Monday, January 14, 2013

I found a pair of these with black handles at the mall this evening…

…I think they belong to one of the ladies in the sewing group who meets at the mall.

Talk about communicating threats here is written evidence…

 comedy « MY RIGHT TO BITCH

…this could get them at least 6 months.

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Now let me bitch AND POINT MY FINGER McGraw,

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THESE TYPES?????   TYPES YOUR INDUSTRY CREATED.  WHY ARE YOU SELLING MENTAL HEALTH OVER THE TELEVISION?   FREEDOM OF INFORMATION ACT IS AN EXTREMELY KEEN WAY OF MANIPULATING PEOPLE INTO DIVULGING PERSONAL INFORMATION WHILE WE WERE SLEEPING.

These people upstairs have not been helping me much at all…

I am having to surf through stuff after the fact here.

They are holding up progress by trying to take the time to make films or write novels, when they should have been separating people here, then cleaning up would be more efficient.

The life of an Anglo-Saxon princess | Science | The Guardian

The life of an Anglo-Saxon princess | Science | The Guardian

Eadgyth - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Eadgyth - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Edith Royle Chadwick : 1891 and 1901 Family History Local History

Edith Royle Chadwick : 1891 and 1901 Family History Local History

Someone must have been watching a boxing match or viewed Crime of Passion which contains a boxing match…

Kay's History II: Kay was assaulted by Hammond…

…and some psychiatrist or psychologist who read the book must have treated someone who had seen the film.  My father was treated by a psychiatrist at the Norfolk VA.  My father also watched wrestling and boxing and sometimes viewed these two twins boxing.  One of them would butt his opponent in the head pretending to knock him cold.  This may be the cause of my head injury but behind the wrestling was likely something else like Chat and Thomas.

Chadwick and Thomas, officers butting heads about a crime?

Is this Redford and Steinem?

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I am sure this has been about…

I have heard this title frequently over the past few years…

A 36 inch TV in the late 50’s?

This film is one of those fact based films that gets turned into a myth by film makers…

…I did view this film and understand perfectly what it is dramatizing as I have experienced it myself.  Therefore one can conclude some films do intend educating the public.  The subjects of the film lose sight of their reality hunt, with a surprise ending inserted into their reality, that would shock most viewers unfamiliar with sci-fi crime films.  Because of the shock effect, viewers would hardly entertain any other reality about this film, thus their truth is lost.

Taylor and Rorke, who I am familiar with from I dream of Jeanie, are very good in this film but Stanwyck makes several obvious flub ups I attribute to misdirection.  One case in which it is obvious the director tells her to look up at the camera at the wrong time and she seems to have jumped the gun when responding to Hudson’s character in the film.   It also appeared there was intent on selling the public on electric percolators, so the sleeper might have been viewing an ad for an electric percolator which may have attributed to Stanwyck’s error.   These ads were popular in the 60’s with a woman dressed in a full skirt, tight fitting blouse and glaring look and wide smile.  If I had not experienced this for myself in my sleep and during my waking hours, I would never have deduced this information from this film.

A man walking in the area I frequent who looks like my father but walks like a zombie, must have cued me up to find this film.

This films leads into another film and it is clear the Night Walker/Night Caller, Twilight Zone, is a writer and he uses caffeine or drinks coffee to stay awake and it is keeping the sleeper awake also.  It is implied the sleeper may be drinking the coffee.  Tea is likely an issue as well.

I have had issues with my family about this.  We were heavy tea drinkers and both my parents consumed coffee and I did occasionally in my childhood but did not drink it during my young adult life very much.  I was prone to drinking the beer.  I think this coupled with the films they were viewing and enmeshments, is the reason I hardly ever slept.

The Earth Dies Screaming, was causing me problems with drowsiness and disorientation…

Kay's History II: This may be one of the films also…

…for two days I have been drowsy and disoriented.  Saturday I was standing in front of my sofa and suddenly I felt woozy and fell onto the sofa and felt like sleeping the whole after noon.  Last night I found this film.  In the beginning people are falling out everywhere from some unknown force.  It is also portrayed in a Star-Trek or Deep Space Nine episode.

I have never seen this film but was a frequent viewer of Star Trek and Deep Space Nine.

I’ve seen this film and purchased lots of pancake mixes…

Imitation of Life (1934) - IMDb

…I was frequenting the IHOP for pancakes before ever knowing about this film.

