…just like in the Army, I was rendered unconscious for 2 hours. I had a vision just before awakening. I saw two women walking by my apartment door. Then I heard someone who sounded like Sam Elliot. I think he is the Salvation Army preacher. I saw a man walk passed my door in the opposite direction. The two women were dressed in bustles and dresses with short coats, it seemed like it was cold. One had a black hat and white handkerchief. They weren’t upper class but didn’t seem poor. The man was dressed in a black coat, black pants and black hat. He turned his head and covered his face with the hat so as not to be seen…
I started feeling very hot and so started to wake up.
I had been overexcited by music from the past two days blasting at the K&W and The Harris Teeter. My thoughts had been racing all last night and into this afternoon. I must have been exhausted when I got drowsy.
I went to the market and purchased some melatonin, which I took there under the tongue. I did it to protect my frontal lobes from the music. It wasn’t so bad today. It started to ramp up as I left. I have been told this is satellite music via Sirius. I have noticed both at Harris Teeter, The Mall and Whole Foods, they escalate the volume and intensity of the music about an hour before closing time. It is horrendous. I think Rose’s is satellite also. They were doing the same thing Sunday when I dashed in to make a few purchases.
I am quite angered by this as they are using music to herd people out of these places. It is ridiculous and unnecessary. A simple announcement would suffice. If I recall, this was being done by Best Buy also. What happens when they do this is the customer will then dissociate this racket onto someone else who then won’t be able to sleep.
I took a melatonin at 6:45 PM at Whole Foods. Before falling asleep I heard HM talking about someone killing people or something. I then said I would kill their people. She then said don’t do it and I saw someone turning a dial on some console like in the film I had just seen.
I heard Jack Lemmon talking about working his ass off for these people, I deserve an Oscar. He said, let me show you the console…keep that in mind.. He told me something about the airport too. That’s when I realized much of his quick thinking came from someone in the airline business or some pilot. That’s when I discovered there was an Air force base near Hollywood.
When I got home, I heard Helen carrying on her shananigans. I started laughing. I heard Elizabeth talking and she was worried about Edward. She was in bed and tried to get up but someone was there to usher her back to bed. I was drinking a Dr. Snap and had dinner of a bowl of barley soup with ham and a croissant. I recall the last barley soup I had looked like dirty water. Sorry mother you know I don’t cook. I had been thinking about the PCP I took in 1974 and that I needed it to quiet my brain last night. I took about 15 mgs of melatonin to get my brain quieted down. Then I thought about the video I had that might help me get to sleep. I got up and went to the bathroom and painted my ears with solarcaine which contains .5% lidocaine because they were throbbing like crazy. I started to look at it but then decided it wasn’t a good idea and viewed the Zen Garden, Rock, Stream Water video. Then I found the video and looked at a couple of images. Then suddenly I had this feeling inside my brain like there was a band across the top of my head. I felt listless and could barely lift my arms. I was overcome with sleepiness. I just had to lie down and sat down on the sofa thinking I would just close my eyes for about 30 minutes. Just before waking I had the visions. When I awoke two hours had passed.
Before leaving Whole Foods I had paid particular attention to getting separated from drivers on the highway with my little system I devised which has been working well for me. I recall hearing Cher as I got into Camelot. She was pulling money out of her handbag and we were talking about Tahoe. It was raining and my grocery bag was falling apart too. My head was still pretty ramped up at that time. I hadn’t gotten to sleep before 6:15 AM yesterday morning. I woke up at 2:00 PM. I had my oatmeal and coffee and did a little surfing around and then left for the store. I did stop by The Mall for a few minutes before getting on to the store. I wanted a chocolate but decided against it as I have been putting on a bit of weight and the lads don’t like it. Well I must be gettin’ on to bed now Dear Diary. Til tomorrow.
Note: My left foot has been bothering me for several weeks now. It feels awfully tender and sore when I put my weight on it, I don’t know what is wrong. I seem to want to drag my right foot because I can’t put much weight on my left. I seem to have developed these moles on my neck since wearing the silver necklace he bought me. Don’t know what the matter is. Haven’t the money to see the doctor now. More later Dear Diary.
