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“Miss Kay repeat your personal programming.”

I blogged my programming that concerns the public and they can read it off.

My personal mental programming I listen to with my ear buds is my business and no one else’s.

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Consciousness...very, very, very, very updated, a must read...

How does one maintain consciousness?   I have had moments when I have had clarity of thought and presence of my own physical self.  However it has not been a constant happening.  

I was thinking about the events that happened to me in 1987-89, when I had the desire to asphyxiate myself and then hang myself.   I do recall my mother telling me that I had turned blue when I was born.   Was this from being choked by the umbilical cord?    I have absolutely no recollection of being choked as a child, of turning blue or of any other event that may have occurred during the birth process.   I was not conscious that these events were happening to me if they happened to me at all.  I only know what may have happened from events that I have re-enacted since then and even then these re-enactments could belong to my mother and not to me, as there is the case of getting choked by the clothes line, that she could have re-created because of some other event that happened that made her feel like she could "die".   Freud's thanatos.   My sister also suffered from asthma when she was a child, could this have been the result of transferences from me or my mother?   I am sure now that it is the reason I drew the lump in the buzzard's throat.   Could the asphyxiation have come from some past life event (Out on a Limb) that my father had experienced first as nose bleeds, that could be related to some volcanic activity or eruption? 

Is consciousness merely becoming aware of the soul?   I know that I have had little concern for my body as I was not taught that my body was important, that my body was merely a place for God, "your body is God's temple", this is why Jesus ended up on the cross.  Is this consciousness?   I have had to create for myself mental programming to teach myself to protect my body, particularly in light of discovering tapes in my head, such as "stop drinking water".

Is consciousness just a matter of the mind and not the brain?   We are not born with souls, we acquire them.  Granted, our brains do process all of the physical sensations that occur in our bodies, but do we really become conscious of them at the same time.  The memories of those sensations are stored in our brains and we only become conscious of them when we are able to say, ah, that came from birth.   In other words, I would only be able to know that these sensations of wanting to choke or asphyxiate myself came from my birth because someone else outside myself who was there or knew about it or has knowledge of these kinds of events, has told me that it came from my birth, not because I was aware of it at the time.   That kind of awareness at birth would be too much for an infant body to handle, despite what they make you believe in the movie "Look Who's Talking".    The information acquired at birth would be compartmentalized and repressed [ I think repression is the same thing as repressed memory, because whenever one represses one is blocking the memory from awareness, whether it be traumatic or not, as one can set aside thoughts about a particular thing until one is able to deal with them, such as an invention or whatever and it is vulnerable to being accessed by a hacker ] until a time one deems it ok to recall that information or one for various reasons, acts it out upon oneself or another, or one may not recover it at all, if it is accessed by an outside source and removed or it is ignored so long that one develops a tumor on the brain or some other brain disease.  There is a pay-off too for making people feel guilty and I suppose through hypnosis, one would eventually trace the origins of these events, if one developed some sort of serious block.   I am not saying that we should run around killing fetuses because they are not conscious, yet we do a similar thing to adolescents and adults, who may not be as conscious as those who are accusing them or judging them.  

This process of assigning the cause of sensation in the present to something from the past in ourselves is the process of cognition.   Does this mean that our conscousness will always be a step behind our abilities to perceive and acquire sensations?  If these memories truly belong to my mother,  do I really possess any consciousness at all?  

Ha, I feel like I sound like Dr. Sapolsky today, I've been listening to his tapes again on Biology and Human Behavior and I can detect his manner of speech in my head.   It is amazing at how quicky the human brain can process information.  I listened to more than half of the lectures today for the 4th time.

Back in the early 90's I wrote this paper about a car but I described it, in a subtle manner as if it were a woman, a kind of anthropomorphism, like I suspect of the book,  Black Beauty.   Since then I realized Ford or whoever, might have really been looking for someone or something to carry his soul and he might have created a mechanical version of a human being in the form of a kind of mechanical robot, the automobile, Artificial Intelligence.   It's like what I said about the Egyptians making alcohol, it was nature telling them something about the body but it turned into something else.   Anyway, Ford created a sort of Stepford Wife.   In the movie Stepford Wives, the robotic women have no consciousness at all, it is made unsconscious by the possession of the husband's anima and they are at the mercy of their husband's (owners) wishes and desires.  Of course Robo-Cop would be the male version of a Stepford Wife, the man being possessed by the immature animus of the female scientist.

Today, I was aware of a keen game that can be played in which one can draw out these parts of a person, the animus in a woman or the anima in a man, for the purposes of acquiring their transferences, or hooking into the thought processes of either.   This would be desired of course only from those individuals who had a level of intellect or creativity that one desires.  This is achieved by different means of seduction, etc.   This process is called acquiring consciousness.   I the observer instead of the actor, was paying attention to what was going on around me and I programmed my mind to do this with my mental programming directives that I have listened to at least 50 times over the past week.  One specific directive I gave myself was to pay attention to what goes on around me.  Of course I had already become aware of this shifting from one side to the other years ago, I just didn't pay attention to the mehanics of what was happening and that is exactly what I called it, shifting, not to be construed with a paradigm shift.   I also noticed another kind of shifitng that has been taking place.  When ever I feel threatened by a particular person, say a man, I will shift from my feminine to the masculine, as a means of protecting myself, the Robo-Cop in action.

In making these cds I also became aware of how easy it is for someone else to manipulate and direct my behavior, using just a few simple words, via transferences to the unconscious (the id, the child state) that eventually works its way into conscious awareness (the ego, the adult state) in the form of a stream of consciousness, such as "turn your radio on, get in touch with God"..."stop drinking water", etc.  I practically ceased drinking water when I was in FCCW.

I have been motivated to recycle and re-evaluate these events, etc, by past undesirable events in 1989-90 in which I wish to protect myself from in the future, that may seem to others like I am obsessed.   This is not the case.   By putting erroneous information into my brain or not having adequate information at all,  I have come up with erroneous conclusions and therefore a recycling of the old and inputing new information has become necessary and my by rehashing this stuff again I have been able to draw more rational conclusions as to the causes of my poor behavior, not so much because I have suffered some sort of chemical malfunction in my brain but more because of what I was allowing to be stored in my brain.

The manner in which we store information in our brains matters also.   On my mental progamming cds the directives are very short sentences, well most of them are, as this was the suggested manner in which to create subliminal cds, but I did not make it subliminal, I felt that passive listening would be just as affective, particularly since I desire to change and have been desirous of change since the Doctor told me I was going to die if I did not quit smoking cigarettes (see a connection?  I also suffered from anorexia at about 17).   What I have found from these short sentences is a tendency to repeat other things repetitively also.   The other morning I found myself repeating a few words from a song over and over, after two nights of listening to my cd.  

So, is consciousness merely a matter of making conscious our perceptions, physical and otherwise?   What about the soul?

Kay F. Gibbs      

Kay’s Programming Scripts…

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While I was sleeping, question and answer session…

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Sunday, May 6, 2012

Who’s assassination was it really…updating

This is part of the history of Kay’s personal life and experiences. I swear from my own consciousness and before the reading, viewing public the following statements are true to the best of my ability. I will swear to these statements before the US Supreme Court.