FYI…

Proxies for reality: Fact-based films and their mythmaking potential « Media Myth Alert

Re: Yield to the Night, I paid $5.00 ea for these perfumed oils…updated

…the honey amber cost me $10, the lavender was $9.00 and I have two of them…

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Kay's History II: This one may be also, I’ve been buying little bottle of perfumed oil…

…the film says 5 guineas.

As you can see this is nothing more than a racket going on between the film makers, writers and corporations marketing products.  We are like nothing more than vessels for their purposes, they give a little handout they think we will spend and it keeps the cycle of abuse going.  This is what I heard before, a cycle of abuse, abusing brain and mind.

Either someone had repressed this film which created a repetition compulsion or at least 10 people viewed the film.  I did encounter some British on the bus about 3-4 years ago, before I started buying this oil.  In total I have purchased 15 bottles.

Some are Lavender.  The Fresh Balsam is a Christmas scent, or it smelled like Christmas to me so that’s the one I chose.  I go into Bath and Body Works and am always smelling all of them.  The employees there can verify this without doubt.

The woman in this film committed murder and was in prison awaiting trial and possible execution.  I did not view it all.  The very beginning when she is selling the oil was enough for me to know what I had been mixed up with.

The dark Blue bottle among the scented oils is called Midsummer’s Night, the title is Yield to the Night, and has a full moon on it indicative of  The Tinkling Symbol, which infers one should yield his resistance to television viewing and shopping.  Many men do not like to shop.  I also have wind chimes on my deck but then so do lots of people. 

Notice the Texas Cedarwood label – Aura Cacia ~ acacia.  I have used breath mints which contain this product and I had a serious psychotic reaction after ingesting it.  It has an affect on brain processing in that it shuts it off and you are subjected to the content of the mind.  At the time I was using the mints I was frequenting The Bear Rock Cafe, eating hot soup and unable to prevent myself from eating the soup when it was still too hot.  I know I have injured my throat as a result.

“I can destroy myself” – Peter Lorre.  Coupled with this film you can see how one can be programmed to hurt oneself.

Sleep My Love 1948 - Claudette Colbert, Don Ameche, Bob Cummings - YouTube

…I was thinking today someone liked the underground train (The Thief The Cook His Wife and Her Lover) because of the pleasure principle, they wanted to regress to the womb and then come out again because this is when they received the most attention and affection.  I liked going into them for awhile but then I’d get scared because they were surrounded by water and I’d want to get out…

This one may be also, I’ve been buying little bottle of perfumed oil…

…compulsively I might add…

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Eyes darting left and right…

…was in a poem I wrote…could be hypnotic – 51’45” into the film…

Traumatic re-enactments and they might be passed on…updated

Kay's History II: Not necessarily, traumatic re-enactments can be passed on…

…despite the original incident being acted out, those who are traumatized and who do not repress their trauma, will seek to repeat the drama until they gain mastery over it.  This is according to the Sidran Press.  This then means that a woman who is raped may seek to recreate her trauma in order to defeat her perpetrator, maybe even kill him.  This is true as I was kidnapped and sodomized by a car salesman in 1975.  I did suppress those memories and continued to go shopping for a car alone long after the event happened, until after I got out of prison in 1991.  When I went to buy a car this time, I got a male relative to go with me. 

I had also moved many times after the incident so had many enmeshments as well.

I could have talked about this to many people ridding myself of it through transference, I didn’t.

Someone has pointed out the car salesman may have been trying to hurt me as I was sold the car believing the brakes were ok I questioned when I test drove the car.  The salesman claimed it was just dust on the brakes.  I later discovered there were completely worn down.  I had them repaired at the dealership after a week of disagreement with the dealer and after agreeing to repair them I drove the car to my apartment about 30 miles away and just before arriving near a roundabout, I had no brakes.  Luckily there was a station nearby and I rolled in and left the car over night.  The next day the salesman told me the brake line had been left loose. 

This is one, I have a picture of an ensemble as in the beginning of this film but done with cartoon characters…updated

…I think there are some indications of subliminal threats in this film.  This also reminds me of the 4-H camp entertainment I participated in 1968.  I played bongos, four of us sang to Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow.

