August 24, 1967 - Dream Telepathy – “Oppose discrimination against penguins”…

…there was an old woman in my dream.  She looked like a penguin, she was dressed in green.

Batman was always doing battle with the penguin.

143.   When this covert operation was revealed by Ramparts magazine in 1967, Steinem told The New York Times that she approved the Agency's role. "Far from being shocked by this involvement, I was happy to find some liberals in government in those days who were far-sighted and cared enough to get Americans of all political views to the Festival." (NYT, Feb. 21, 1967). Steinem's definition of a liberal then included such young men as Zbigniew Brzezinski, an assistant professor at Harvard, and Tom Garrity, a lawyer with Donovan & Leisure. She arranged though Jackson funding for both men to attend the festival. (She also tried to get Michael Harrington to attend, but he dropped out at the last minute.) Steinem's politics then appeared to be typical of many 1950s anticommunist liberals. She told the Times in 1967, "I was never asked to report on other Americans or assess foreign nationals I had met." But in fact, in response to a query from C.D. Jackson, Steinem wrote Jackson in great detail on the left-wing affiliations of various Americans associated with the allegedly Soviet-backed U.S. Festival Committee. (Gloria Steinem to C.D. Jackson, 3/19/59, DDE; NYT, Feb. 21, 1967.)

Gloria Steinem and the CIA

Where the Woodbine Twineth and Hank Williams, Move it On Over…

also John Muir…

Page 130-131 in Dream Telepathy, by Ullman, Vaughn and Krippner, mention green penguins and a piece of Steinem’s…

dialogue in amidst the writing.

Hasui – Yuhi Waterfall in Shiobara…updated

…dead tree at waters edge in my sketch is related to this.  I have been looking at pictures of waterfalls frequently online and considered making purchases numerous times but opted for a video of some of the national parks including waterfalls.  I also purchased a David Fortney video including a very large waterfall.

The Art of Japan

    

This is Kay’s father during WWII on Long Island in New York…

…this is a copy of an eggshell print I tried to fix with photoimpact.  As you can see it is worn.

My brother and cousin Robert Baxter Cahoon, Jr.

Here are my transmissions…

“Did you see them making the maneuvers?

Yes I did.

I want to correct something here…

Kay's History II: Who is the dreamer, is it just coincidence? UPDATE

…in rethinking the painting, I now conclude I and Steinem were subjects of the painting.  I was asleep because of The Woman in Green.  Steinem was mixed up with Tinkling Symbol.  She was later enmeshed with some women from California who attended ECU where I also attended college and that is how she was entangled with the me and how I eventually came across the films, then book.  Katherine Gibbs aka Kay Francis was deceased.  I was entangled with Dr. David C. O’brien who delivered me as a baby at Maryview Hospital. 

These heads you keep shifting over here are too small dammit, hey Jude…

Someone told me this is what I needed in my face…

…I’m not sure in what context this was intended…

Who is the dreamer, is it just coincidence? UPDATE 5 organized

Jung would call it a synchronistic unfolding of the unconscious.  Since taking a close look at this painting, I surmised the dreamer could be Gloria Steinem.  She was born in Toledo, Ohio in 1934.  JO’B is from Ohio.  As I mentioned, we met in 2003 online through Emmy Lou Harris’s website and then he came to North Carolina to visit me.  Tinkling Symbol was written, I thought in 1945 in New York but the Wikipedia states it was published in 1935.  I located the novel on a website list of novels for the 1940’s. 

JO’B must have perceived her dreaming state, at which time he painted this image.  Likely some of the book content had been extracted, unlikely preventing any clear perception of the title or dangerous content.  I do not know any of the mental or emotional circumstances in which JO’B or his acquaintances might have found himself while doing this work.

The film Twister must have given me a psychic clue when the wind chimes started tinkling in the wind during scenes when the twister was brewing up.   The title which was still in the unconsciousness until I walked past some wind chimes at the Whole Foods Market in my area.   I then went home, looked up 1940’s novels and discovered the cover I indentified through my a sketchy piece of work I did to block noise from my refrigerator in my kitchen.  I had been subjected to that kind of noise in 1998 at which time my jaw locked up and why it was an immediate concern to cover the opening.  Before this I discovered Millbank prison was designed exactly like the opening.  Kay Francis who happens to be the subject of this novel was also a Hollywood actress and her husband Dwight Francis was related to my Aunt Ellen Francis who happened to be married to my Uncle Jodie Gibbs.   This is likely the source of my desire to jump off the parking deck in Durham, NC in 1994 after an overdose of Ativan.   I found myself suicidal numerous times after this event but was better able to manage it since I was not using any sedatives.

      

   

     

    

JO’B painting…

…in this painting, it is clear to me it is a dream and the dreamer is asleep, having these graphic perceptions.  Though JO’B doesn’t quite bring to fruition the entire picture as it is still in a surreal state, his work made it possible for me to uncover more of the book cover, enabling me to then find the book itself. 

I must add that I was driving in the dark through all of this uncovering, strictly intuitive work, rather than anything conscious I was doing as it is clear was JO’b’s.

Another Tinkling symbol?

Talk about connections…

…this man is from Cleveland, Ohio.  He is an artist.  This painting was done in 1996 long before I met him in 2003.  I did my buzzard image in 1991.  Apparently I was receiving telepathic images from this man from Ohio.  I have never seen the man in the bottom image in real life.  These pictures were sent to me in 2004.  I stashed them away and have not looked at them since I received them until yesterday.  I did look at other items sent me such as an image of Linda Ronstadt and Joanie Mitchell.

This proves to me the power of the human mind and that what we see and hear can affect others elsewhere.