…while viewing the film The Day Reagan was Shot, I surmised Alexander Haig was in no way the “loose cannon” he was made out to be by media during Reagan’s Administration. During the film it was even more clear Hinckley was influenced by Vice President Bush to assassinate President Reagan. This was portrayed as Bush’s visit to the Hinckley’s. I became quite paranoid over thinking this as I took this film seriously as well as its implications that Bush may have influenced Reagan’s assassination attempt. I talked it out and talked to a friend who was unable or unwilling to relate to my thinking. I had been studying mind control and mental suggestion because I felt I had been a victim of it around that time. I purchased the book Studies In Mental Suggestion by L.L. Vasiliev, originally written in the 1920’s. I am also now knowledgeable on the subject of post traumatic stress disorder and neurolinguistic programming which can be used as a form of mind control and have read books about the subconscious mind. In addition I read Kelman and Hamilton’s book, Crimes of Obedience which had a most powerful impact on my understanding of human behavior and my deductions about what really seemed to be going on in the film. A viewer lacking knowledge of this information would likely regard the scenes as simply a visit to a friend. It was clear to me Bush had influenced Hinckley’s actions and I decided the Jodie Foster part of the story was to throw attention away from Bush, and in doing so Hinckley would get an insanity plea and some time in a psychiatric facility.

Over the following years I began to accumulate more information pointing to the use of mind control, neurolinguistic programming and aspects of psychology used as tools to manipulate consumers and to further manipulate human behavior. Further historical research uncovered information regarding animosity between Edgar Alan Poe and his publisher in which the publisher disliked his books due to the nature of their content and their influence on his readers. He may have gone so far as to think Poe was evil, The Bird’s being the result. He also had an interest in Poe’s fiance’ who became Poe’s wife. This led me to think Freud’s ideas about female hysteria were inaccurate and that he was covering up the truth and this was later to be used by his nephew in his pursuit of wealth in America. I continued these pursuits, forgetting about the film for quite sometime. Not long ago I tried to recollect the title of this film, The Day Reagan Was Shot, unable to recall it and then was side-tracked by something else. Months later I discovered Mike Wallace had passed away. I was saddened on hearing this as I felt he was one of the most outstanding reporters of his time. I viewed a clip of his interview with Clint Hill and JFK’s assassination. About a week or so later I was sitting at my desk just as I have been for the last 6 years. Suddenly the below statement came out of nowhere, which I wrote down. Immediately I thought it was Wallace talking to me about JFK’s assassination and that he was forced to suppress this information. I pondered what to do about it for several weeks, trying to figure out where it fit in the scheme of things going on in my life. Risking some sort of legal action I am disclosing it here since I am in no way bound by any law to protect confidentiality as I am no journalist or author by profession, and I feel it is something the public should know. Of course being in a position to sue for damages to my life, it is clear they may hope that through my disclosing this I will be unable to bring any actions or they will have some advantage in the event I do bring an action. I am not one of those people who thrives on malicious gossip or outlandish stories for the sake of popularity or attention. I disdain it and abhor it floating around in my mind but I have had to contend with it.

“I know you are one of us Ms. Gibbs, what I am about to tell you...”. “I don’t care about them to tell you the truth Ms. Gibbs. “He told me to do it, he didn’t like them.” “He thought they were bad for the country”. “If you print that I will sue you”.

It is clear some writer took part of the above conversation out and I was unable to learn who made the statement and exactly to whom it was made. I have had auditory awareness of writers via enmeshments for the past 6 years. I have recognized novels and films which include my personal history for a lot longer and you can take this to mean my life as Katherine Gibbs aka Kay Francis, my life as Cher and my life now as Kay Frances Gibbs. I began to recognize Cher had pieces of her life like a lot of other Hollywood stars.

Having viewed the clip about Clint Hill again, I thought it was him or Wallace talking to Katherine Gibbs aka Kay Francis. Surely Katherine Gibbs would not have encountered HilI, but I recall a piece of information I collected several years ago, “Hill is a thorn in my side”, I had associated with an artist named Thornhill who lived around the time of James Gibbs. I concluded “Thornhill” was manufactured by someone in the media to distort reality. I then tried to figure out how Francis would have encountered Wallace. She was said to have retired to New York City where she eventually died in 1965 or 1968, I have read both dates in various publications, I have read none of her diaries. From all this blossomed a plethora of thoughts about how Katherine Gibbs, aka Kay Francis, may have really died, that breast cancer or cancer may have merely been what was reported to the public.

Recently a photograph of Oswald’s wife I discovered on the internet which I compared to my own photograph taken while I was in the US Army in 1975 cinched it for me, it was Oswald talking to his wife and it affirmed my suspicions that Marilyn Monroe had been murdered because of what she knew as a result of her enmeshment with Katherine Gibbs aka Kay Francis’ history and that her psychiatrist had taken advantage of her, possibly having verbally abused her on numerous occasions. I went so far as to fax the information I had in my possession I suspected belonged to the Kennedy incidents to Senator Kennedy’s office to get it out of my hands. It was after this I learned it might have been Katherine Gibbs instead.

Oswald's wife me army me freshman college

Various films I watched also had me thinking attempts on her life had been made before she left Hollywood and was finally murdered in New York and her body disposed of in a heinous manner and her cremation was a cover-up as well. Of course most of this was influenced by films I viewed on television. The more I learned the more I became convinced, convinced she was murdered because of Hollywood’s capacity to manufacture events as they see fit and sell them to the public. I have even come to think The Man Who Knew Too Much was the manufacturing of someone’s future demise, as a predestination for some selected individual but to the viewer would be merely entertainment. I discovered the book Virtual Labyrinth and sentiments expressed therein regarding consciousness as a matter to avoid. I wholly disagree with these sentiments. I also related the above statement to a dream I had in 1989 about an assault with a golf club after a near assault by a golf club myself in 1987. I determined this event a re-enactment given the sources of the schema projected onto me and into me via employees of the State of North Carolina, I had acquired over a period of years, bringing about that event and later provoking me into damaging property in the home where I rented a room in 1989 and invoking the dreams subsequent to the 1987 event. After a suicide attempt in 1990 and imprisonment in December 1990 to September 1991, I discovered Skakel had beaten Martha Moxley to death and this story smacked of the same story regarding Marilyn Monroe. I then set myself a course to see if there was a connection. In 2005 or so I discovered someone following me downtown on Franklin Street in Chapel Hill, NC. He wore a black pea coat and toboggan. I did not see him again for awhile. Several months later I encountered him again when he came into Weaver Street Market and sat down next to me. A few years later I discovered he reminded me of a Jewish man I encountered in New York at Maxwell’s Plum where I had dinner with Alex before going to see David Bowie at Madison Square Gardens, but of this I am uncertain.

Then Chappaquidick got into the blend of problems and my dreams grew more distorted as I grew more distressed about the knowledge I seemed to have in my possession and often used the television and music to stop the incessant thoughts from penetrating my consciousness. One day I realized I was the lamb tied to the stake. Even Princess Diana’s demise entered the picture but was swiftly discounted. Further information led me to think Hitler and the Nazi’s were somehow controlled or at the least influenced by an early version of the television I discovered Hitler did have in his possession during the holocaust. I have heard dialogue at night in an attempt to coerce me to divulge information and to relinquish my story. Most recently I have been threatened numerous times and have discovered attempts at preventing me from wanting to be in public by marring my reputation so the writer/writers would assume a more palatable public persona in my stead. And, likely after my demise, these psychic and physical attacks on my brain I have been induced to inflict on myself and via music at the mall and supermarket are meant to hasten. I feel what is happening to me is what happened to Kay Francis. I had also related all this mass of trouble to the Jack The Ripper killings in White Chapel in 1888 and to my father trying to cut my mother’s throat in 1967 when I was 12 years old.

This afternoon, I woke up hearing again, “people are dying here”, I have heard for the past month or more. I got out of bed thinking, “they are manufacturing death in some of these films”. Today I again tried to recollect the film, The Day Reagan was Shot and did take the time to seek out the title. I was dismayed to experience this inability to forget what I had surmised about this film but apparently the impact my deductions had and the ensuing fear were significant enough that I repressed them and has led me to think surely my mother had repressed knowledge of The Woman In Green, I clearly acted out but was interrupted throughout my life because of my own television viewing which was a re-enactment as well. During all this time I had also recognized the colors of the flag represented something other than just freedom and there was not a speck of black representing black people in our US flag. Various other deaths including Michael Jackson’s crossed my mind and it was growing clear President Barack Obama’s election by Democrats was a ploy to get black voters to vote Democratic.