I also had a nightmare about my roommate standing over me with a knife, also depicted in this film…

 

Sunday, January 13, 2013

This may be one of the films also…

The Night Walker (1964) - YouTube

 

The Chase w Robert Cummings and Peter Lorre. - YouTube

 

 

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PPI, page 279…

My sister claims to be allergic to shrimp…

PPI, page 303, 304…

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Rambo came up last night but I have not seen this for a long while…

This is likely the book…

Henry VII - Stanley Bertram Chrimes - Google Books

I certainly had something of an obsession with salt…

It is frequently confused with salophilia, an attraction to salt or salty things (especially body sweat) that derives from the Latin for salt, sal.

Salirophilia - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…it could be advertising or someone from the salt mines of Russia.  I did find that on the internet during all of my surfing.  The carvings on the walls of the mine could be Grinling Gibbons.

Stekel seems to down play the idea that a wet nurse could transmit her character traits to a child…

…but this is far from the truth.  Those who know about attachment certainly know that breast feeding is at the root of attachment.  The child actually would exemplify more of the personality traits of the wet nurse  than of the one who bore him although genetically his physical nature would still resemble his biological parents.

Re: Patterns of Psychosexual Infantilism, “plunging necklines”…

Kay's History II: Kay's History II: Mucking Wharf ~ Mueckers ~ a religious sect…

Does she or doesn’t she know about this book and what it says about plunging necklines.  I am not trying to pick on Ms. Steinem.  I was viewing her videos to learn what she had to say since I rarely got a chance to hear her speak or read her publications or Ms. Magazine very often.  I did pay particular attention to the neckline of her blouse.  I don’t recall specifically having read this particular part of the book.  I surmise someone did and someone likely viewed the television appearance.  I have also connected other things to her public appearances. 

If she does know, it is clear she is attempting to prevent others from succumbing to the content of this book for obvious reasons.

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There is a girl at the mall who looks like Catherine of Aragon…

    

See page 262…updating

…page 172, I am sure Hall is wrong, well not looking at the whole picture…, page 137…

I am not sure I correctly interpreted the meaning of page 135 regarding mental transfer but I did read more on it in Jung’s work.

Kay was assaulted by Hammond…

…Kay did blog that Kay thought Freud’s cigar was an indication that he and his profession were eating “s—t”…

Kay smoked a few cigars, a pipe and a lot of cigarettes.

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Kay's History II: Mucking Wharf ~ Mueckers ~ a religious sect…

Kay's History II: Mucking Wharf ~ Mueckers ~ a religious sect…

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The smell of excrement from hog farms is horrendous but I have heard with my own ears,”that’s the smell of money”…

Kay's History II: I acted this out in 1988, I think this is also portrayed in Death In Love, I have not read this book per se’…

…this clearly, to me, can give rise to enmeshments which are described in this book on page 78, with regard to a young boys habits.  Those who reside in the vicinity of such establishments would know and understand the verbal exchange associated with hog farming.

Hot tubs and jacuzzis…

Kay's History II: Mucking Wharf ~ Mueckers ~ a religious sect…

“Dirty girl ~ Dirty hog ~ Dirty Sow pig ~ Dirty Wosp ~ Dirty Wop…

Kay's History II: Mucking Wharf ~ Mueckers ~ a religious sect…

…This could be how Wop originated.

Mucking Wharf ~ Mueckers ~ a religious sect…

Kay's History II: Just a possible scenario…updated

…Muckers ~ Mueckers ~ Mucha…

Patterns of Psychosexual Infantilism, Wilhlem Stekel - War between Albania and Montenegro – Steinmetz, Vol II page 173 – a primitive custom, women faced the enemy exposing themselves in order to allay their advancing.  They were slaughtered.

“Mueckers” – “the head priest had ten to twelve women attend to him  while he was bathing” – cf Stoll, pp. 392-393, Ivan Bloch, pp 307-308.

“f---ing bastards would kill their own mother”.

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“She’s a dirty girl”…

Copycat film ~ Blink film - Mysophilia

I have experienced this man’s facial structure, lately, he looks like our Methodist Minister Haywood Martin, deceased…

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I or my brother had a toy replica of this weapon when I was a child…

Civil War Confederate Revolver. - Civil War Pistols - Civil War Weapons - Replica Guns, Swords and Collectible Weapons - Blank-Guns-Depot.com