…it was clear my anorexia and bulimia were in the unconscious. I had to re-evaluate some of the television’s influence on my eating habits.
Page 16 clarified the matter. It speaks of the energy of the unconscious I have encountered many times. There was a propensity to go for periods of time without eating then gorging myself, I am now certain was due in part to content being dissociated from my consciousness by people hi-jacking me on the lower levels. This caused me to be without my appetite and drive, which likely did come from unconscious content and my family’s personal history, especially during college and likely occurring when I passed by the brick wall where lots of students hung out between classes. I passed this wall on my way to my psychology class which now tells me I am likely also connected to some psyche students. This is no way means the origins of the unconscious content happened at ECU, the University I was attending at the time, it means we were all likely part of a group of people who happened to be at the same place at the same time, acting out some event from another time and place. The starving and then eating were likely part of the result of War or imprisonments and hospitalizations. Nurses getting enmeshed with soldiers and forgetting to eat.
This is what Jung calls synchronicity, what MacClaine and others call channeling. Jane Roberts wrote volumes on her experience channeling the entity Seth. My inclinations have been toward Jung’s books.
I am also aware of the energies of those with whom I have some enmeshment and have experienced the adolescent surges of male testosterone many times. Over weight individuals also pose a serious problem.
Last night I stepped out for a meal at the K&W. Before returning home I decided to stop into the mall to make a purchase for a tub mat. Upon leaving the store I encountered two young men who clearly intended giving me a lift. I continued on and stopped as I intended going back to the store to get some mints and gum, then I encountered them again, lifting me at which time I became completely dissociated from my intentions and set on a course to leave the mall. I passed four other young men who were clearly students on my way out of the mall who also lifted me. I stopped along the way looking into the glass at the various shops to get my connection back together. It took me about an hour after arriving home to reconnect with my desire for the mints and gum. I then recalled I had been lifted by four young people on my way to the mall who had stopped into the Red Bowl where they play music and I found myself still there after being at home for two hours. I could easily see the inside of the restaurant. I also saw the exit sign located next to the K&W many times before finally calming down.