I still cannot say the above statement has nothing at all to do with Hinckley or that his story actually took place at a previous time in history. It is clear I have been used because of my television viewing to obscure the truth about various events and the film The Woman in Green was used to hook viewers for this purpose as well, feeding us what they want us to know and believe rather than what is true. Ahmadinejad’s public statement the holocaust never happened is one such televised event to raise questions about the truth of that event and now, likely to deter viewers from paying much attention to what is dramatized in films. Is it really a paradox, the Uroboro? I have discovered numerous fallacies in what has been portrayed in some films and what is really true. However I do currently have a clearer picture of what has happened as a result of some in the industry who do care about the truth and on most occasions the truth can be innocently marred by the industry that hopes to portray it.

“Have you been playing your Baggage Buster?”

Yes I had been playing my Baggage Buster Cd prior to uncovering this statement someone likely dissociated, have not used it recently.

“where are you Ms. Gibbs”.

I have had visions of being on the firing range at Fort McClellan located in Anniston, Alabama.

“are you a marksman”?

No I am not even close, I never really cared for guns especially after my father’s suicide, I might add, I have been accused of killing him.

“I’m going to drag that bitch’s ass into this office”.

“Who is here now”?

Sounds like Mirren. She thinks Kennedy murdered Kopechne like thousands of other Americans. I have been hearing those thoughts about that a lot.

“You hear others thoughts as well as your own”, “Please speak to it”.

Yes I do hear other people’s thoughts, as is obvious by the previous sentence.

“Who is asking these questions, Ms. Gibbs?”

Helen Mirren.

“How often do I sleep”?

My sleep cycles are all screwed up. I am up late at night, later than I am used to and then I don’t get up until early afternoon and this has been going on for nearly a year or more. I don’t stay asleep very long at the time. I have had sleep problems all my life, profound sleep deprivation during my enlistment. I have been for weeks at the time.

I have heard that someone has had to be hypnotized in order to go to sleep, I figured it might be Cher since I saw her interview in Europe with that dude who I think hypnotized her right there on the stage before her performance. I didn’t know about her stage fright at the time. He used a seductive voice and I am guessing some subliminal psychic dialogue to relax her as she has stage fright. I have stage fright too or I did as a child, I wet myself while trying to practice playing Mary in a Christmas play when I was about 8 years old. It continued through college and into the 80’s when I had to give an AA talk about how I got to AA.

“Do I have a seductive voice”?

Mirren does not have a seductive voice to me, no offense.

“What have you witnessed in your community in the last 5 years or so”?

Well I thought about this recently and over the past 5 years or so I have witnessed a big white truck with Shredder on the sides in blue parked at the Mall parking lot. At first I thought it was just a quick way of shredding documents as people were likely switching over the digital files. I was surprised by it as I figured people had there own shredders. I opted to get my own personal shredder since I discovered the Prison shredded some of their inmate documents after I made a request for them in their entirety. I was quite suspicious of the whole thing and felt as if they were trying to get me to get rid of all my documents I had in my possession, monkey see monkey do kind of thing, which I refused to so. I have not seen the truck here in a couple of years and the truck is usually there all day.

“Are you writing a novel”?

I am no writer of novels or films. I do believe I have authored many novels and books without my knowledge or permission. I have seen Girl Interrupted several times. I did try to keep a diary as a child and I did journal my dreams for many years starting in 1987 after reading a book on lucid dreaming and listening to some self hypnosis tapes. I filed a legal action against the State of North Carolina in 1993 after I got out of prison, in my own behalf as Prisoner Legal Services refused to help me but stated clearly I had a case against the State. I was not well enough mentally or smart enough in jurisprudence to follow through with the action. I did seek out the assistance of several attorneys but again I was still under the influence of all the medications they forced onto me, just as I was when I went to court for a violation of probation hearing June of 1991, I later figured out was some of Susan Becker’s history in which I became enmeshed in 1989 while at Pitt Memorial Hospital. She was an employee of the State of North Carolina at the Employment Security Commission where Chuck Wade was also employed. I was still unable to clearly state my case or converse with the attorneys regarding what happened to me.

“have you been watching television”?

I viewed no television while I was in prison or jail and rarely after I got out. That would be from my hospitalization in 1989 through 1998. I did view a little in 1995 while living with my mother and some in 1997 before going to jail. I started trying to write after I got out of jail in 1998, went to the psychiatric hospital, lost my writer. After getting out of the Durham VA I did start viewing the television again late at night while staying with a friend who I discovered was writing things out of my mind as we had become enmeshed. He deliberately left his notebook on the kitchen table one day where I discovered this. After moving into my own place I started viewing the TV again. It seemed I had gone down hill in my thinking since 1998 when I started writing although I did view Wag the Dog at that time. I was still so paranoid about living alone I couldn’t stay in once place long enough to watch anything. This is the way it has been since 1973 when I left home to go to college.

I have stopped viewing the television again and have not seen anything much in the past several months except The Incredible Human Machine. My television viewing has been confined to educational subjects mostly. Prior to this I did see some One Step Beyond 25 minute films and discovered the Titanic wreck was preceded by a novel written about the sinking of another ship. It was inferred the novel may have influenced the Titanic’s demise. I was not aware of these films as they were never shown over the air in my part of the country. We had a sort of mind blindness about the television. Ever since I was a young child I thought my parents were crazy.

“Have you ever been a novel writer”.

Like I said I have had a writer but it keeps getting ripped off. I have been deduced to being mostly an acting out person.

“Have you had sexual relations with a man”?

I don’t see the relevance to my statements above.

“Have you ever been enmeshed with Stacy Chapman or Claudia Sanders”.

Yes I have many times.

“You had an occasion to witness a scene at the Print Shop, would you describe it”?

Yes, I was at the mall and passed by the Print Shop and Ms. Chapman was working on something. I looked at her and she looked exactly like this couple I had encountered walking into Camelot one afternoon as I was walking out. The man was wearing a camel colored driving cap. He looked rather pale like a dead person but obviously was wasn’t dead as he was walking and his wife was holding his arm. At first I thought he looked like Joseph Murphy but his nose wasn’t as long as Murphy’s. I couldn’t figure out who it was then I thought it was my dead father. I just didn’t know who it was, they had given me a lift before I passed them and the gentleman spoke to me as I passed. He kind of reminded me of these people who came to visit Mr. Offen who lives downstairs.

“Tell me about Claudia”.

“Stay out of it Ms. Gibbs, I mean it too”.

I deliberately went into the Print Shop to get something and talked with Claudia one day. I had spoken to her about a week before that and she had appeared to be rather slender. I picked up on some thoughts during that conversation I had construed as coming from her. I did not speak to her about this. On this particular day she appeared quite heavy. I was rather shocked and did not mention this to her. Several days later I went back to the Print Shop and she was back to normal. She passed it off as something frivolous, I began to really suspect something else. I went back once more and she again seemed to have put on some weight pretty quickly. Then I finally realized it was from the people passing by the shop and some of the things I heard were from those people passing by the shop or someone who had been in the shop.

“You had constantly been going into the Print Shop for many years but never made a purchase and frequently admired a Beauregard print of a painting on the wall called Evening Mood”. “Would you tell us about that”?

