…speaking in psychic terms here. After doing that I began to play music for about an hour. I have asked that the music be left off. Apparently my mother’s compulsion to play music was getting uncomfortable so she fobbed it off on me at which time I acted out her wishes. I caught on to it after she told me she liked Last Date and wanted me to continue playing it. On the other hand it could also be Helen, or some writer who wishes to crank up synaptic activity which music will do, for the purposes of writing. I lean toward the first assessment initially but then a combination of all of it.