Monday, September 12, 2011

Clarification, I only need you to separate the people I am mixed up with, that is all…

…Now leave me alone.

What's In Kay's Mind?: I don’t mind cleaners at all…

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Incoming…

“You owe the Lackawanna Valley, Ms. Gibbs”…

I believe Lackawanna owes me. I am quite sure of what went on in my home town and who called Slocum, Slocum and what they were talking about, an area and nothing more.

My father died because of your damned book…or should I say, your NOVEL writing.

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Touch me not…

What's In Kay's Mind?: Sentient vs senescent…

…this of course has it’s own ulterior motives. One regresses without appropriate touch and physical contact.

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This leaves one with the understanding that one is nothing more than a psychic slave…

…which breeches one’s fundamental constitutional rights.

What's In Kay's Mind?: Zombies and PTSD…

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Zombies and PTSD…

What's In Kay's Mind?: I think it’s more a lack of knowledge of one’s feelings and how one should feel in a given situation…

From the wikipedia:

Victims of post-traumatic stress syndrome are often said to display blunted affect. Veterans of intense combat have been described as having the thousand-yard stare (or thousand-yard gaze). Some of these veterans suffer from a disorder once referred to as shell shock and may experience a number of symptoms, including recurring nightmares, hypervigilance, and avoidance of situations that may cause distress.

This would describe my father’s side of the mind as he was a WWII veteran, so it would seem as if I were zombie like (blunted affect), but rather I was re-enacting and experiencing my father’s WWII experiences. I would disagree with any diagnosis of latent heterosexuality either, not even over-sexualized. I was caught up in the sexual activities of another or another’s fantasies of sexual adventure fueled by some novel such as The Story of O (I question whether this is even a novel but more an historical account of some sex slave from some other time.) or other lewd pornographic material. Therefore the diagnosis of Borderline Personality is inappropriate.

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I don’t mind cleaners at all…

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Sentient vs senescent…

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Note:  Someone might have been thinking about the Woman in Green and called her the Lady in Green – I believe Holmes did mention, “that pretty lady over there in the green” while sitting at the bar…

Psychotomimetic - updated

My experience of these types of drugs is quite different from this description of psychotomimetic here. The psychosis is already there, the drugs simply permit the visions and voices to become visible and audible, if they are outside the self. I have experienced this even while taking Abilify. Voices that are derived from within the brain can be controlled with some medications. I can shut down voices from within with taurine, it does not control those from outside the brain even when no one is talking to you. Even at 2000 grams or taurine I am sometimes able to here voices. Risperdal enhanced the voices when I took it as well. Seroquel knocks me out so I don’t know if I am still hearing voices or not. My experience with PCP and LSD made me aware of the existence of thoughts and images outside the brain.

So I again find cause to disagree with the wiki or the psychiatric community altogether. These drugs do not create the mind or what is in the mind. I create what is in my mind or it is transferred there by some other source. You have little control over what is put into your mind externally, such as music at the grocery store unless you want to starve, or such as when I took the LSD and saw clearly sleep passing before my eyes like a ticker tape and being impotent to stop it. It is hard to say if the word “sleep” was the result of some subliminal message on the television from such films as Sherlock Holmes, in which Doctor Watson was hypnotized, The Lady In Green.

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