Yes. I didn’t think about it much for a long time. I had been on various meds because of too much music and too many films and the noise from the AC unit in my apartment during the summer. I guess I had lost some of my synaptic connections in my brain because of it. I was never breast fed as a child. I had developed a bad habit of going to the mall a lot and I felt I had developed unhealthy attachments to some of the people there. This particular print is a painting of a woman baring her breasts. It took me five years to be able to connect my habit with that painting. I had managed to stay away from the mall for a little over a month. I grew increasingly depressed and had nearly stopped eating. I decided to go to the mall and wandered into the Print Shop and Claudia happened to be there. I looked at the print and suddenly I realized it was the painting I had been going in there to see. At the time I had not related that to Galatea and Pygmalion, another painting by Gerome I found there and had admired for some time. I’m not sure I might have created the fixation on Evening Mood because of my admiration for Pygmalion and Galatea. For those who do not know, this is a painting of a sculptor Pygmalion who falls in love with his sculpture Galatea and is based on a myth. It is also a book, I almost purchased but decided against it. I made sketches of a nude woman from a Playboy magazine in 1998 while living with a friend before getting my apartment. I had one of them clipped to my easel for a long while and then put it away, but still had not made the connection to my disorder and even wrote about my disorder numerous times. I had been taking Thorazine when I drew the sketches and took a fourth of a dose of Olanzapine several times during that period, which completely zapped my memory and knocked me out, and on occasion Seroquel, both for sleep.

“Tell us what happened in 1995 after you got out of jail”. “First tell us why you were in jail”.

I had been jailed for communicating threats and false imprisonment in 1994 by an ex-lover Jean Baird after I ran into her one afternoon after leaving the Westminster Church near Five Points in Raleigh, NC. She stopped by the drug store a few about a 100 yards from where I had been walking and waited for me to show up there. We talked and she asked me if I was angry with her, I told her the truth that I was. Apparently she had reason to think I should be angry with her by asking me the question. I had not eaten and asked her to take me to the IHOP and few miles away which she agreed to do. After arriving at the IHOP we continued to talk and I told her about some drawings I did I was happy about but she seemed to want to start some sort of argument. I then invited her into the IHOP, a public place, for coffee but she refused stating she had to go meet someone. I got out of her truck went into the IHOP had a meal and then left. I then went to Motel 6 where I was staying for the evening. After about an hour or so, Jean called me again trying to provoke an argument with me. She kept probing me about being angry with her and I said in a joking manner, ‘”I could kill you”. Another hour later a police officer came to the motel and arrested me. There was no warrant and there is no record of my arrest but there are witnesses including Andy Ennis who was studying at the Seminary in Wake Forest, NC who I called from the jail while I was there and who came to the jail while I was there. They searched my property for a weapon Jean claimed I had used to threaten her into taking me to the IHOP. She also claimed I had jumped into her moving truck on Whitaker Mill Road while it was moving. I had done neither. During my incarceration I was assaulted by an inmate Janice Hammond, this was September 27, 1994. She beat me in the head on the cement floor why I had my head x-rayed. I had encountered Charlotte Harris Smetzler who confessed to having written over $2000.00 worth of worthless checks for Christmas presents for her children as their father had run off and left them with no money. I was the victim of numerous other confessions during that time I was not capable of managing. I got out in October after posting my bond of $350.00 with a local bondsman, I now recognize as nothing more than a racket. I went to the shelter and was assisted in renting a room and moved in during December. The women who helped me thought the matter was funny which hurt me deeply. I see this whole matter now as nothing more than a manipulation by writers I have discovered to be Rawlings and Waters. How could they think so lightly of another human beings life. I was suppose to return to court in January. Prior to this I had been donating plasma in Chapel Hill and had to resort to it in Raleigh as I did not have enough money to buy food as my rent was $350 and I was only getting $500.00 per month from disability. After visiting the plasma center on Raleigh, the Doctor told me my taurine levels were low and I could no longer donate. I then purchased some taurine and GABA and began taking it. This has been documented before. I was not aware of the inhibitory effects of taurine, I thought it basically reduced fluids. I took it for several weeks and completely forgot my court date until I moved into another room in the boarding house and had gone through my things. I wrote a letter to the DA who refused to talk to me on the phone and who refused to give me another court date. A week or so later, still waiting to hear from the District Attorney, while going to the NC Court of Appeals, still trying to work on my case against the state as I had be given an interlocutory appeal, I was stopped by two bail bondsmen who stripped the papers I had in my arms to the ground and arrested me. I was incarcerated again and remained in jail until April of 1995. Before getting out I called my mother to see if I could come and stay with her for awhile. Her husband had passed away from throat and lung cancer from smoking cigarettes and diesel fumes in November of 1994 which I did not know about due to the circumstances I was in at the time and I did not have a telephone in my room. My mother agreed to let me stay with her for a short time. After my release I rented a small Uhaul truck in order to move my things. After renting the truck I went to Walmart, purchased a .22 rifle and took it with me in case I met with opposition in the retrieval of my property. I had contacted the owner about going to get my things and he told me they were in the basement. I had also forgotten one of the inmates had communicated to me she shot her boyfriend in the shoulder and had buried the weapon in the backyard. I went to the door with the weapon and knocked on the door. A young blond woman answered and seemed cooperative so I ran the gun back to the truck. I was surprised the police were not called to the scene. I did not threaten her in any way I just had the gun at my side and did not point it at her, I was quite frightened doing this. I had forgotten at the time my mother’s husband liked to watch westerns frequently when he wasn’t working and I knew this from 1992 when I stayed with them briefly before being evicted. I recall him watching Wagon Train one evening while I was there. He liked that show. I collected all of my property except a bag of dirty laundry I had in my room which had obviously been stolen. There were some new clothes in it I had purchased including a pair of white shorts and a long sleeve blue denim shirt. My father was in the Coast Guard and I liked the clothes they wore in the Navy. I left and drove directly to Walmart, returned the rifle, and then drove to my mother’s home where I remained for 7 months.

“Alright, what happened after that”. That sounds like Amanda.

“What happened while staying with your mother”.

While I was staying with my mother I found a prescription for Prozac I had been given by Dr. Greenblatt at Nash General’s psychiatric unit in Nash County, NC where I ended up after driving around and living in my car for several months. This was August of 1992. It was the first time I ever heard voices. I took the prescription to the pharmacy and had it filled. I recall the Doctor telling me to take it at night so I did this. It seemed to cause me to be unable to sleep so I asked my mother to give me one of her Xanax she was taking after her husband died. I continued to take the Prozac and a Xanax one or two nights after that. One afternoon after having been out, I came home in a rage and took my mother’s novels sitting in a basket and tore them up. It seems now someone must have communicated something to me about these books I was unable to hear due to my music playing and television viewing during that time. She had been dating another man and they were married in November of 1995. She gave me her car, helped me get tags and insurance and I left town. After a month in a motel I got a bed in the Salvation Army shelter in Wilmington, NC.

I left for Wilmington, NC in December. After a week in Wilmington my car was broken into and my military records and discharge papers were stolen. $1500 worth of property was untouched. This is still another whole saga.

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Apparently he has empty containers in his apartment he uses to get people to buy certain products for which…

…he gets the biggest bonuses…I have acted this out as I have collected 8 empty carbo gain containers in my apartment.  One of them is a Serious Mass by Optimum I purchased at GNC.