Thank you for sending these to me as it enlightens me to some of my problems as I hope I am enlightening you.

 

 

Three arches, the port hole and the fence I recreated in 1982 for Hair By Nature’s Way in Raleigh, NC.  All of the employees at HBNW and Jean B. know I built the fence.

My brother was nicknamed chicken man in his youth, that would be in the 80’s.

Cool!

This is some of the art work I recall from the 60’s on stickers kids put onto their notebooks…

…around the time I drew the lipseye…

Twilight Zone, Perchance to Dream…

LOoks like mon oncle…

I purchased a lamp like this one before these images were sent to me…

Marshall McDonald - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Marshall McDonald - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Gloria Steinem Still Rocks « Mainly Jane

Gloria Steinem Still Rocks « Mainly Jane

Dream Journal entry…

Incoming…

Running round looking pretty,

Can’t you see, can’t you see, what that woman, she’s been doing to me…anti-woman talk?

I came to Chapel Hill because…

…of my connection to Calvin Hall and his connection to Susan Hall.

Look what I found…

…this was mixed in with a hypnotic induction,  As soon as this sequence started I got really groggy and sleepy.  By the end of the sequence I was asleep.  I finally recognized the repetition and then deduced it was a hypnotic suggestion, one a person would hardly recognize or these statements were mixed up with some suggestion that had already been removed leaving these statements anchored to the sleep behavior. 

Wizard of Oz dialogue has been coming out of me a lot lately.

My dog is dying

I thought she was amenable

Must get some sleep

My dog is dying

who’s sieg heiling you

I thought she was amenable

Close your eyes

Here is where I have a problem getting jacked up…

 

These are the tapes I used…

#08 Stop Smoking MS | Self Hypnosis Subliminal Persuasion | Potentials Unlimited  - 1990

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http://www.potentialsunlimited.com/product-details.cfm?sku=118MS&resellerid=215 – 1988-89

I listened to Money Prosperity in 1992.

I have been mixed up in Helen’s projections of Rasputin…

Flyer Goodness: 1960s Pelican Book Covers

Flyer Goodness: 1960s Pelican Book Covers

I sold the 650 Watt Sony Home Theater system three years ago…

I now have a 15 watt Phillips radio and my 5 watt Altec Lansing speakers connected to my PC, thanks to my angel in the outfield.

He’s not sieg heiling me…

Perlin, Germany - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Fruit 2o – someone got me to buy it.  It contains sodium benzoate a known carcinogen when combined with Vitamin C.

The nihilist stuff came from SofTS page 99, Vera or the Nihilists…

Life is too short to ever be serious about it.

There is a section on Playboy that is really screwy.  I disagree with it.

Acted this out, page 153, Jung’s eternal child, the eternal girl…

Sense of the `60s - Edward G. Quinn, Paul J. Dolan - Google Books

The Girl, the primal image, the one behind the many.  Just as the Virgin appears, in many guises-as our lady of lourdes of of fatima or of guadalupe

but is always recognizably the virgin, so with the girl.

I slept in the alcove of the Our Lady of Lourdes Church in Raleigh, NC.  I thought Truffaut might be associated with it.

I also found the amino acid glutamic acid a problem in erasing the infantile memories on which we build our egos…

Kay's History II: What I think about ego disintegration…

because it fires the neurons in the brain which then creates the mind with all that one has read, seen and heard.

What I think about ego disintegration…

I am a first born, my brother and sister inherited my parents from me as little children.   They represent parts of myself and my own ego and the id of my parents.  I caught on to a problem with the idea of letting go of your past as I have heard it so often.  I wondered where I was going to put it, so I wrote about it.

The idea of letting go can trigger something quite different in the brain, especially if someone has given you a command on which you have built your ego or life, it’s a gift hang on to it.  Telling someone to let go may be the beginning of the end.

I listened to a progressive relaxation tape that includes this statement as part of the relaxation process.  I did not understand the potential harm it might cause me.

Qing boy…

Rimbaud and Verlaine began a short and torrid affair. Whereas Verlaine had likely engaged in prior homosexual experiences, it remains uncertain whether the relationship with Verlaine was Rimbaud's first. During their time together they led a wild, vagabond-like life spiced by absinthe and hashish.^[30] They scandalized the Parisian literary coterie on account of the outrageous behaviour of Rimbaud, the archetypal enfant terrible, who throughout this period continued to write strikingly visionary verse. The stormy relationship between Rimbaud and Verlaine eventually brought them to London in September 1872,^[31] a period about which Rimbaud would later express regret. During this time, Verlaine abandoned his wife and infant son (both of whom he had abused in his alcoholic rages). Rimbaud and Verlaine lived in considerable poverty, in Bloomsbury and in Camden Town, scraping a living mostly from teaching, in addition to an allowance from Verlaine's mother.^[32] Rimbaud spent his days in the Reading Room of the British Museum where "heating, lighting, pens and ink were free."^[32] The relationship between the two poets grew increasingly bitter.

Arthur Rimbaud - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I think this is a connection to an older gentleman who died of cancer…

…I ran into him one day at the local supermarket in 1987 and his left ear and side of his face was deteriorating from cancer.

Kay's History: Mount Tabor, New Jersey – I went to Jersey in 1974…

Kay's History: Mount Tabor, New Jersey – I went to Jersey in 1974…

I was slowly finding out things in 1991…

  

 

Kay's History II: Notice the bird beside the front door of the house, the water in the book cover and my painting in the opening…updated

Kay's History II: Notice the bird beside the front door of the house, the water in the book cover and my painting in the opening…updated

I found the origins of this problem may have been in Schenectady, NY…

Kay's History II: Lilith…