to jump off the parking deck.  it just occurred to me it might be a stunt man.

This is what caused Natalie’s death and me to want to jump off the parking deck…updated

"Hart to Hart" Larsen's Last Jump (TV Episode 1984) - IMDb

…I think someone was suicidal as I took an overdose of Ativan and drank some beer with it before leaving the hospital onto the streets…it is possible this was going on since 1974 (The Elevator) when I took the LSD and discovered a connection to Dorset Street White Chapel London.  O’brien called himself the “elevator man” and left me a card to that effect.

The man worked on elevators and may have fallen to his death…

Red dot is where I took the LSD but we were near the bank drive through and the fence was to the right…

…which would be the parking deck railing…

…this is where Jean Baird pulled off the road and stopped me while I was walking down Whitaker Mill Road.  It was not paved then and the Drug Store Was much smaller.

 

From my own assessment of the images I concur it is Oswald down under McCarthy and Schlitz upstairs…

Kay's History II: Parking deck at Erwin Road and Fulton in Durham, NC across from the Durham VA where I had been a few days before the incident…updating

…I must confess that most of these findings I think, have come from one of America’s most brilliant minds, which unfortunately was crapped up by the television so that this knowledge could not be uncovered which informs me there is more to be discovered.

This could be the gold face I saw in 1974 during my LSD experience, I am not sure…

…I also posted several years ago about another statue I found online, from Britain.  I didn’t know about this one here.  The one in Britain seemed likely as I thought part of my experience was due to a connection to someone who was in the parking deck of Dorsett Street, likely doing the same thing I was on this particular night, around April 29, 1974.

I think I might have been mixed up with a gaffer (Katherine Gibbs) or stunt man assistant who was ground level…

…watching a stunt man jump from a parking deck or something like that…  I have seen a lot of films where a man is pushed or jumped from a high story building or cliff (Tarzan, Superman, etc), some crime shows…

This is the kind of mind f---ing I detest and find despicable…updated

As a general concept experience comprises knowledge of or skill of some thing or some event gained through involvement in or exposure to that thing or event.^[1] The history of the word experience aligns it closely with the concept of experiment. For example, the word experience could be used in a statement like: "I have experience in fishing".

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Experience has nothing to do with experiment but it is clear the so called experiment they claim they were conducting, regarding the television creating experience with in the brain and mind was a gross distortion of the truth considering my findings and how those involved have amassed a significant amount of money in the process of deluding millions of people.   Tell me how pulling hair, and twisting noses and slapping your brother is improving behavior or even remotely entertaining.   They even taught us to laugh at it.  Leaping tall buildings only caused me to nearly jump off a parking deck, even after discovering that potential while under the influence of PCP.  A way for Jews to eke out anti-semitics?  It may be part of the motive I cannot say for sure.  What I can attest to is that it created some dangerous behaviors in me and I am lucky to be alive as a result of it.

Revenge may be more at the root of it.

Who is the dreamer, is it just coincidence? UPDATE 5 organized

Jung would call it a synchronistic unfolding of the unconscious.  Since taking a close look at this painting, I surmised the dreamer could be Gloria Steinem.  She was born in Toledo, Ohio in 1934.  JO’B is from Ohio.  As I mentioned, we met in 2003 online through Emmy Lou Harris’s website and then he came to North Carolina to visit me.  Tinkling Symbol was written, I thought in 1945 in New York but the Wikipedia states it was published in 1935.  I located the novel on a website list of novels for the 1940’s. 

JO’B must have perceived her dreaming state, at which time he painted this image.  Likely some of the book content had been extracted, unlikely preventing any clear perception of the title or dangerous content.  I do not know any of the mental or emotional circumstances in which JO’B or his acquaintances might have found himself while doing this work.

The film Twister must have given me a psychic clue when the wind chimes started tinkling in the wind during scenes when the twister was brewing up.   The title which was still in the unconsciousness until I walked past some wind chimes at the Whole Foods Market in my area.   I then went home, looked up 1940’s novels and discovered the cover I indentified through my a sketchy piece of work I did to block noise from my refrigerator in my kitchen.  I had been subjected to that kind of noise in 1998 at which time my jaw locked up and why it was an immediate concern to cover the opening.  Before this I discovered Millbank prison was designed exactly like the opening.  Kay Francis who happens to be the subject of this novel was also a Hollywood actress and her husband Dwight Francis was related to my Aunt Ellen Francis who happened to be married to my Uncle Jodie Gibbs.   This is likely the source of my desire to jump off the parking deck in Durham, NC in 1994 after an overdose of Ativan.   I found myself suicidal numerous times after this event but was better able to manage it since I was not using any sedatives.

      

   

     

    

Climbing over the parking deck wall…

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