B0052AEMAM a2917ONWBSTRKP 317184 Note: A Southern Season is GNC's competitor where I am concerned. They both vie for my money. I've heard MT doing this at night while I am sleeping. I know he has tried to program me numeorus times to buy protein. This made me think the mental programming I created didn't come from me but actually came from some novelist of marketer trying to manange my behavior. I thought I created it. Edit

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Unfair Secrets of Hypnotic Selling With NLP by Franz Mesmer

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Franklin himself was certainly a master of very indirect suggestion, and the tactful handling of objections, as anyone who has read his autobiography knows.  He used his skills, which were quite similar to NLP, to work his way into the French court—and into the beds of a number of French (and, evidently, American, and English) women, which seems to have been a favorite hobby of his when he was not fomenting revolution, printing books, inventing iron stoves and lightning rods and bifocal glasses, or flying kites in thunderstorms.  Quite a guy, that Ben. As he said,Read more at location 927

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Theodore X. Barber was a researcher and psychologist who concluded that the power of suggestion, without induction of any formal trance, worked almost as well as hypnotism on about 20% of the population, while about 25% had no reaction at all, and 2% to 4% were especially responsive. One of his experiments was to go door to door, and suggest sleepiness to people, without the swinging watches and such that hypnotists of the 1960s commonly used.Read more at location 1051

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B0052AEMAM a1R8RD9F20UX2W 158225 Note: James Braid knew this in the mid 1800's when he noted, when he blinked at a patient, the patient would a few minutes later blink back. Children do it unconsciously, they don't know why they are doing it. Edit

We always are anchoring things, usually without knowing it.  We go to a funeral, and we go up to the family, and we give them a hug.  Usually, a hug is a good anchor.  But if you are hugged in the presence of the corpse of somebody you love, a hug may become a negative anchor.  Sometimes, husbands and wives hug each other when everything is going badly, and not enough when things are going well.  After a while, they don’t want the other one to touch them.Read more at location 1921

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So, you want to find out how they think, and then tell them things that sound like things they think. You can do that by asking questions that will force them to think things for themselves; anything people imagine or remember, even if you have prompted it, they will believe is their own thought. “Can you remember a time when you could feel really good about something you bought?” (Subtly point to yourself or your client when you do this.) The whole embedded command technology is a way to do this:  you are planting thoughts in people's heads. You also want to make your statements appeal to the senses the person relies on, e.g., sight, sound, and so on.  That way, it sounds like their thoughts.Read more at location 2024

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B0052AEMAM a2OBHPA2FQAO4V 304461 Note: Recognize these tactics Edit

Submodalities are the variations in modalities. A visual picture is color or black-and-white, and vibrant colors or subdued colors. Kinesthetic submodalities are heavy or light, warm or cold. Sound is loud, soft, and so on. Sometimes you cross modalities. You may say—this is called synesthesia—a sound is sweet, colors are heavy.Read more at location 2066

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B0052AEMAM a32U0D2C1RIH57 310717 Note: The Green in the Optimum protein was a negative for me so he started selling me other protein powders with different colors. I did buy several of the optimum brands likely because the containers had green in them, I even purchased a container of the serious mass likely because it had two shades of green one being a much lighter shade. I finally caught on to it after I completed my work on the article. The novelist of Shades of Gray is trying to start the same technique. Edit

Sometimes, rarely, but it happens, you want to get negative rapport. You can break up a meeting by having rapport and then breaking it, by stopping the rhythmic sync you have with other people. Or you can pick an unpopular person in a large group and really make them hate you.  Other customers, who will not want to agree with that person, may be more inclined to vote buy from you because they hate that customer. This is, of course, a high risk tactic.Read more at location 2095

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Rapport is the most important single thing to achieve to be able to exert influence.  The whole idea is to build your rapport with a customers, and break your competitor’s rapport.  People don’t like to see direct attacks. You can do it, but it’s often something that makes people dislike you. You may therefore consider it wise to use indirect attacks. Demosthenes found that just saying good things about your side isn’t enough;  you have to make some attacks on the other side. Great orators since have found that to be true.  It’s a dilemma: you need to attack, but you don’t want people to get disgusted with you for attacking.Read more at location 2109

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B0052AEMAM a2917ONWBSTRKP 317184 Note: A Southern Season is GNC's competitor where I am concerned. They both vie for my money. I've heard MT doing this at night while I am sleeping. I know he has tried to program me numeorus times to buy protein. This made me think the mental programming I created didn't come from me but actually came from some novelist of marketer trying to manange my behavior. I thought I created it. Edit

Patterns are structures of language that you use to create a mental state.  When you were in school, you learned patterns of language.  The language patterns that you used in school were things like a simple sentence, a complex sentence, a compound sentence, a prepositional phrase, and so on.  They are simply structures, which are available to you to build whatever sentences that you wish.  Patterns in NLP are like that, except that the patterns are little different.  Patterns are not rules, they are just examples.  Some of the patterns sound strange, but you will find that in many cases the stranger these pattern sound, the more powerful they are.  Some patterns are in the form of metaphor. Ross Jeffries is a master at this.Read more at location 2300

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Erickson used to talk to people, and look for something that looked a little like trance, and say softly, “That’s it.” This is dog training, behavior reinforcement, into trance. When you see a customer giving a blank stare, you might nod, or smile or say, “That’s it,” or “That’s right.”   Then you have the customer going into trance, and you hit him with repeated embedded commands.Read more at location 2319

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The unconscious communicates largely in symbols. That is why you have dreams. If you are not familiar with this concept, I highly recommend reading Carl Jung’s Man And His Symbols. Treat yourself to the large hardbound edition, not the little paperback. The large hardbound edition has color pictures, and in this case, they are important. When you make a symbol, manipulate it, strengthen it, and relate it to yourself, you can do very powerful things. A good symbol to start with is the customers order form.Read more at location 2365

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B0052AEMAM a1CAT5QDEUNUM9 355759 Note: No doubt this is why they put Night Stalker on TV. Fear tactics and the use of the cross... Edit

A bind is a statement that links a cause to an effect. As you become aware of the powerful uses of this product we are presenting here, you will understand more and more the strength of this product. There isn’t necessarily a very good causal connection between the two things. This is discussed in much more detail in the sections on cause and effect patterns.Read more at location 2382

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B0052AEMAM a2W7RP8P353HRU 358038 Note: This is why we have cases of schizophrenia - the double bind...I see that I have done this with my blog...I discovered this in my own thinking based on dialogue I found from films... Edit

Here is a form for a very effective suggestion:  “Whether you give an order for this product today, or whether you just decide to try this product in your business for a time, the important thing is that when you have this product that you can look back on in the years to come with pride for the good decision you make today for this enhancement to your business, because of all the reasons you can think of to do it.  Do you know that is how Andrew Carnegie got his reputation for good business decisions?” The last sentence, the question, gives amnesia for the suggestions. A double bind gives you two alternatives, which are really the same alternative, and then you add something to distract the consciousness, which is trying to figure out what the difference is between the alternatives.Read more at location 2395

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B0052AEMAM a1BT4F4IJJC4ZH 360785 Note: This is why I coulnd't recall my childhood molestation or that I was being injured by the content of some films. Double binds give you no choices. You have to rely on another to make decisions for you. Edit

Putting somebody in a time other than the present puts them into a trance.Read more at location 2415

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B0052AEMAM a1PXV98GPUC9V4 362286 Note: MT did this by getting me to talk about my childhood and other things more than once. What they don't realize is the damage it causes a person who suffers PTSD. I didn't realize how focusing on the past made me more vulnerable to suggestion or manipulation in the present. This is what BH did to me and how I ended up in Pitt Memorial Psychiatric facility. This makes me angry as hell. This is a kind of schizophrenia, not in the physiological sense but mental. Edit

Some words are especially effective in inducing trance.  Words such as deeply, naturally, surprisingly and other such adverbs invite the psyche to go into an altered state. There are two kinds of trance words: words which are generally trance words, and words which are particular to an individual.  General trance words are things like imagine, visualize, remember, amazingly. These words cause you to look inside yourself and think of how it would be if the things you suggest were to take place. Specific trance words are specific to the individual. If you listen very closely to what people tell you, you will notice that they mean on certain words that are important to them; thoseRead more at location 2458

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Another of Erickson’s genius ideas was to communicate with the unconscious by interspersing the communication in a lot of other conversation, and emphasizing the words so that the unconscious, not the conscious, picks it up.  You can have several conversations going on at once:  one with the person’s conscious, and another one or two with the unconscious.  This way, you can get higher results with someone like Franz Mesmer. You mark off the words in italics, by tonality or whatever you’re physically doing, and what do you get?  Higher [hire] Franz Mesmer.  That’s a phonological ambiguity, too. You can use this to give suggestions to people, in a large meeting, in front of a hundred observers, or to a CEO in front of his entire board, and nobody will ever suspect.  But their unconscious will know. This is one of the most amazingly powerful and undetectable of Erickson’s techniques. With it, you can have several conversations going on at once with the audience’s unconscious:  you can mark out oneRead more at location 2532

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1. Unfair Secrets of Hypnotic Selling With NLP by Franz Mesmer

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5. Franklin himself was certainly a master of very indirect suggestion, and the tactful handling of objections, as anyone who has read his autobiography knows.  He used his skills, which were quite similar to NLP, to work his way into the French court—and into the beds of a number of French (and, evidently, American, and English) women, which seems to have been a favorite hobby of his when he was not fomenting revolution, printing books, inventing iron stoves and lightning rods and bifocal glasses, or flying kites in thunderstorms.  Quite a guy, that Ben. As he said,Read more at location 927
6. Note: MT has been doing this... Edit
7. Theodore X. Barber was a researcher and psychologist who concluded that the power of suggestion, without induction of any formal trance, worked almost as well as hypnotism on about 20% of the population, while about 25% had no reaction at all, and 2% to 4% were especially responsive. One of his experiments was to go door to door, and suggest sleepiness to people, without the swinging watches and such that hypnotists of the 1960s commonly used.Read more at location 1051
8. Note: James Braid knew this in the mid 1800's when he noted, when he blinked at a patient, the patient would a few minutes later blink back. Children do it unconsciously, they don't know why they are doing it. Edit
9. We always are anchoring things, usually without knowing it.  We go to a funeral, and we go up to the family, and we give them a hug.  Usually, a hug is a good anchor.  But if you are hugged in the presence of the corpse of somebody you love, a hug may become a negative anchor.  Sometimes, husbands and wives hug each other when everything is going badly, and not enough when things are going well.  After a while, they don’t want the other one to touch them.Read more at location 1921
11. Note: MT used this on me at GNC. Edit
12. So, you want to find out how they think, and then tell them things that sound like things they think. You can do that by asking questions that will force them to think things for themselves; anything people imagine or remember, even if you have prompted it, they will believe is their own thought. “Can you remember a time when you could feel really good about something you bought?” (Subtly point to yourself or your client when you do this.) The whole embedded command technology is a way to do this:  you are planting thoughts in people's heads. You also want to make your statements appeal to the senses the person relies on, e.g., sight, sound, and so on.  That way, it sounds like their thoughts.Read more at location 2024
14. Note: Recognize these tactics Edit
15. Submodalities are the variations in modalities. A visual picture is color or black-and-white, and vibrant colors or subdued colors. Kinesthetic submodalities are heavy or light, warm or cold. Sound is loud, soft, and so on. Sometimes you cross modalities. You may say—this is called synesthesia—a sound is sweet, colors are heavy.Read more at location 2066
17. Note: The Green in the Optimum protein was a negative for me so he started selling me other protein powders with different colors. I did buy several of the optimum brands likely because the containers had green in them, I even purchased a container of the serious mass likely because it had two shades of green one being a much lighter shade. I finally caught on to it after I completed my work on the article. The novelist of Shades of Gray is trying to start the same technique. Edit
18. Sometimes, rarely, but it happens, you want to get negative rapport. You can break up a meeting by having rapport and then breaking it, by stopping the rhythmic sync you have with other people. Or you can pick an unpopular person in a large group and really make them hate you.  Other customers, who will not want to agree with that person, may be more inclined to vote buy from you because they hate that customer. This is, of course, a high risk tactic.Read more at location 2095
20. Note: This worked in my favor as opposed to MT's. Edit
21. Rapport is the most important single thing to achieve to be able to exert influence.  The whole idea is to build your rapport with a customers, and break your competitor’s rapport.  People don’t like to see direct attacks. You can do it, but it’s often something that makes people dislike you. You may therefore consider it wise to use indirect attacks. Demosthenes found that just saying good things about your side isn’t enough;  you have to make some attacks on the other side. Great orators since have found that to be true.  It’s a dilemma: you need to attack, but you don’t want people to get disgusted with you for attacking.Read more at location 2109
23. Note: A Southern Season is GNC's competitor where I am concerned. They both vie for my money. I've heard MT doing this at night while I am sleeping. I know he has tried to program me numeorus times to buy protein. This made me think the mental programming I created didn't come from me but actually came from some novelist of marketer trying to manange my behavior. I thought I created it. Edit
24. Patterns are structures of language that you use to create a mental state.  When you were in school, you learned patterns of language.  The language patterns that you used in school were things like a simple sentence, a complex sentence, a compound sentence, a prepositional phrase, and so on.  They are simply structures, which are available to you to build whatever sentences that you wish.  Patterns in NLP are like that, except that the patterns are little different.  Patterns are not rules, they are just examples.  Some of the patterns sound strange, but you will find that in many cases the stranger these pattern sound, the more powerful they are.  Some patterns are in the form of metaphor. Ross Jeffries is a master at this.Read more at location 2300
26. Note: This they clearly used to get me to start the habit of going to the mall, with that little cup of free coffee and then they run the guilt trip about shelling out free coffee or giving good advice or loaning me a book, etc. They've been doing with this, "You owe me $50, the amount of MT's monthly bonus. Edit
27. Erickson used to talk to people, and look for something that looked a little like trance, and say softly, “That’s it.” This is dog training, behavior reinforcement, into trance. When you see a customer giving a blank stare, you might nod, or smile or say, “That’s it,” or “That’s right.”   Then you have the customer going into trance, and you hit him with repeated embedded commands.Read more at location 2319
28. Note: HM or some of her help has been doing this to me at night. I've heard them, I made a point of staying awake to find out what they were saying to me and I've been catching this. Edit
29. The unconscious communicates largely in symbols. That is why you have dreams. If you are not familiar with this concept, I highly recommend reading Carl Jung’s Man And His Symbols. Treat yourself to the large hardbound edition, not the little paperback. The large hardbound edition has color pictures, and in this case, they are important. When you make a symbol, manipulate it, strengthen it, and relate it to yourself, you can do very powerful things. A good symbol to start with is the customers order form.Read more at location 2365
31. Note: No doubt this is why they put Night Stalker on TV. Fear tactics and the use of the cross... Edit
32. A bind is a statement that links a cause to an effect. As you become aware of the powerful uses of this product we are presenting here, you will understand more and more the strength of this product. There isn’t necessarily a very good causal connection between the two things. This is discussed in much more detail in the sections on cause and effect patterns.Read more at location 2382
34. Note: This is why we have cases of schizophrenia - the double bind...I see that I have done this with my blog...I discovered this in my own thinking based on dialogue I found from films... Edit
35. Here is a form for a very effective suggestion:  “Whether you give an order for this product today, or whether you just decide to try this product in your business for a time, the important thing is that when you have this product that you can look back on in the years to come with pride for the good decision you make today for this enhancement to your business, because of all the reasons you can think of to do it.  Do you know that is how Andrew Carnegie got his reputation for good business decisions?” The last sentence, the question, gives amnesia for the suggestions. A double bind gives you two alternatives, which are really the same alternative, and then you add something to distract the consciousness, which is trying to figure out what the difference is between the alternatives.Read more at location 2395
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37. Note: This is why I coulnd't recall my childhood molestation or that I was being injured by the content of some films. Double binds give you no choices. You have to rely on another to make decisions for you. Edit
38. Putting somebody in a time other than the present puts them into a trance.Read more at location 2415
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40. Note: MT did this by getting me to talk about my childhood and other things more than once. What they don't realize is the damage it causes a person who suffers PTSD. I didn't realize how focusing on the past made me more vulnerable to suggestion or manipulation in the present. This is what BH did to me and how I ended up in Pitt Memorial Psychiatric facility. This makes me angry as hell. This is a kind of schizophrenia, not in the physiological sense but mental. Edit
41. Some words are especially effective in inducing trance.  Words such as deeply, naturally, surprisingly and other such adverbs invite the psyche to go into an altered state. There are two kinds of trance words: words which are generally trance words, and words which are particular to an individual.  General trance words are things like imagine, visualize, remember, amazingly. These words cause you to look inside yourself and think of how it would be if the things you suggest were to take place. Specific trance words are specific to the individual. If you listen very closely to what people tell you, you will notice that they mean on certain words that are important to them; thoseRead more at location 2458
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43. Note: They've been using this to get me to look at more films. These trance words are found in many films. Edit
44. Another of Erickson’s genius ideas was to communicate with the unconscious by interspersing the communication in a lot of other conversation, and emphasizing the words so that the unconscious, not the conscious, picks it up.  You can have several conversations going on at once:  one with the person’s conscious, and another one or two with the unconscious.  This way, you can get higher results with someone like Franz Mesmer. You mark off the words in italics, by tonality or whatever you’re physically doing, and what do you get?  Higher [hire] Franz Mesmer.  That’s a phonological ambiguity, too. You can use this to give suggestions to people, in a large meeting, in front of a hundred observers, or to a CEO in front of his entire board, and nobody will ever suspect.  But their unconscious will know. This is one of the most amazingly powerful and undetectable of Erickson’s techniques. With it, you can have several conversations going on at once with the audience’s unconscious:  you can mark out oneRead more at location 2532
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65. It is just as impossible to do without government of the masses by a minority as it is to dispense with coercion in the work of civilization, for the masses are lazy and unintelligent, they have no love for instinctual renunciation, they are not to be convinced of its inevitability by argument, and the individuals support each other in giving full play to their unruliness. ItRead more at location 59
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109. I shall venture to infer that his strenuous insistence upon that theory may have been due to one or both of two causes. One of these was his hostility to Lamarck and his theory of " appetency" as the cause of structural changes in organic life; and the other, his desire to sustain the atheistic theory that physical organism antedates, and is the cause of, life and mind.Read more at location 85
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111. B007MFEUS4 a18ITBFFPT14US 13028 Note: this has been going on – I read some wiki info on appetency…
112. In reference to these questions I shall undertake to show that Lamarck's or some cognate theory is necessary in order to constitute a complete, coherent theory of organic evolution. That is to say, no theory of evolution can be complete, in the sense of accounting for all the facts, if either Lamarck or Darwin is left out.Read more at location 88
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114. B007MFEUS4 a1UXLXGCH0BLLE 13443 Note: exactly what I've observed Edit
115. 2. The subjective mind is constantly controlled by suggestion.Read more at location 7202
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117. B007MFEUS4 aPF3JST3IS6ZD 1080382 Note: Subconscious mind? Edit
118. 3. The subjective mind, or entity, possesses physical power; that is, the power to make itself heard and felt, and to move ponderable objects.Read more at location 7206
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121. Telepathy and the Subliminal Self by R. Osgood Mason
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126. Pair of Scissors.—Percipient was not told what (i. e. what form of experiment, figure, color or object) was to be next—but carefully and without noise a pair of scissors was placed on white ground, and in about one minute and a half she exclaimed: “Scissors!”Read more at location 276
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128. B005JEEUDA a1Y6U0R23CRFKU 41769 Note: exp in mental suggestion Edit
129. Mrs. Sewill, the Rosie referred to, writes as follows:— “I was awakened suddenly, without apparent cause, and heard a voice calling me distinctly, thus: ‘Rosie, Rosie, Rosie.’ We (my uncle and myself) were the only occupants of the house that night, aunt being away attending upon her sister. I never was called before or since.”Read more at location 295
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131. B005JEEUDA a25FZOY4O2GDOJ 44549 Note: grandma chris - The Jetsons Edit
132. “Sleep is what you need. Sleep is helpful and will do you good. Already, while I am talking to you, you are beginning to feel drowsy. Your eyes are tired; your lids are drooping; you are growing more and more sleepy; your lids droop more and more.”Read more at location 412
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134. B005JEEUDA a1JCQRC86C4Z0T 61932 Note: Mind control, the author is using mind control to hook readers. Edit
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136. The Reality of ESP: A Physicist's Proof of Psychic Abilities by Russell Targ
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141. showed convincingly that the thoughts of one person can affect the physiology (heart rate, skin resistance, etc.) of a distant person in another laboratory.Read more at location 522
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144. About Behaviorism by B. F. Skinner
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149. nor canRead more at location 132
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151. B005FGZ93C a24LCZLD8ZGQE5 19742 Note: skinner seems to disbelieve his own science. Edit
152. change his behavior by changing his mind or his Read more at location 132
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154. B005FGZ93C a3GXN2SSF2DJXL 19806 Note: why would skinner say this? Edit
155. What about the stream of consciousness?Read more at location 197
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157. B005FGZ93C a2HTMSJA0PQKWW 29546 Note: Does it come from one's own mind or from some entanglement? Dean Radin and lots of writers on this subject believe some of it comes from entanglements and I have proof to that effect. Writers can empty the mind of your most valuable thoughts and stick you with some stupid retarded programming they believe is in your best interest and then you have to buy them back. If you watch TV or read novels they are likely all mixed up too! They hook you then book you. :P Edit
158. Methodological behaviorism did just the reverse: by dealing exclusively with external antecedent events it turned attention away from self-observation and Read more at location 208
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160. B005FGZ93C a2LNM69HOYV80C 31325 Note: I disagree with this. I think it did just the opposite. Some simple verbal direction can redirect the thinking back to the self. Very simple once you sit down and start writing it up. Edit
161. self-knowledge.Read more at location 209
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164. interoceptive system carries stimulation from organs like the bladder and alimentary tract, from glands and their ducts, and from blood vessels.Read more at location 273
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167. proprioceptive system carries stimulation from the muscles, joints, and tendons of the skeletal frame and from other organs involved in the maintenance of posture and the execution of movement.Read more at location 275
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169. B005FGZ93C aPDW2CN6R0MWS 41376 Note: in error This does mean that all of the important mental content you have culminated over your life time could be trashed by some writer if you have read novels or viewed too much TV. These are vital to one's survival. Edit
170. but it also plays an important part in observing our own body.Read more at location 278
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172. B005FGZ93C aXNGUE1QNI1HB 41689 Note: not so... Edit
173. but the very privacy which seems to confer a special privilege on the individual makes it difficult for the community to teach him to make distinctions.Read more at location 286
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175. B005FGZ93C a3VVZZAXJ7DXN3 42993 Note: I disagree with this wholeheartedly. Point him in the right direction and he will make distinctions. Television didn't teach me to stop pulling my sister's hair, a habit I never had. In fact because of the Three Stooges I started pulling her hair. My mother had to pull my hair in order to stop it. We don't perceive pain through the television. If someone tells me something hurts, I can believe it or I can disbelieve it. If I disbelieve it I might set myself up to cause injury to myself. If I take the approach that I want to stay safe and healthy I will create that and it will involve learning what is healthy and safe. Then one might believe what those with more wisdom teach us. Those who have been injured, in jail, on the streets, etc, they have the wisdom and it isn't new, they likely learned it again because they failed to listen to others. Edit
176. He has learned to describe a private stimulus with an accuracy which depends only upon how well the public and private events agree.Read more at location 298
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178. B005FGZ93C a25RHH6SDUVU46 44785 Note: Why protect the private egos at the expense of our own. Edit
179. “I feel as if I’d won a million dollars.”Read more at location 303
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181. B005FGZ93C a3P4LTSI8TTZLO 45504 Note: brian tracy used this This is a false idea implanted into the brain and it changes one's behavior dramatically. One can become frivilous with one's own spending often getting into debt, thinking one has all kinds of money and even investments. These can be gross manipulations of the human mind and brain. For example, the speaker or writer telling you this might then ask, how would you go about making this $million? Then he has the advantage over my creativity and can rob my life of vital knowledge I created for my own benefit. Edit
182. “I am hungry,”Read more at location 312
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184. B005FGZ93C aZS1VA73IV4A0 46816 Note: gives control to the child and not the parent...by this I mean, one should help program the child to think in this way instead of just asking the child, are you hungry, say, I am hungry too or just I am hungry. This maps the sensation of hunger with verbal behavior, I am hungry. Then when we say I am hungry, we go and eat. One must be aware writers have used this verbal cue to feed the masses on content hardly helpful to staying alive physiologically while it may expand one's psychological awareness. One is still left with unwanted dialogue to clean up. Edit
185. may teach a child to say, “I am hungry,” because itRead more at location 313
186. B005FGZ93C a22DE2BADEA8PJ 46827 Note: ??? the brain? Edit
187. the child responds quickly or eats ravenously when given food. ItRead more at location 314
188. B005FGZ93C aSP2X00PRXB63 47027 Note: This not it... Edit
189. we feel sad in the original sense of sated,Read more at location 317
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191. B005FGZ93C a2AVQ8JEZ1GH7R 47469 Note: this is the opposite of what he should have stated, one feels happy when sated. I actually feel happy after I have eaten a god meal, maybe less inclined to do something but not sad. Edit
192. “Do you see that?” or, less idiomatically, “Are you seeing that?”Read more at location 341
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194. B005FGZ93C a3AKOR8BGVLY1C 51108 Note: of course you are seeing it, the question should be a statement, "you are seeing that"? Edit
195. the quick forgetting of dreamsRead more at location 348
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197. B005FGZ93C a2D6VKN6L24X6Y 52106 Note: I remember my dreams...I have read one becomes mentally ill when one cannot recall his or her dreams. This is part of our brain processing from the days activities and is important to our survival. Edit
198. passing thoughtsRead more at location 348
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200. B005FGZ93C a1XXCWCZRU3ZHN 52130 Note: passing thoughts are part of crintical thinking and vital to survival. They are worth writing down. Edit
201. that verbal behavior is behavior. It has a special character only because it is reinforced by its effects on people—Read more at location 1206
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204. Verbal responses are classified as requests, commands, permissions, and so on,Read more at location 1215
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207. Verbal behavior has this kind of independent status when it is in transmission between speaker and listener—for example, when it is the “information” passing over a telephone wire or between writer and reader in the form of a text. Until fairly recently, linguistics and literary criticism confined themselves almost exclusively to the analyses of written records. If these had any meaning, it was the meaning for the reader, since the circumstances under which the behavior had been produced by the writer had been forgotten, if they were ever known. The availability of verbal behavior in this apparently objective form has caused a great deal of trouble. By dividing such records into words and sentences without regard to the conditions under which the behavior was emitted, we neglect the meaning for the speaker or writer, and almost half the field of verbal behavior therefore escapes attention. Worse still, bits of recorded speech are moved about to compose new “sentences,” which are then analyzed for their truth or falsity (in terms of their effect on a reader or listener), although they were never generated by a speaker. Both logician and linguist tend to create new sentences in this way, which they then treat as if they were the records of emitted verbal behavior. If we take the sentence “The sun is a star” and put the word “not” in the proper place, weRead more at location 1336
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210. it learns to do nonverbal things with comparable speed.Read more at location 1369
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212. B005FGZ93C a1MYQGTTRNE90Y 205319 Note: Very important, watching what people do and we do it throughout our lives. Edit
213. Directions for operating a vending machine describe a series of acts to be undertaken in order: “To operate, place coin in slot and pull plunger beneath item wanted.” DirectionsRead more at location 1642
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215. B005FGZ93C a1XO9C8YGYVH8R 246466 Note: Coin machine at Roses - acting this out Edit
216. “Fragmentation of a life” is said to follow “social disorganization in which a person has been ripped apart,” fragmentation being defined as an “arrangement consciousness makes in response to an environment where respect is not forthcoming as a matter of course.”Read more at location 2031
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218. B005FGZ93C a2UYFUQIJVW3LD 304871 Note: This is what happens when writers take control of somoene's mind, one no longer dreams, especially those who use speech software, one is at the mercy of the will of another. It is very dangerous tinkering with the mind of another. It is best to teach them to manage their own brains and minds. I can see that healthy minds are hardly built by devouring novels and television. We have Corporate America to thank for that deception costing us millions of dollars, our futures and our time. I no hppy camper about it. Edit
219. The body that behaves in a considerate way most of the time is the same body that is occasionally callous or cruel; the body that behaves heterosexually most of the time is the same body that is occasionally homosexual.Read more at location 2035
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221. B005FGZ93C a1N8CQ887ZRNK 305405 Note: could have acted this out... Edit
222. What a person is really like could mean what he would have been like if we could have seen him before his behavior was subjected to the action of an environment. We should then have known his “human nature.”Read more at location 2037
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224. Note: I disagree, you know nothing of his mind and what caused his behavior. Edit
225. The nineteenth-century psychologist treated consciousness as the place in which sensations could be observed,Read more at location 2074
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228. “In most human beings there is a repository of violence,Read more at location 2078
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230. Note: I disagree, this denies our capacity to evolve and become rational, civilized people and it is possible, we have taken the wrong approach to doing it. There is more money in making people believe they are violent and in need of telelvision's help in dissociating these problems, rather than programming man with civilized behavior. What bit of it we do see is mingled with violence. I understand the idea behind what they are attempting to do but they fail to recognize the power of the human duplicating machine in the world, the human brain and mind, especially in our youth when the brain is young. As far as I am concerned they are abusing those who view it and they aren't paying them what their synapses are worth for looking at it but they are making lots of money for themselves. Edit
231. Blaming people in order to shape ethically acceptable behavior has an unfortunate result.Read more at location 2678
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234. Mental Radio by Upton Sinclair
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238. Starting the subject, I am like the wandering book-agent or peddler who taps on your door and gets you to open it, and has to speak quickly and persuasively, putting his best goods foremost. Your prejudice is against this idea; and if you are one of my old-time readers, you are a little shocked to find me taking up a new and unexpected line of activity. You have come, after thirty years, to the position where you allow me to be one kind of "crank," but you won't stand for two kinds. So let me come straight to theRead more at location 76
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240. B002FGTN5A a35O6YNKKUWZIB 11653 Note: This is mind control right in this book - not good - inception Edit
241. B002FGTN5A a1BMEDDPN93VQI 11805 Note: mind control using this book to hook people and accessing their thoughts Edit
242. point--open up my pack, pull out my choicest wares, and catch your attention with them if I can. [p. 6]Read more at location 79
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245. Chinese mandarins with long mustaches, and puppies chasing a string.Read more at location 162
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247. B002FGTN5A a2B2XJ3ROXW474 24344 Note: Saw this in my mind and drew it, we are being controlled by some group of people and crapped up by another what a bitch they are... Edit